Heyo

So how've ya been? Break go well?

Yeah..um, sorry about not coming back. Every day I tried to, it failed miserably or I forgot and that happened for two weeks. Then I just figured it wasn't the time or place

Nah it's okay. A month was just a suggestion, I didn't mind waiting a bit longer if you needed it.. though there are a few neat things. If you're able to hop on Chatzy i can show them to you.. if you can't right now though we can just talk here :P

I can't use Chatzy anymore =.= I was disobeying my dad by using it and I need to start respecting him instead of hiding things

He said chatzy was off limits?

Well, Discord, but Chatzy was kind of the same. And we talked about bad stuff in there...

Chatzy isn't really the same.. it's just a chatroom for like 1 or 2 people, not servers meant for a group. And as for the bad stuff, we can just.. not talk about it anymore. The room I made us was a free room anyway, it automatically deletes messages when there's too many, so the bad stuff isn't even there anymore anyway ^^

Chatzy's different enough, and you can do more with it than comments here, like share links easier

My dad wants me limited on websites though. They took up a lot of my time..

Don't games take up time too though @_@

Yup, but we're limited on those too

Well... how's Chatzy different from here? Only difference is it's easier to share stuff and nobody else can just click the comments and see our conversations...

It's about amount of websites though, not just website content. Im really sorry dude x-x

But... how does the amount of sites matter if the total time spent across all of them is the same..? It just seems weird to me

It would require more details e-e if I could explain properly.

You can try to... i want to understand why it matters so much. I don't like that I have to talk to my best friend through an app that isn't made to be a chatting app ;-;

My parents don't like too much internet, they don't want me getting sucked in or hiding things (both of which were happening) when my dad found out about discord, and what was in it, he made me delete it, and stop using DA (which I did use for a bit after, despite orders, which I feel bad for) after taking time though, I realise I have become much more focused and less stressed without a lot of sites to focus on, and I think that was the point. Also, I'm not tempted to do bad things in secret.

Also, I forgot to mention how being glued to those sites was making me not pursue my life's goal/passion as effectively

Something about Discord and DA, I was just glues to it. It wasn't like colors where it was peaceful, I just had to look at it and that used lots of time

And Chatzy's connected to this...?

...that makes sense.. given what happened there. But I only made our chatzy so we could have a better place to chat than a comment section in an art app, but then.. well.... i got a bit carried away there

Honestly the break helped me realize a few things too. I really hope you can come back though. If it makes it feel better I can make a new room, no history of that stuff at all, and ban it as a topic. Chatzy shouldn't really add to stress, from what I know you only used it to talk to me. Would that really cause that much stress?

I'm sorry, but I don't think I can use it anymore...and it wasnt just you, it was me too, even if you went too far I couldve said no, but I was qorse because I allowed it. I'm just, I want to get as far away from bad stuff as possible, and prevent myself from ever slipping again. I thought then life would sucvk without it but getting away I finally am starting go grasp how life CAN work and DOES work without it...just like old times

...so how do we talk then? Here's not the best place, it doesn't have the same conveniences even the most basic chat apps have -3-

It still works though

I guess, but I want to be able to share things with you in an easier way

That and the fact anyone can just see our conversations is just.. kinda weird. There's a reason most sites have PM functions, and the fact Colors doesn't is VERY weird

Are you still doing that stuff though? Supporting corn and whatnot?

Well.. I've been doing so less at least

..it's hard to get out for good, but I have a LOT more control over myself now. So, yay progress ^w^

No worries, I plan on keeping that part of me as far away from you as possible, since I know you aren't comfortable with it... I'm still the same me with or without that stuff :P

...does it really bug you that much? I'm trying to lessen it... really. Some people just can't stay away from it though... best I can do is try to keep it under control, and all things considered I'm doing a good job at it

Yeah...idk if I told you, but on Discord and DA I found myself in the company of lots of people who were lewd, and I couldn't believe how low I'd fallen..

