u wont read this by weirdonero
if you read this or not, regardless my heart is hurting so much. and i know that i make everything about myself because im a broken, self centered, manipulating piece of ****, but my heart aches so ******* much without you. ive come to terms in my brain that im certain my existence is purposed around bettering myself, for you. i think about you everyday, every moment, constantly trying to surround myself with others in whatever way that i can just to feel not alone. (comments continued)
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17 Dec, 2018, 8:56 am
and it doesnt work. no matter what i do ill always feel alone, especially when im not with you. you make my life worth living, and right now im living on entirelty on faith that my parents are feeding me. that our love is going to be "a long story" kind of love. and i completely except that, but i miss you, whether u feel the same or not, i love you. and thats all that matters to me right now, i always have, when times were completely swamped there wasnt a moment i didnt love you. im complicated, and lost, but without you those atributes double. please, if you read this, take these words in. please dont think that im just rambling ********. because if i REALLY wanted to move on i had the damn choice too, right now i have the choice but i dont WANT any of that. nothing is compaired to you. no one. the hurting and pain from missing you, really helps me have faith in reality.
just take it in, if you read this or not, i have to get it out there. one way or another.
17 Dec, 2018, 8:57 am
be expecting a visitor this summer. whether they are wanted or not.