my mom burst into my room at 4 in the morning crying. her mom was in the hospital and was going in for an emergancy surgey that she could have not have come back from. i drove with her to the hospital, just seeing her an absolute wreck and knowing that if I did something stupid over my depression this would be her reaction. my nana survived, but she's going to be staying in the hospital for 5-7 days. her intestine was dying. they cut out a small bit that was dead. so she's getting better.