time doesn't exist anymore
the blackened walls loom closer
is this the void I have thrown myself into?
it's flowing under my skin, from my mouth, from my wounds
the darkness is in me
around me
s u f f o c a t i n g
to reach out to others is to save myself temporarily before it drags me back under
I can't stand it
attempting the things I know I need to do
I'm terrifed of what they must think of me

#vent
#DTWolivandeer
#76thLayerOfHell
(I'm okay, don't worry. Just working through stuff.)