then why do i feel like garbage...?
why cant these emotions just leave me alone.....?
i want to be ok
i want to be ok
why do i feel like i bother him
why do i feel like he hates me
why do i feel like i annoy him
he tells me im not
but why do i feel this...?
why do i keep making problems that never existed
why do i worry when i shouldnt
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01 Apr, 2018, 4:39 am
Cause you don't wanna be heart broken ;-;
Or at least that's what I'm guessing at from my many experiences *wheeze*
Putting up every wall to have them be easily knocked down by one person then trying to figure how not to ruin anything cause dammit all you wanna do is be happy and have them be happy *dies*
Or that's just my take on the situation lovely qvq
01 Apr, 2018, 4:24 pm
Re: ahh you shouldn't hate your self. Youre a wonderful, sweet, kind-hearted person who just wants to be loved back and if the guy who you have feelings for isn't realizing this then he's a big ol ass- excuse my sailor mouth but its true.. cause any guy would be lucky enough to have you and he's missing out on probably the best opportunity in his life, but you truely like the guy then I say go for it.. tell him your feelings it usually helps
02 Apr, 2018, 2:29 pm
:C i wish i could help but i dont know how as i too struggle with these thoughts. All I really do is challenge the thoughts and ask myself [when i feel i'm bothering someone] "Did they say im bothering them?" And i try not to make "But" and "what if" excuses