@morgiepoo @_dai_the_flu u

sorry but can i vent.

@staryzx ues ofc

its abt hunter again bc i wanted to talk but he was all like 'ok' 'k' and 'y' and etc etc he was just being very dry and i was excited to tell him something and i said 'my hair is bothering me sm' and he was all like 'y' and stuff and it like made me feel super like put down and then when i said 'oh nvm its nothing i dont want to bother you' bc i didnt want to bother him and he asked if i was 'self projecting bc he never said that' and it just rlly hurt my feelings. @Morgiepoo

@staryzx sigh he pmo
i think next time hes dry instead of saying sm That he could use in a 'i didnt say that' way as him why and what you can do to fix it

even tho im nawt the biggest fan of bro, i think there are ways you can communicate @staryzx

sigh but hes a manipulator and idk if he knows that @Morgiepoo

@staryzx Imo I don't think he's good for you idk :(

i wish he was. @_dai_the_flu

@staryzx me too

i love him so much dude i cry every night bc all i want is for him to be happy and to love me too and ik ill never be enough for him and i hate that i just love him,so much i literally crying sm rn i love him and he means the world to me @_dai_the_flu

@staryzx aw i'm sorry :( don't say you're "not enough" bc thats not true :pray:

i just, feel like i annoy him . @_dai_the_flu

@staryzx i think u should focus on your sources of happiness and tru to make your happiness more dependant on things u can control

he is my,source of happiness hes the reason i started eating again i loaf him but he just is so much @_dai_the_flu @Morgiepoo

@staryzx i get that i stopped sh for rain bt shes gone now and im still clean, its possible to shift who you do things for even though its hard
you can lways eat 4 me :smile_cat:

ill eat for u now yayaya6a @Morgiepoo

@staryzx u betta
ily ok and im her fo ya

okokokok ily too yay! happily ever after :joy_cat: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx yay !
my bootyhole aches do u want my uterus

my uterus is dry /ref .. :stuck_out_tongue: @Morgiepoo

and yes ill gladly take it

@staryzx i cant stawp winning

did u noe if u push too hard u can shyt ur organs out :ribbon: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx brb gonna do that

@staryzx currently cryimg in one of mh bestfriends bed bcz im babysitting for her mom and shes at her dads house

LOLLL @Morgiepoo

@staryzx i sent her a picture of me crying w icecream w her dog in her bed
i hope she appreciates tht

im gnna pee in your uterus for you :broken_heart: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx thanks that makes me feel warm n fuzzy

anytime !! :ribbon: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx cant stop thinking about when she said i think we need to grow separately and i said i understand baby
get a load of this guyyy calling her baby directly after she breaks up w yo !!
wnat A LOSEEERRR

i just told hunter i lovec him andhe no respond sigh and he avoided it last time what a gaybo @Morgiepoo

@staryzx that gaypee , sigh :ribbon:

i just sent 'hort brokim wow </3' @Morgiepoo

@staryzx i tthink you should try luvin me instead...
daddys getting jealous /nsrs

whatever daddy wants daddy gets /jake webber voice @Morgiepoo

@staryzx drools

hes a her m e out yo @Morgiepoo

@staryzx same vro... lowk i like johnniw a lil more tho

YxesYhgd46cryct vwfgyug @Morgiepoo

@staryzx i fear i have a very apparent type in men they gots 2 b emo

sigh ethan...

he came to the tattoo shop todah and gave me a fat hug

cutteee @Morgiepoo

@staryzx WHY IS HE GAYYYYYY
pukes everywhere

gay men r always the finest :broken_heart: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx i feel like a rat gnawing at the bars of my enclosure this is his fault he makes himsef suvh a cutie pie to tourture me and hugs me and is sweet and gives me a little kiss and gives me weed and is so nice GRAHgUHGAGSHJDJS

give me sum weed too :pray:

@Morgiepoo

@staryzx i feel kinda bad interacting w like ppl who sqy dni substance users but like i keep it private soo wtv

so real :pray: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx i just qant him and his penjamin !!
i could polly get him to get xtra from his pluh for me
j

sure ur j yo :pray: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx the j was .... accidental

help.. :broken_heart: @Morgiepoo

idk if yk this but to cope i talk to myself but from like my other name khai and i like do it to get over trauma or to open up and i just had a full ahh argument in me and hunters chat and hes just staring help :wilted_flower @Morgiepoo

:wilted_flower:

i feel so schizo

@staryzx i do thta too lowk..

