hm by WhiteGravy
i remember that wonderous first time i attempted suicide.
i broke a plastic ruler in half and tried slitging my neck.
i couldnt.
something held me back.
but i still want to die.
yes, god put me here for a
reason. but its the human in me, that i want to get rid of. i dont want to feel. i dont i dont i dont i dont i dont i dont.
*i dont want to talk about it anymore.
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03 Aug, 2018, 4:48 am
awwwwwwwwww
I'll pray for you
and... I also feel "great"...
03 Aug, 2018, 10:23 am
i know you don't want to talk about it anymore but i just want to remind you. sui/cide is never the answer, i know life gets really hard and it feels hopeless, i know it can feel like nobody's there and that only bad things will happen, but it's not true. there ARE people that care and would miss you for a long, long time. there IS a way to keep fighting back, it's a battle many of us struggle with and sadly one that many lose. but you can't let yourself lose, you have to keep going because things will get better. there is always something good in the world, you just have to find it.
25 Aug, 2018, 5:12 pm
This was awhile ago but I’m just seeing it now, please don’t die. You are one of the greatest friends I have ever had and I don’t have many friends now. Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. I hope you are okay now.