hm ... o3o

youre lucky to remember this thing well enough to draw it, i never remember stuff from my dreams that well.
(well i remember stuff for a little while after i wake up but i eventually forget it unless it's a game related dream... i remember details from those better than other stuff)

Sorry for my long absence, I wanted to take a break so I didnt make the drama worse and I was in a play. So yeah thats my excuse, Im not going to beat around the bush with this at all so here we go. I just came back today, and bothered to read up on what went down while I disappeared.
I got into a fight with a now deactivated account I will not name for privacy reasons over pinklatias. They claimed because I wanted to get to know her better that I should be ashamed because of it and I myself was a horrible person. The person said that they hoped that I would lose a family member to cyberbullying and threatened to dox me because I didnt agree with them and didnt fully believe a story they told me. Push came to shove they spread some rumors calling me names and such. Im here to fully explain myself and tell what happened. Im a person that doesnt like drama, and likes to hear both sides of a story. I do not hate this person, I dont hate anyone.

@Endergirl1872 No, I never sated the cuts were your fault. Cutting is a poor coping mechanism, but its effective. As someone who used to cut, I can say that it helps and hurts yourself at the same time. Its complicated. Im truly sorry if pink stressed you out to the point you felt like you needed to cut yourself, its a horrible feeling. Im sorry for any misconception or confusion.
If anyone else would like an explanation I will give it to them.
If anyone tried to spark up drama I will delete your comment.
Thank you.

I see I have to explain myself AGAIN.
No, I have screenshots of the whole conversations. I repeated multiple times that Pink IS NOT A GOOD PERSON AND A SPOILED BRAT. I said that everyone has control over their own actions. No one makes anyone kill themselves, no one makes anyone cut themselves. People put other people in bad moods and horrible headspaces. Others can cause EMOTIONAL pain, if you cut your arm off and blame another person saying "they made me do it because they made me feel sad" is a ridiculous argument. I have said it before and I will say it again suicide is selfish. I had a friend kill herself I know how it feels to lose someone you love. I had suicidal thoughts and let me just say that suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to a bunch of other people. It is never the answer people have resources to go get help AND DON'T SAY YOU DON'T. IF YOU HAVE ACCESS TO THE INTERNET YOU HAVE ACCESS TO HELP.

1-800-273-8255 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Available 24 hours everyday

what @LeavingBCOfThem is doing, is twisting my words and assuming incorrect things. They love to spark drama with people. I've seen it before and its happening now.

I rest my case.

and thus, this turns into a case of unsure who's telling the truth
uh-
thank you both for trying to explain i guess.
i'm not trying to get involved ghh-
honestly you should try and drop this if you can
colors wasn't really supposed to be a place for these kinds of things i don't think.
and i haven't seen pinklatias around since she deleted her account, though i know of her delete and recreate spamming. haven't seen her for a while though.
i know this is a serious topic. it is.
but it feels like one of the only reasons this sort of.. fighting, i guess, is still going? is from people not staying quiet about it.
i'm honestly not one for fighting and i don't truly know everything about this so eh.
i just recommend trying to let this settle down.
whatdoiknowthough