EDIT- I feel okay-ish now.

Oh god, when memories come back. Memories of when you weren't such a jerk, when you weren't so angry, happier days where you didn't have to worry about where you were every day, when you didn't take everything too seriously, when you were less negative than before, when you didn't cry over stuff as much, when you were less stressed, and less shy. Where did it go? Where did my nice being go. Is it a joke? I'm too edgy, ignore my whiney useless butt, please...

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