This lore is all about Judas's personality, mindset and emotional balance, this lore should give a better understanding on just why Judas acts and does certain things
And a small summary of a tiny bit of his life
I will warn you it's a bit sad
(In online comments below )
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23 Jun, 2018, 4:19 am
[Luck favors the prepared...]
Judas is an genetically engineered high Royal red Demon Vaseterm, he was made at the top scientific facility in Deluna and was genetically made to be a living weapon and Killy's Guardian Stone was the main source of the funding of the project.
In order to survive been fused with Killy's Guardian Stone Judas was made to be extremely durable, not only physically, his magic standings but mentally and emotionally as well. Judas was the first to be successfully fused with a familiar that was not natural inherited however it wasn't without it's side effects as Killy was a fully mature Guardian familiar been placed in a child.
Because of how Judas made he has been able to survive injuries that would have killed, made brain dead or spiral into emotional collapse with any other Silverbloods but Judas just jumps back and move on however that doesn't mean his injuries has left him unscaved...
[Just get duct tape and walk it off]
Judas suffers from several things, been possessed by Killy is his big problem, but another is the 'shattered' for a normal silverblood depending on how many horns the individual has, losing one horn could drive one crazy, the loss of two horns would likely cause the individual to be brain dead or death.
Judas originally had 6 horns and over the course of his life he has lost 4 of them, with each horn been broken off Judas's personality and mind has been fractured into pieces.
in the picture above is the 4 main fractures personalities of Judas's mind and how he see them and they appear in his mind, starting from left to right ,
heart of a child, intelligence, the broken and the red Demon.
23 Jun, 2018, 4:19 am
[ Heart of a child]
(1: fragment)
Judas's most prominent side, his childlike, mischievous, playfully, gullible, naive, curious, innocent lovable and caring nature.
Judas has always had a caring heart, he will put others first and do what he can to help even if he not that best at it. He likes to play and make people laugh. He has little fear and will defend his friends with blind dedication. Judas's playfulness and curiosity has a way to running his mouth ,though who know him know he rarely stop to breathe one he starts talking.
Judas's has a longing to have friends, he just wants to be himself and be accepted by others, and that's with almost anyone purebloods, half-bloods, humans, Nightmares and so on...
23 Jun, 2018, 4:21 am
[Dreams of a hero but reality was a bitter lie...]
Why does this version of Judas look and Act like a child? It's because of a life changing event that took place that left him scarred.
From the day of Judas's birth he was told he would save the Vaseterms people from the half Bloods Menace threatening to drive his people to Extinction, Judas was naive and didn't fully understand what he was really made for and what really we're half Bloods, to his mind as a child he was going to be a hero to stop an evil Menace from taking over the world... Judas here story about how the world was beyond the walls of we're he was born, and his curiosity got the best of him, Judas wanted to see the outside world and with some 'help' he would sneak out and Explorer, Judas came to find a place we're colts and filly would come to play, it was his first experience with other children and we're he discovered what half Bloods really we're like, Judas got to experience being a kid with others for the first time and it left him questioning what he was really made for... Nonetheless Judas keep sneaking out to play with his 'friends' but it didn't last long... The organization that made the Dark star project discovered what Judas was doing and one time he was out with his friends they found him and on that day Judas life change forever...the cold bitter truth of his existence was made clear to him, Judas was forced to be the weapon he was meant to be. The trauma of what happened scarred and broke Judas's Spirit, he locked away his caring child heart and Burying it deep inside himself, after the traumatizing event Judas became the 'Broken' (more on this further down)
Judas's child like innocence stay dormant for a good portion of his life, but over time little piece started to surface but not much, Judas's child like personality didn't fully surfaces until losing his horns, when his mind got shattered and his part of him fully emerged. He appearance at the same age the tragic event of his preteens took place and he lock himself away.
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because Judas is so caring, This child like part of Judas is Killy favorite to bully. With Omen Judas's playfulness can trun into a twisted game with Killy.
Despite everything that he's gone through this little part of Judas still hold on to any spark of hope he can, even when things seem to be hopeless he still be cheering on the side lines ' you can do it!'
