human brains are weird, and people in "creative" fields (art of any kind, music, etc) seem to have weirder/more messed up brains far more often than not.
most of us have some kind of emotional issues or mental disorders lol. feeling bleh with (seemingly) no real reason for it isnt an uncommon thing... dont beat yourself up for experiencing it, eli.
hmm though you might be having some teen angst/moodswings/whatever or something. hormones can be dbags... lol.
(i hope that's what's causing you trouble and not any possible disorders, disorders arent very fun to live with...)

also! drawing lots of happy stuff doesnt equal "happy person who shouldnt be sad" some folks draw loads of happy stuff in an attempt to make themselves feel better because they always feel like cr.ap. they keep up a happy facade.

anyway, i hope you feel better, eli-

also also you could stealthily post vents or vent-y things, just disguise them as character stuff and write a "normal" desc and no one will realize what the pics are.

orrr, if you really want to post raw vents, you could make a side acc for it :p

though then someone might stumble upon the acc and realize who it is ...

Krazy Katt basically got it, but yeah,

people get sad all the time, its competely normal, don't feel bad about being sad, thats probably just gonna make you feel worse.

if you do get to a real low point tho, you better tell us, cause then we'll get to flood you with that good ol' support.

Its fine to post vents.feeling sad is natural, dont worry!

yeah uh
don't worry too much about it.
we're here for you, after all.

Reply: haha i actually did come back because I saw your comment :)