But it hurts so much... I am barely able to hop anymore... I cant even sit still without excruciating pain...

It hurts so much rn idk how i am gonna fall asleep... I cant lay on my side like i do and cant sleep in any other position..

I'm super depressed

Can we pls talk

oh day, im so sorry this is happening to you. im praying for you. does taking ibiprofen(wow i cant spell) asperin.....pain killers help? and about the hot needle thing, think about something else. when the doctor does it. do you think yoh could talk to tom while hes doing it. and have tom calm you down and just try to take yout mind ofc what going on. and right now, if you cant take medicine, maybe listen to some music until your too tired to stay awake. i know music cant ayke away pain but maybe it will...

You need to do it. Not to scare you, but if you don't drain the pus somehow then you can loose your entire foot or worse. I'm not gonna lie, it'll probably hurt, but it needs to be done immediately and whatever pain it makes you feel will be much MUCH better than your alternatives. My advice is to have a family member do it, maybe while your listening to calming music so you don't exactly know when it'll happen? Idk, I find the suspense from the whole, "1..2..3.." thing can just make experiences worse, but if it's better for you then do it like that. It'll be alright Robin, but DEFINITELY drain it/do the needle thing.

help take your mind off your toe. i dont know if any of this helps but im here if you need to talk or anything :)

Have your parents help you, have them you it, and you just need to get your mind off it while they handle it. Think about your stories and what you want to do with them. Think about what makes you happy.

*do it, not, "you it" XD

I agree with DG, get a family member or someone else to do it for you. Sometimes, that's when you figure out you'd rather do it yourself. x'D
I once had to drain pus from my toe by wedging a tool under my nail and using nail clippers to practically saw away at the nail. It hurt, but it felt much better afterwards. If you need, put some numbing ointments over your toe, then suck it up and do it. I know you're a strong person - you can do it. x)
And remember, it is through God's strength we live. He knows what you are going through, and He's waiting for you to trust Him to take over for you. "He will perfect that which concerns you." Girl, Christ died so He would be able to help us in our struggles. You can trust Him freely now. :)

DAY DON'T GIVE UPPPP You'll be Better in no time!! And tell the doctor to put a shot (not sure if i've spelled that right) that makes your toe not feel nothing. Me been very stupid not going to the hospital for that it took me 4 years of the pain to take off.. but my brother went to the hospital and he felt ok. >:0 heh no fair ;-;

Hey we are all rotin for ya! Dont be scared, just pray in jesus's name and ask for helpp! Afterall you got our help too!

And Im almost done with the radiant form of Tiger's entry :3

Re: okay

My meds r being messed with

Hope ur foot gets better. I have a staff infection

If it makes you feel better. I had to squeez my pointer finger and try to lift my nail to help get rid of my infection inside the nail. So much pus came out but the relief was nice. Painful yes, but better than leaving it to get worse. Use hot water to open up your porse then use cold water to make it numb enough to prick the toe. Trust me, it works. I’m with you on the painful part. good luck