It’s gonna be okay, I’m sure. I mean I hope it does cause you’re like one of the ppl on here that I look after, like your art and everything cause I’ve gotten fond of you c: sorry if I’m not making sense but yeah I rlly like u, ur rlly nice and stuff. So Han in there bud

Hang*

things will get better soon. life gives you a lot of shit, but that shit doesn't last forever. sometimes the happy breaks are short, but you have to appreciate them even more.
i know i sound cliché af but friends really do come and go. i've had so many great people in my life just suddenly.. stop. and it's okay to be sad. it's okay to cry. it's natural. it's how you relieve stress. but you should never beat yourself up or diminish your own feelings - i've been doing that for years and it never works. trust me, it. never. works.
but that doesn't mean you have to constantly be the tough girl who holds her feelings in - because that isn't healthy either. sometimes there are simply situations you won't be strong enough to handle yet. most problems aren't solved quickly by flicking a switch and saying it's okay.
don't be afraid to show your emotions in front of other people. yeah, at schools there will be douchebags, but there might also be someone willing to help. you're never alone in how you feel. losing a friend is one of the worst things in the freaking world, but the pain DOES go away. as i said, it just takes time.
i know you'll be able to get through this, even if you don't think you can. have some faith in yourself. i trust that you'll be alright one day, even if that day doesn't come quickly.