After being away from that for awhile now, I'm finally feeling good, like a kid again. But I was (and still a bit) afraid to talk to you because you becane just like them, and I dont want to hang out with people like that anymore, because as I discovered first hand, "bad company corrupts good character."
And, I didn't want to hang with anyone who does it in secret either, because then they'd get me into it slowly because kept would come out, and I can feel it in their actions. I need to pick friends who build me up, not tear me down.,

But you just said you are getting away from that, is that really true?

I'm trying. As much as I can't quite let go yet.. I'm not doing it nearly as often anymore. That's a start. If I apply myself more I COULD stop for good... but it might take a while

I'm trying. That's the important part

It is, and I can help you if you want, at least try to. But I'm not going down that oath anymore, period. I hope we can still be friends. And don't hide it either, because then you're lying, and if you get found out when you hide a truth, you get punished severely. Sorry if I sound a bit forceful ^^" but I can only be your friend if you don't be lewd anymore.

I'm not hiding anything, don't worry. If it takes longer than I think it will at this point, you'll know. If i regress and start doing it more again, I'll tell you... but as things are now I think I'm doing very well with regards to that stuff

Again, sorry if it's extreme, but putting my foot down was what would've prevented me from ever doing that stuff e-e please do be open, and let's be a open as possible about it

I will ^w^

Anyway.. we need a way around Colors' limited features first off...

Also...thanks. one thing these thoughts have told me is that you never can get out of it and you shouldn't even try and bad stuff will continue to happen. but, you've confirmed in me that isn't true ^^

Also, idk xD to me this isn't much different

Well for me there's three main inconveniences

1) This chat is public
2) Can't directly share images/videos, they need to be clicked on
3) No notification system, meaning we both have to just stare at this one page, refreshing constantly

1) Oh wait, I just remembered, PokeguyAndPeekatchu! :o we can just post a room on their in private and chat there
2) That's ok. It adds suspense xD
3) That's true. But I like being able to take time with replies

Oh also 4) New messages only show up when you refresh the page

That's the same as 3 XD

I mean... do you remember the password to PokeguyAndPeekatchu? I believe I do but again.. public room. If i post it anyone will see it and be able to use that account X_X

Yeah I do :P somehow XD

If all else fails we can make another new 2 person account.. again new password would be needed anyway :l

Or.. that

...it feels so weird going back to that account though... i deleted all my old "PokeguyNXB" era stuff with my old account.. yet the stuff posted to PokeguyAndPeekatchu is still there... O_O

It's... kinda embarrassing..

Am I the only person in the world who likes their old stuff? xD Enjoy the past, don't throw it away,. You had fun with it then and you can st I'll have fun with it now

I guess... but let's face it, my old stuff is baaaaaaaad.. there's a reason i let Sorai do my character ref art instead of doing it myself after all... yikes

I still like it xD

Okay.. problem

I don't actually remember the password. Just tried it and it was wrong..

what'd you try?

I thought the password was something to do with Mudkip.. like "taco" or "derp" or something like that. Tried both, capitalized and not, didn't work. Tried "tacos" the same way, didn't work

...well now anyone snooping on our conversation knows that

Oops xP

So.... go in and change the pass as quick as possible?

And give me the new one through... Swapdoodle or something

Or i can delete the comment and hope nobodies snooping

...snoopers show yourselves!

.....

...okay i think we're safe xP

XD Yup!

Testing one two three

I'm in, it works

Now to make the private chat on this account~

......though.. both of us will have to be on this account in order to use it if it's private... that'll make things a bit complicated. Eh we can make it work

just do @Witz or @NXB at the begining of the comment xD

Yeah

So... uh.. awkward thing. You'll need to make the pic for the chat... my 3ds is dying and I can't find my charger... ^^;

err...ok xD

Since i'm on the account I'll know when it's ready

You can just do my quick title and background thing, you can make a quick doodle of the characters (please please PLEASE if you do this draw Hikaru the new way), whatever you'd like

Oh and Lucario!Hikaru has a reference now, I'll link it

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/205784137758408719/464994506685677578/unknown.png?width=263&height=474
Once again Sorai drew it :P