I've been unsucessful at socializing, i've been depressed & find doing anything pointless, anxiety keeps coming back. the more i try the harder i fail... ect.
I wish i could get my hands on the designs i want, i honestly want to try & go for some customs, but i don't have much to offer i think... I could try to make some designs just for the purpose of trading, but my motivation to even pick up a pen/stylus is... injured.
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15 Apr, 2018, 8:46 am
*has been utter trash at socializing*
*has been utter trash dealing with anxietyh*
*has been utter trash at drawing*
*sits in the corner with Shira* Ily but yeah, this kinda sucks
15 Apr, 2018, 11:17 am
I too have been hit with this more than once and it sucks to go through it and to see a friend go through it ;-; ahh but all I can say is things will get better from here.
15 Apr, 2018, 2:50 pm
An idle mind is the devil's workshop. Interpet that as you will, but what i'm trying to say is that I have found I have to do stuff to keep mind off the troubling matters and getting the motivation rolling. And I don't just mean roleplaying or chatting on colors. I would suggest doing something spontaneous and out of the norm of your daily or weekly schedule. I do this occassionally to get my adrenaline going or my mind off other worries or routines. That's my advice. Do something new or out of the norm and you might feel different. It helps me. I hope it helps you.
15 Apr, 2018, 3:08 pm
what haiiro said.
a little variety in life can perk and excite even.
i'd recommend taking up a little tai chi. :)
15 Apr, 2018, 4:28 pm
Shira go play a game known as Celeste :v