Maybe when you're not too tired/frustrated, you could try doing something that you know you enjoy, but that doesn't require too much effort. Drawing is fun and all but it can be quite psychologically exhausting if you're already feeling down. Also be sure to rest and take as much time for yourself and your thoughts, and be sure to vent with someone when you feel the need to.

Take care!

I never feel like doing anything because I'm pessimistic all the time. I have no passion for anything I do and I just do shit half assed and just leave it at that. ( you can ask deku I'm more pessimistic than her) maybe you just need to recharge or some shit. I mean your art is beautiful and you do a great job at what you do. Your really frikken good at art. Like your stuff could win kawaii and sexy awards everywhere I'm sure.

Since she won't reply: Anyone think this might be severe apathy? I'm hoping for something more surprising/positive like... she likes making OCs: maybe she liies meeting new people or wants to take crae of someone? But something you have full control over being a chore... it seems sad/unhealthy. I really hope she does feel better, as I've felt this before... but got over it completely. I'm not sure what's her cause for it, but I hope she at least find something that can bring excitment to life again.

^agreed