Just a Toy. by RanchRobin
He said he didn't have the same feelings for me anymore... After all we've been through... Even though I loved him more than anyone...
He took advantage of me... Gave me bad habits tore me from my friends and sister in Christ... Then when he was gone... I felt anger of his manipulation but intense sadness, feeling all was lost because of the strong love I had...
He saw me as a girlfriend more than I did to him as a boyfriend... I sometimes regret dumping him for such an unhealthy relationship...
I feel... Nothing. I cried a lot but yet... Now I feel nothing. I made my life plans revolve around Austin... Was blinded by love with Tom. And Noah was more of a friend to me... All three helped me learn about how I want my husband to be like... Yet most had to beat me down to my core till I was barely hanging on... Now im single again... And questioning ever admiting my feelings... #Vent
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16 May, 2019, 6:37 am
Left: Austin
Right: Tom
Top: Noah
16 May, 2019, 7:00 am
Hey. Im sorry all this is going om, breakups can be really hard. Sometimes people just dont feel the same way about you that you did them. It sucks, but its just how it is, qnd you just gotta accept it and move ob, even though it hurts.
It sounds like whatever relationship you were in was pretty toxic, though. Never allow manipulation, never ever. No matter how much you think you love someone, you only love the shadow they're trying to convey to you if they're manipulating you. Even though it may hurt, if anyone ever manipulates you ever again, leave them asap.
And remember, its okay to not like someone like they might like you, its not your fault at all.
Im sorry your going through all of this. Im here if you need to talk. I promise theres the one out there for you somewhere, but it'll probably take some time to find them.
16 May, 2019, 7:29 am
Sent you some things over Hangouts. Praying for you also. <3
16 May, 2019, 4:25 pm
:<
17 May, 2019, 2:13 am
Toxic relationships are never ok. Getting away from it is better for your mental health in the long run.... I know it's hard, but it's certainly better than being crushed by awful emotions that leave you feeling lost. I hope you feel better though and the pain goes away :< .... Try to look for positives in every situation, even if all seems hopeless...