actually stab me by tabletown

for the past like,,,,5 years I've had really severe OCD and it pm sucks and as a result i've had lots of anxiety which is literally the best tbh. :')

anyway, i'm not like "omg i have to clean" i just get a lot of unnecessary, terrible, intrusive thoughts that literally cause me a heckaton of guilt and it honestly makes me want to die sometimes lowkey

like i just think really insulting or super mean crap towards people i love and people who are my friends and i feel so bad bc i literally can't control it but then i'm convinced that they won't understand and they'll hate me forever and sometimes i just really want to cry and just never talk to anyone ever and things that i normally associate with good memories are pm ruined because i remember something i might have thought accidentally towards the person who gave something to me or i did something with and it's awful and i know i don't really vent that much but i needed to get that off my chest bc i'm literally having a break down hoo boy

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ookspook

12 Jun, 2018, 7:45 pm

I know we've never actually talked, but if you ever do need to I'll be there c:

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 9:06 pm

Re/ Hey look a door I think I'll just-

aND ALSO I can promise you right now that I will never hate you and you can always talk to me I know we always joke around and stuff which usually results in me actually crying because jesus you're amazing, but you can always say what's on your mind and If you ever need to talk I will be there even if I'm not at my phone at that time I will always get back to you.
And even if it's ever about me we can always sort things out but I promise that I will never stop being there for you. You can always say what's on your mind to people because most people are understanding, but if those people feel some sort of way they aren't real friends and you can leave them immediately. The good memories with someone is supposed to surpass any bad memories with someone and if it ever comes to a point where all you can see is bad memories, talk to them. And like I said if they don't understand, that's an unhealthy friendship. It's way, way better to cry and talk it out then to keep it in and I can tell you that right now.
Oof sorry if whatever I said didn't make any sense I just woke up from a nap. But yeah so If you ever need to talk, for any reason, don't hesitate to talk to me Syd
ILY <3

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 9:30 pm

Re/ I can also already see the title to "hot emo boyfren" in the link XDD
And also aren't we all a little messed up? People are so weird lol and OFC I WON"T HATE U NEVER EVER aND IF I DO I HOPE YOU SLICe ME WITH A SLICE OF WHOLE WHEAT BREAD OR FLAT BREAD BC EW
OH MY GOODNESS I JUST LOOKED AT THE PICTURE HHHHHNNNGG
*Sees that he is cuddly. Slowly looks at Kass with a grin* yOU BETTER GET THAT CAT BOOTY OVER HERE BOI

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 9:42 pm

Re/ ASDFGHJKL IT'S TOTALLY FINE I SWEAR The thing with me is that if I'm realllyyyyyyyy good friends with someone, I will be there for them no matter what and honestly I can't hate you it's impastable so your probably gonna have to deal with me until I die fffffff
THAT"S THE BEST SAYING E VER OML HOW COME I NEVER HEARD THAT BEFORE
M a r o o n 5 is it sad that I used to associate them with macaroons even though I'm 20% positive i'm allergic to nuts

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 9:42 pm

Doctors r weird man

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 9:48 pm

Re/ It's prom night and maroon 5 is on
Nate: dAD THIS IS MY SONG *gets up to the middle of the stage and starts vigorously doing the harlem shake*
Kass: *Sitting in the one chair that's always by the entrance with his hands over his eyes*

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 9:57 pm

Re/ nATE IS BRITISH IT"S CANON
Also why can I imagine Kass having a soft Australian accent

Kass: *Sitting in the chair looking up confused as holy hecc* If weed is a plant, does that mean that because I did the weeds its now a vegetable?
Nate is low-key a scientist confirmed

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 10:04 pm

Re/
Kass: If I snorfed your math homework could you tell your teacher that your cat breathed it in?

Nate: Father she would probably call 91-

Kass: wOULD I GET PAPER CUTS

Nate: Father why must you be this way?

Kass: i SMOAK TREES

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 10:07 pm

Re/ An AU where Satoru is the math teacher and Chili is the science teacher Nate is the smart kid and Kass is a confused mom dad

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 10:15 pm

Re/ For a long while I thought "Fat her" was "Fat Her" I'm enlightened
Kass: *Screams from downstairs* N A T E

Nate: *Screams from upstairs* W H A T

Kass: *No reply*

Nate: UGH *Walks downstairs* what?

Kass: nO SCREAMING IN THIS HOUSE MISTER UR GROUNDED

Nate: But dad I'm already on the ground

Kass: Not the same thing

Nate: But father what's gravity for then

Kass: To keep yOU from getting high *Suglasses descend from the heavens* Don't do drugs kids but adults ur fine

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 10:16 pm

Re/ Kass is going to be on a TLC Series called Teen Mom Dad

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 10:23 pm

Re/ B R O W N I ES ON FLEEK
*Just seeing your replies now on deviantart* yOU KNOW BALDI'S BASICS

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 10:26 pm

Re/ tH E JUMP ROPE GRIL IS MY IDLE

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 10:29 pm

Re/ //wheeze's uncontrollably//
No running in the halls jUST DO IT

Ibuchaii

12 Jun, 2018, 10:39 pm

Re/ I'm listening to an impossible principal piano remix from baldis basics and I'm crying over how good it is
https://youtu.be/C5CTGpZ3tt8

Shia la beef and Detention 4 u principal are bothers its confirmed

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