23 Jun, 2018, 4:22 am
[the witty the clever and the
trickster ]
(2: fragment, intelligence)
This part of Judas is his intelligence, it's often a bridge between his personalities.
Believe it or not Judas is highly intelligent, his mind is like a supercomputer and is constantly calculating and figuring things out.
At the age of 12 Judas was able to hack into the most top of the line military compound he was made from and set off all the alarms as a joke, which didn't go over well...
Because of how Judas mind works, he constantly thinking the problem is, his mind gets easily distracted and jumps from one thing to the next... which leads to him rambling randomly and anything that on his mind at that moment.
Judas mind was design to handle the extreme vision output he has, without the side effects of going mad or brain dead. He and Ai both can see and handle more visions at a time then any other Silverblood, Judas also has extreme control over his vision and is able to focus them on what he wants instead of random or triggered.
Visions usually immobilize a silverblood, leaving them in a vulnerable state until it's over, Judas on the other hand can still function and operate normal when seen visions.
Judas leaned to use his vision for many different things, and because of his able to see multiple outcomes of the future he would do something called 'twisting fate' something that was forbidden to do by Vaseterms law, but with the loss of so many horns this is almost impossible for him to do now but was abused in his past by the organization and Soledormir, Judas could rig events to get the best chance of the desired outcome.
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[ Smartest dumb person or dumbest smart person?]
Though Judas is highly intelligent, he lacks common sense and has done some pretty stupid thing but he was made to rely on others for Direction ( more on this later )
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[ Art has it many uses]
This part of Judas is also his artistic and creative side, one of his favorite hobby is architecture, with his Magic and know how Judas can create magnificent structures of both Beauty and durability.
He also enjoy other arts like painting, playing music, singing and dancing.
[ Tricky Thief...]
This part of Judas team up with his child side, like to steal things...Judas is know as a Thief to some as he will pickpocket or take things from others without permission.
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As other part of Judas try to resist Killy in using him for evil, This part of Judas go about things differently, he knows he can't stop Killy but he can slow him down.
When Killy gets Omen to do something with evil intent, Judas will try and put his own spin on it, though the act may still be evil there's an underlying cause that can be truned to good.
But the reverse can be said with Judas anything he try to do good you can expect Killy will put his claws in it...
23 Jun, 2018, 4:23 am
Judas is also one of the few who knows and how to use what's known as the old world Magic and technology, Judas incorporates this when building his palaces as they function to his presence, the doors open automatically, stuff like that.
Judas also has the knowledge to replicate other things of the past ( at least the timeframe he existed) he was even able to build a prototype of the armor he had working for the organization, which would allow his abilities to work at 100%, however Judas purposely sabotage his own creation to stop Killy from becoming even more powerful.
23 Jun, 2018, 4:23 am
[ the Broken...]
(3) fragment)
This part of Judas was made when the truth of his existence was made clear to him, after Judas lock away his childish innocent, he become numb to most things and was almost emotionless. Judas could kill in cold Blood and feel nothing, he was the perfect weapon that they wanted him to be.
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In the past Judas separated himself from others and only did what his handlers told him to do, Judas had no personal life and didn't speak to others unless was required to. During his time with the organization Judas had an extreme superiority complex and was seen as an heartless jerk, some of this was thanks to Killy's influence.
Judas was like this most of this time under the organization but with certain events other aspects of Judas's personality start to show up and he began to question things.
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This serious part of Judas is focus, and determined, in the past Judas's determination was focused on completing whatever Mission he was put on without fail... In present day that same determination is focus on things like bugging Malice...
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The Broken is rarely fully seen in the present day Judas but is still there. A good way to know just how much this part of Judas is seeping in is, the less Judas talk's the more focus he is and serious he becomes.
as Omen Killy is psychotic and like to play with his victims, Only a few have seen Judas really get serious in a fight and when that happens he more deadly then Killy, not many survive those encounters, Blue is one who has seen the Wrath of Judas and barely Live to Tell the tale, Malice is another... Malice snooped in Omen's dreams and been a Nightmare Mal dug up sensitive memories and emotions to torment the Vaseterm, Judas didn't appreciate that and kick Mal butt royally and was one of the only time he left Malice to die, Judas however felt guilty about that and has always patched and look after Mal after kicking his butt ever since.
