update by Barrocco

So.... been a bunch going on lately. Check out my practise from my surfacepro on my deviantart. Also... I havent had a good life lately. :'(
Some stuff happen.
I am still working out of the emotions from that stuff. But I don't feel good. :(
Gaming stardew valley on my switch seems to be the only thing holding me together currently.
Beside that. I am doing more and more art, working hard. Some of my work I will probably redo in krita.
...
Though I should leave a word that I am still alive.

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
25 Aug, 2018, 10:45 am
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Barrocco

25 Aug, 2018, 10:58 am

To imagine so much shit would go down this year.
It's been like a year of pain. I though mice would be the worst thing to deal with, or maybe the cutting of my finger.
Which btw has healed.
It still hurts a bit now and then when I hold a heavy bag, but beside that it function normally I suspect the finger at least will be 100% in top shape by the end of the year, the scar is hardly visible. :D

But yeah.. not my best year.
Because of some stuff I have had problems sleeping the last couple of months.
Someone tried to choke me :(
My throat brusk thing was damaged, my eyes was red, its been a painful year. :(
I couldnt draw after that for 2 months. Still getting into it. :(
I don't feel good :(
I am holding together, but its so painful .
I luckily have stardew valley so focusing a bunch on that.
It helps me calm down when anxiety goes crazy :(
Its been a bumpy year.
Extremelly bumpy

FadingGlory

25 Aug, 2018, 5:56 pm

Ahhh, it's good to see you're alive!! :D That sounds really rough, I'm so sorry for you. :( Please hang in there! I know things can get better!

Cleric

25 Aug, 2018, 8:34 pm

I'm SO happy you're alright/alive! I'll try to find you on Deviant Art when I can! You're feeling at least OK now, right?

FadingGlory

26 Aug, 2018, 12:57 am

Re: That's so sad :'(
Ah, really? So they won't be having them anymore?

FadingGlory

26 Aug, 2018, 1:54 pm

Re: Oh wow, that's unfortunate. I'm sorry for him, and the gathering. :/

Cleric

26 Aug, 2018, 11:40 pm

Re: What happened? Whatever it is, I'm seriously rooting for you to feel better! I'm going through something myself, and the advice I have is... Look for any glimmers of hope, don't let it pull you in...

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