by tabletown
sorry if i don't post much or anything for a while orz
i'm not trying to evoke any pit or crap, it's just my depression tends to come and go and right now it's pm hell lol. i don't want to talk to anyone, i don't want to do anything, and everything i normally like to do doesn't make me happy. idk i want to play video games and listen to music but that just doesn't sound fun anymore and that's what's making me the most upset.
ig this is a vent because in my personal life i don't really like to talk to other people about my depression. it's kind of a sensitive topic around most people i know and i don't really want to bring it up, so it's nice to just talk about it to people who i don't have to see face to face.
it used to just have anxiety and ocd but after a really bad break up i started to tend more towards being depressed and it really sucked haha. i mean i'm getting better it was like 2 years ago, but basically he was a cheater and he manipulated me and a bunch of other crap happened that doesn't really matter, it's just really affected me personally.
thanks for reading this if you did, lol. i'll try and get back to normal asap. sorry if i come across as rude or awkward ffff. i'm honestly feeling a little better just typing this out since I normally bottle it up and stuff
<3
prob gonna delete this later :')
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Comments
10 Feb, 2018, 5:41 am
Yo lady.
Your art is pretty dang awesome!
Hmmm,
yes,
i see.
We like a lot of the same things......
yes,
i think i'll follow you!
10 Feb, 2018, 5:59 am
Hey, it's perfectly fine to let out your feelings. If you don't it's like haveing vinagar and baking soda in bottle that's sealed tight. Either you can let it go right away and it won't be as bad, or you can let it sit and the pressure will grow until it explodes and makes a huge mess.
It's never ever a bad thing to talk things out. Especially if you write it. Writing takes more thought and it's a way to get more into your emotions and how you are feeling.
So vent all you need too. It really does help doesn't it?
Also remember your not alone, a lot of people are going through the sames exact problems as you.