.?Why Is Everything So H E A V Y?. by PastelPainkiller
I hate panic attacks, not being able to sleep or eat. Unconsiously clawing my arms when I get a wave of anxiety. That I feel guilt for feeling sad, I want to be happy so I can make others happy. But past mistakes are a fire thats buring me alive and I just can't force myself to forget them, I don't want to hurt anyone and all I want to do is apologize and start over without feeling guilt. Mom would hate me, so I must belive what she does, I gotta push it away, I gotta CHOOSE to be happy.
#Vent
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21 Sep, 2018, 5:10 am
Don't worry, we're all here for you! It's okay to be sad sometimes, no use in keeping it in.