ok so yall are prolly gonna be like iTs NoT eVeN nEw YeArS yEt. ummm so what i know im not gonna do a post ON new years day like im too busy.

anyway !! umm i cant believe its already 2019 i didnt think id ever make it this far, i didnt think this year even existed, and i didnt think much at all about it in the past cuz i was like "im gonna be a pre teen forever!! XDD" but like no thats not the case we growing up !! i hope yall had a great year ! i hope yall did some cool things, made good decisions, made good friends u know. but if u didnt have a good year, its ok cuz ur not alone !!

the sitch here is that this year, was probably my worst year of my life. I have not cried this much since the end of 2015, beginning of 2016. I did some dumb stuff which is ok i guess cuz i dont do it anymore?? ill probably do it again but just not as recklessly (( if yal rlly know me u know what im talking about )), but ya that just gave me a lot of anxiety!! Its hard to believe that one person can affect you so much?? like i thought he was gonna be a good friend but no it turns out he was just selfish and cruel and literally never admits to his mistakes. Also did some very bad things to me but thats whatever. this year just had a lot of dark times, whether it be from me or my friends. like they went through a lot so like we all went through it together, but like we did cuz we were there for each other !! on top of that, a lot of deaths too so like woah ): not fun at all.
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