oh man, I've been through the same thing. just about a year ago, my art style was so so so different from what it is like now. I had so much trouble finding the perfect style because I ALWAYS compared myself to others, which now I know is very unhealthy for an artist. don't worry though, a lot of artists go through the same thing. I tried coming up with new ways to draw that I am comfortable with and can get used to easily. around the time when I was known as @french_fri (oh boy that was a while ago) I had the worst time trying to find the perfect style, so I just gave up and deleted my account. for the scone time. I felt like everything about my style was disgusting and looked horrible, and I didn't know what to do. but then I realized that everyone is different and other people have yet been going through the same stuff. when others were my age, or younger, they were not the best they could've been. as they improved with their art, with practice and lots of differences over the years, they became better. I'm sure you'll get there, and sorry for this being so long, I just needed to explain myself haha

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