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All of Judas's advance combat is from this side of him, just with the shattering of his mind and Killy he usually doesn't take battle seriously, but you know things are going to get bad when Judas stops talking...
[Born to be a weapon and that's what he is]
Judas is highly trained in a variety of combat skills, martial arts, Magic, familiars and multiple weapons from short-range to long-range, even Judas's Visions where weaponize to give him the upper hand in battle.
Judas was train to be an assassin and was more focused on stealth eliminations, he used his visions to plan out his approach and with a combination of magic and his weapons he could Eliminator Target without leaving a Trace.
In present day, This stealthiness Judas can do when he thinks about it has given him the drop on many people, including a variety of the key Hunters,Malice,
Blue and many more, most the time Omen just use it to toll people. Judas can even hide his aura from Nightmares Predator sense, it how he sneaks up on them to play 'hide the body'
23 Jun, 2018, 4:24 am
Judas dose have a certain fighting style he was trained to do, in most serious combat, Judas gets straight to the point and go for the kill, but if he not supposed to eliminate his Target, because he was trained to eliminate other Silverbloods, Judas will often cut off his opponents arms. He will also break the wing joints on not only male silverbloods but any wing opponent. Omen has also develop a way in fighting Nightmares as well, he will impel them though the chest usually breaking their spine and pin them to something, it not meant to kill the Nightmare as there no vital organs in a nightmares chest, they have no heart and their lungs are copies made out of the black goo, but it's meant to pin the Nightmare down, if a Nightmare spine is broke it won't kill them as it will just fuse back together but if what ever is being used to impel the Nightmare is in between the spine it can't fuse back together and the Nightmare is paralyzed and on top of that it still will hurt.
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The other things is in group Kombat, Judas will Target the healers first and then the leaders and everything else falls after that.
23 Jun, 2018, 4:26 am
[the sad one ]
(4: fracture, red Demon)
Most of Judas emotional trauma is in this part of him, uncertainty, fear, regret, and shame.
If someone can get Judas alone without Killy interfering, he will sometime open up and talk about his life and his regrets and shames, because of the things he has done Judas calls and see himself as a monster...it's why this part of him look the way he does, as his version of a partial red Demon...
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It's only seen a little aside from his natural chaos touch, but Judas is a red Demon, but him and Ai is a bit different than normal red Demons, they both are genetically made and don't need red moonlight to survive, however in absorbing the blood moons Light there chaos Magic gets even stronger.
One of Judas's greatest fears is himself, he terrified of been uesed to destroy another world and see the blood of not only Deluna but many others on his hands.
Though Judas rarely mentions it, but he is Hunted by vision and memories of his pass, the faces of those live he took and those who tried to save him, though Judas longs for companionship he is 'cursed with loneliness' as long as he a slave to Soledormir, if Judas is able to he will warn others that he bad luck and terrible thing happened to those who get close to him.
it's difficult for him to not want to get close with other but he knows bad things happen when people discover see him though Omen and what Killy has done, Judas has lost many friends in his life some by those trying to control him, Other by his own hands...
( Not even a Kiss good bye... )
Judas did have a 3 relationships in the past, but all of them fell into ruin do to how his life is (been possess by a monster will do that ) one was a pureblood he meet as a child, she was a survivor of the attack and he meet her later in life a few times, after a thousand years he meets her again but she had form a life bond with an outsider and he was forced to make a choice...the second one girl was one of Judas's handler, her job was to monitor Judas's personality and Behavior and determine what was the case of his 'incident' he would do, Judas at first didn't like her and thought she was nosey and she was, Judas grew to like her and open up but one day Judas found her dead and believed the organization was behind it. The last girl he got close to was Syllestia ( @Fade OC) this was after he broke away from the organization and was in his time on his own, though Killy like pretty woman the last thing he wanted was for Judas to form a life bond, Judas was forced to carry out Soledormir plan and after that Omen was seen as a monster to all the silverbloods kind...
