hello darkness me old friend by Deku_Face
shout out to my mom who doesn't, nor does she try to understand insomnia, blaming me for my not getting enough sleep and making me help all week cleaning furniture for her friends' yard sale that I don't give a shit about. I don't have the physical or mental energy to be doing anything but if I try to explain this, or try to get more rest I'm lazy and selfish
"You should have gone to bed earlier!"
That ensures nothing except that I have more time to stew in anxiety in the dark without the chance of sleep yet still wake up at the time you expect me to and still not have enough energy for the day but thanks for the tip
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07 Jul, 2018, 6:55 am
Quite... I've got work in the morning and I've decided staying up late would be brilliant. I haven't got insomnia though... good luck to you, lass.
08 Jul, 2018, 6:13 am
jesus that sounds s**tty, im sorry you gotta deal with that.
do sleep aids help any at all or nah? or do you avoid those to avoid possibly messing up something else with your body? (ive forgotten exactly what side effects those things can have but everything can have weird side effects so ghhh. )
08 Jul, 2018, 10:24 pm
Mm, nah. Medications have never worked on me, and I guess I lost hope of anything else working. Can't exactly talk to my family about it, since they think I'm awake of my own accord :y