by weirdonero

wow
the thought that ive made you feel like a void filler fycking hurts.
dont you dare say that im trying to put all of this on you by making me look like the victim either. because i can see what ive done, i have eyes.
you havdnt seen me at my worst, i can assure you im at my worst when im not with you. im sorry i never made that clearer when i was with you. i never made anything clear, not even how you make me feel. im really fkced up, i couldnt even treat you right after everything did

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19 Dec, 2018, 8:21 am

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weirdonero

19 Dec, 2018, 8:27 am

after everything you did for me i coyldnt even express anything. im really bitter and i dont know why.
im not asking you to get back with me right now, obviously for many reasons. one reason that needs to be made clear, you are not a void filler.
i have people right now.
im always lonely even in their prescence though, and im saying that without YOU i feel like im in some kind of uncontrollable repeating hell.
it hurts to see that its making me look like i only need you for a voidfiller. no, i dont want that.

i accepted your leaving because i know im not healthy, and i was hurting you. i accepted because i had to fix myself. im not fixed yet, but we both could see that were incapable right now of being with one another.

that wont stop me from how i feel deeply about you though, im afraid i will always feel like this about you.

thats all i meant. i still feel that way about you, just complete honesty. im just struggling without you. but thats my problem.

im sorry

weirdonero

19 Dec, 2018, 8:31 am

is it too late to ever change whats happened? are you too far gone in the insecurwties that 'i dont want you?'

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weirdonero

19 Dec, 2018, 8:32 am

its all my fault that youre like that. ill pay for it.

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