Why does everything go so wrong?
Why is it that nothing ever lasts long?
Why? (three)
I'm asking why?
Why?(four)
Why do you want me dead?
Why?(four)
But I don't want to die before I've wed
Whine(four)
Why do you hate me so?
Why did you have to go?
Why do I love you so?
I will follow you wherever you go
Why?(four)
Why do you want me dead?
Why?(four)
Why do you want me to die?
Die(four)
To the wrists, ankles, thoat
Cry(four)
Oh, we will wed
I'll see you in that gorgeous gown
We'll be happy when I'm dead
I won't give you a frown, ever again
Why?(twelve)
You're like a drug
You're toxic to my body
I feel my muscles tug
I'll hide you if you hide me
And oh
You make me see colours
With our toxic high
Dollars raining from the sky
You made me feel so stupid
Rude, but I loved it
It's toxic
Filling up the room
It's killing us
I'm feeling kinda sick
You tell me not to make a big fuss
You loved me, didn't you?
You saw me, didn't you?
You used me, didn't you?
Why?(twelve)
Why do you want me dead?

Welp that was pretty dark

ok?

oooo intresting, what species are the charatures

Human. It's going to be a little musical about abusive relationships, drug use, overdose, and suicide so um... YEAH IT'S PRETTY DARK-

Ok next song is uh... My College Fairytail.

fairytale*

(Note: That song earlier is the LAST song in the musical, I think. This is the first.)

(Emily Jackson)
My mama hits me
My papa fell into the sea
What the jack is my s,exuality?

(Therapist)
Well, Emily, you seem very gay-

(Emily Jackson)

Highschool wasn't what I dreamed.
Never knew what cool kids meant by
Hey, hey
Soon you'll be living your college fairytale
My, my, meet a cute guy and
die, die, 'cause he's got abs and kale
They really bullied me and made sure I was with no other guy so maybe I'll live this college fairytale
I'm graduating soon and I can say goodbye!
Maybe I'll love those college abs and kale
My, my, or I could y'know just die

(Therapist)

Let's talk about that.
What do you dream of in your college fairytale?

(Emily Jackson)

HOT GUYS!

(Therapist)

Telling me you were straight would be telling me you live in the skies

(Emily Jackson)

What?

Oh I'll love my college fairytale, where I'll find my prince and have kale!

(Therapist)

Right...

That was cringy um
I kinda went for a Yuzucchi from Citrus thing.

ok I'm gonna write these 2 songs on paper, now.
These are meant for a different app. I'm just writing them here.

Hmm... How many warnings can I add to this musical...

Child abuse, drugs, self harm, death, suicide, r,ape, violence, domestic abuse if you count people that aren't married, s,exual themes, drug overdose, and swearing but this ones censored... Uh... That's all I can think of. I might add even more, depending on the songs that I write. 100 percent M rated-

btw My College Fairytale is supposed to be stupid and cheery because that's what you're supposed to do when you're taking a dark turn. For a dark turn... CHECK BACK AT MY WARNINGS-

Looks good! Maybe i'll see the musical soon. I'm planning on dowloading Inchworm Animation II towards the end of the summer.

So

yeah

Re: Yeah
I sort of upset her earlier so i'm staying out of her way today.

Re: We are both 14. She's older by two months though.

Um

Um Maria

I saw them comments

Re: thank you for answering me! At least now I know! ^v^

@Mattdog
What comments?

Reminders to myself:

Exhaling black smoke. It's dreadful, it's awful, it's all you ever do.

We're growing. We're holding hands. now. Don't be afraid to love her from the waist down. Oh. Don't tell a soul. Pray to God you live tomorrow, that's your goal.

I haven't given up on this yet, btw.

WRITING IS MY PASSION! LOVE IT!

I'm gonna try to write the next song today

This'll be short I think? List of songs, I THINK:

My College Fairytale
She's A Bad Girl
We're Growing
(Unsure how the lyrics will go but I know this'll be a song where drugs get mentioned)
Black Smoke
A Bad Girl For Me
Bottles Of Whiskey
A Good Girl For You
Never Enough
Why Do You Want Me Dead?
Code Blue

reminder to self:
She's a bad girl
A bad girl for me
Maybe good for somebody oh please never me
She's a bad girl
She's bad, can't you see?
She pushes me down to her knees
I'm begging her please

OK I COPIED MY COLLEGE FAIRYTALE DOWN TO A PIECE OF PAPER
I'll be writing She's A Bad Girl now.

Btw, it isn't the song in the reminder. I'm writing She's A Bad Girl, not A Bad Girl For me.

(Emily Jackson)

We graduate.
We find our lives, and then we celebrate.
Skip ahead, and then you'll find yourself wed.
I'm in a college with new people.
Live my life, and now it's stable.
But just when I think it's all okay.... There's a girl?

It's not really a surprise. Back when I was ten, I kissed a girl on the cheek. Got bullied nonstop after, but whatever.

She's a bad girl.
She rides a motorbike to school, so everyone thinks that she's cool.
She's a bad girl.
Find her smoking in the parking lot.
Not gonna lie, she's pretty hot.
She's a bad girl.
Dark hair and with tattoos.
Hard to notice the green eyes, 'cause she's got shades on all the time.
Oh what shall I do?
Pull yourself together and shut up, don't whine.

Excuse me, Jessica... Jessica Molly?
- Emily. What's up?
[Coughs] I was wondering if you'd like to... Go out, sometime?

She's a bad girl.
But I know it's an act, 'cause she's the sweetest inside.
Didn't know that'd be how she'd react, so I guess we'll dine?

so I can't write here.
The limit is too short so it comes out rushed, a mess, and kinda cringy.
I need something different to write these on.