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Though Killy is quick to flirt with any girl and doesn't take relationship seriously, Judas on the other hand is different, he shy, caring and very devoted. Judas however wouldn't mind being in a relationship and maybe have a family one day but knows that's impossible with Killy in him, Killy wouldn't allow it and on top of that Judas feels no girl would want a monster as a life partner, and been part red Demon the chance of him having children is low... even though Judas wouldn't mind having a family he knows it likely won't happen and is cautious with relationships.
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Judas however has put his focus on being a big brother now that he has a little sister, even if Killy was removed Judas would likely stay single and not bother looking for a potential wife, at least until his sister older and on her own.
23 Jun, 2018, 4:27 am
This is also the part of Judas that extremely self-aware of his appearance, Judas will wear sleeveless shirts to show his shoulder and the marking on them that mean 'chaos and Mayhem' as a warning label to though who can read the Vaseterm language, but he never like been shirtless do to the marking on his body and Killys Guardian Stone and is a shame to be seen without one.
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Most of Judas's clothing preference is off of this part of him, his long collar of his shirt hides a seal on the back of his neck, the seal prevents Judas in taking in to much red light but he usually will place a barrier on himself before visiting a Blood Moon world, as Omen said one time 'don't want any ugly business' those who are a witness to the fall of Deluna would have seen Omen's full red Demon from and just why he called ' the devil of the night' Judas's back brace ( it's not really a back brace but looks like one x'D) is also to help prevent his appearance change with red light.
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As Omen his war paint and markings turn red when Killy is in possession, but that's because Killy is tapping into not only his chaos Magic but Judas's as well, however Judas can make his own marking trun red by tapping deeper into his own red Demon side.
After using an vast amount of chaos Magic Judas will sometime experience color blindness like red Demon do, in Skey he done this a few times, the first time was after converting back from his War Horse form he asked Mina ' are you still blue?' This color blindness only last for a short time he usually just needs silver moon light or rest and he back to seeing colors again
23 Jun, 2018, 4:28 am
[ About Judas's past ]
The people who made Judas wired in certain habits and instincts into their project for different things, most of them were for control purposes but been an experiment not all of the habits and instincts work out according to their plans and most of these are still ingrained in Judas even to the present day.
Something that all of Judas's personality share is they all /need/ to be with others.
This child side only want a friend, his intelligent side looks to other for directions, the broken needs a Handler for orders and his red Demon just doesn't want to be alone.
Judas's was made to be 'paired' with someone in order to fully function, it's wired in him to 'imprint' on someone and form a bond of trust and do what they say.
The original plan for the Judas was to have his twin sister Oracle ( Ai) to be his Handler, it's why out of the experiments Judas and Ai are the only twins and why Ai lab name go's out of order of the alphabet.
Oracle was meant to Direct Judas much like the arm does for a sword...
But some in the organization felt the twins would become to Reliant upon each other and not the organization and Ai was sealed away...
Under the organization that made him, Judas was given handlers to follow or order him what to do, Judas can think on his own but he tends to panic under stressful circumstances and will always look for someone else to give him directions.
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When Judas was just a child, he was carrying and social thinking Everyone he meets was his 'friends', many of Judas's personality qualities were reviewed as 'undesirable traits' from they people who made him.
Because Judas was made to be paired with someone, it's one of his deepest ingrained traits, he has such a strong desire to be with others, Judas will 'imprint' on someone and to his mindset form a bond of trust with that person, he will see those people as 'friends' and will do almost anything for them However he was trained to obey those who are Authority above him but his gullible and naive innocent made him trust people to easily and he obey anyone he trusted instead of the select few he was supposed to listen to, this was a big problem for the people who made Judas and they try to correct it with different methods, like erasing parts of his memories...
Unfortunately unknown to the organization that made him, ever time they tampered with Judas mind, it left an opening for Killy to seep though more.
