I need to gain and rebuilt my self confidence now , in order to accept more myself i decided to draw my own portrait and to use it as my avatar. I feel really bad since last november and i don't have my family's support. I turned ** in june but i still feel like i'm treated by some members of my family like a child and be distrusted, even if never do something bad. So i tryied to draw my face not to aged or to young (my face looks actually like a ** teen girl) but my spirit is a ** aged person.