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Even in current day, if Judas trust someone enough or they are above him in Authority, Judas will almost always do what he told if spoke to in a command or order. He might protest but chances are he still do it. if orders conflict with one another Judas is supposed to do the one giving by the higher Authority
23 Jun, 2018, 4:29 am
Because Judas look for others for Direction, some people have took advantage of him, the organization obviously, ones they try to kill him and he broke away, Judas was alone for the first time and lost...it made him an easy Target for Soledormir and Judas fell right into his claws. Things only got worse for Judas, with Sol help Killy gain even more power over Judas and by time he discovered Sol plans for Deluna it was alright to late, but to play with Judas Sol made a deal with him, telling Judas if he could make him bleed twice he would not attack Deluna and spare his world, and to make it 'Fair' Killy could not intervene in anyway so it was truly Judas vs Soledormir
For his own amusement and to display his power Sol let Judas make the first hit and it was the only one he got. Soledormir defeated Judas, the battle shattered 2 of his horns and not only did Judas lose the only chance he had to save his world from what was coming but his mind was fractured.
After Judas body heal enough Sol sent Omen out to wreak havoc on the Deluna, to Killy it didn't matter half-bloods, purebloods, Sol was using Judas like a puppet and Judas was forbidden to warn anyone about Soledormir or Killy.
(A little black history)
Under the organization Judas was a Phantom in his missions and if he did leave a Trace it was an mysterious ominous clouds, those who were doing the investigation nicknamed the unknown suspect 'Omen'
(Back to Sol)
Soledormir deliberately wanted Judas to make a seen, and soon he was being hunt down by both purebloods and half-bloods, eventually Omen was captured and in that battle he lost another horn. Omen was placed on trial, he was outcast the lowest title a Vaseterm can have, his gemstones feathers we're rip from in a way they will not grow back unless his sentence is pardon.
Soledormir did this for a few reasons, 1 to let Killy have his fun, 2 to shame and humiliate Judas and 3 he used Omen as a distraction for his real purpose.
After Omen's trial and interrogation, he Escape with some 'help' but Judas was branded as a outcast and Criminal, without the ability to tell people who Sol and Killy was and what they were planning Judas was forced to be there escape goat.
Omen the devil of the night, when down in history as the monster who help destroy Deluna by bringing the demon Soledormir there.
Judas fell into emotional collapse and and one of his Darkness time... if it wasn't for his friendship with Shoji, who was one of the few who knew Judas from his outside appearance as Omen, Judas would have given up after Deluna fell, but Judas was interested to take care of the first light Eater, Mal...
When Shoji first showed Judas Mal, he felt a connection between them, Judas felt that him and Mal were the same, they both were made to be weapons to destroy worlds, but Judas never wanted that and was never given the choice, he didn't want that to happen with Mal, Judas push himself with his vision to find a way that Mal would not share the same fate as him and when he found one Judas cut off his 4th horn... To keep what he found a Secret and what needed to be done to give the Nightmares an 'Echo'
Judas nearly died after losing his 4th horn and Shoji warned him after she was done freaking out, that if he loses another one he will likely die from it.
23 Jun, 2018, 4:30 am
( this has been a small summary of Judas's personality and life, at least just up to his 4 horns breaking x'D )
23 Jun, 2018, 4:40 am
(I forgot something)
23 Jun, 2018, 4:44 am
(forgot this stuff)
Because of the shattered and other problems he has Judas suffers from headaches from time to time and we'll describe them feeling like shards of glass in his head.
Judas also suffers with memory lose and partial amnesia.he often will forget things expecially under pressure.
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When Judas gets frustrated or trying to focus on thinking, he will smack his head against something, if it's a wall or tablet top.
23 Jun, 2018, 4:45 am
( ok I think that's all xp )
23 Jun, 2018, 4:56 am
Aaah I want more x'D
23 Jun, 2018, 5:29 am
*hugs judas*
--AND ILL NEVER LET HIM GO
23 Jun, 2018, 7:39 am
I wasn't able to read it all, bit darn.
Omen is such an interesting character with both Judas and Killy fighting for control.
I just want him to be able to love a happy life, rip
23 Jun, 2018, 3:58 pm
God, Judias is probably my favorite character of yours. He’s so interesting, the lore you have written for him makes him seem like a real person. You can make a broken character ineteresting and I admire that.