hopefully we get sent to the same white padded room ! @Morgiepoo

@staryzx i will lick you there

not if i lick u first!! @Morgiepoo

@staryzx we lick eachother at the same tym :ribbon:

tounge twisting :joy_cat: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx teeheee

hehheh @Morgiepoo

@staryzx he might take me for a ride in his fancy little camaro and let me hit his dispo!!! jumping fo joy

what :broken_heart: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx ethan givme weed

load

@Morgiepoo GIMME

@staryzx real why tf is colors so slow recently
also i would if i could poopybear

sigh idk why colors is so slow nothig is loading dude :broken_heart: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx sigh i think im reverting to trying to find comfort in someone reaallly bad for me

@_dai_the_flu u should know ts too

ethan? :broken_heart: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx no..

ts boutta be loredrop craazy

loredrop :joy_cat: @Morgiepoo

where was i tagged what

@_dai_the_flu @staryzx sorry i literally went out with her after i sent that

@Morgiepoo oh boy :sob:

um ok so theres this girl, marsh. me and her have been locked in foe like 4years

and she is a HAWTIE and we hve liked eachother b4 and we always have had like a physical relationship like huggy n stuff

continue @Morgiepoo

aww

anywhoo

the bond we have now is in no way shape or form romantic i am simply searching for comfort from her (hence my stat in my bio) and i fixate on this girl and i know shes bad for me but last night when i was laying in her lap and she scratched my head and rubbed my back was like the mot peaceful ive felt since the breakup and now i cant sleep without replaying that situation in my head

and i feel guilty for her bcz what if she wants more from me and also i thunk shes doing the same thing bcz she is in a breakup state aswell

thats my rant :heart_decoration: @_dai_the_flu @staryzx

holeh moleh :fearful: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx fr :pray:

@staryzx @_dai_the_flu i feel very guilty ab ts :heart_decoration:

idk how to respond to ts :crying_cat_face: @Morgiepoo @_dai_the_flu

I feel guilty bc I can't give advice bc I don't know shıt about relationship stuff :broken_heart:

@staryzx its okay i just kinda needed to let it all Out

@staryzx @_dai_the_flu ik what i need to do i just wanted to update my tawp 2 on my life situation

@Morgiepoo ok yes bc i need to know how you guys are doung :pray:

doung @_dai_the_flu

@_dai_the_flu @staryzx yall know more than anyone on my lyf :pensive:

heh.. im just kewl like that ! :joy_cat: @Morgiepoo

@Morgiepoo heh we have VIP access info :smirk_cat:

lowkey real !!

like i open up to my online friends WAY more than anyone irl :angel:

@staryzx @_dai_the_flu im cooked if either of yall told raid ab my ethan era (which i lowk never exited but im gaslighting myself into thinking i did)

i dont rlly open up THAT much anymore unless its rlly bad @Morgiepoo @_dai_the_flu

@Morgiepoo I would never spill dw :pray:

@staryzx js know im always here when u need :kissing_cat:

@_dai_the_flu ty :kissing_cat:

@Morgiepoo ofc!!

@Morgiepoo @staryzx ily both :heart: /p

im watching zerogay for the 7th time this week ttyl gays @_dai_the_flu @Morgiepoo

@staryzx ok ****** byee !!!

im at the end part so ill talk bc i love this part sm @Morgiepoo @_dai_the_flu

@staryzx guys what is zeroday i dont know what it is

its a rlly good movie on youtube with 0 ads heh @Morgiepoo

@staryzx might have 2 do it,,,,

WATCH ITTT @Morgiepoo

@staryzx heh ok!!

tytytytytytyy @Morgiepoo @_dai_the_flu

@staryzx no i meant ok to what you said earlier mb :broken_heart:

ok blocked /obvj @_dai_the_flu

@staryzx :broken_heart: :disappointed:

@_dai_the_flu its ethan. he jst said i wont kms yet

HUH??

hey you cant scare me like that you know how paranoid i get

@Morgiepoo oh thats hella scary :broken_heart: i would talk to him and if he says he is going to def call a hotline :pray:

@_dai_the_flu he knows shyt like that makes me panic i just had an anxiety attack on my floor

i cant do ts if he woukd say sm like this to my face i would slap him and say dont ever scare me like that

@staryzx

@Morgiepoo I'm sorry you're going through this :broken_heart: did smthn happen like why is he saying this?

@_dai_the_flu he just says hes tired of life

@Morgiepoo oh i see
i would try and talk to him abt it or maybe convonce him to reach out to someone else

@_dai_the_flu why tf would he scare me like this, he knows me does he want me to feel sick and scared

@Morgiepoo He is being impulsive, he doesn't mean to hurt you

@_dai_the_flu boys think b4 they speak challenge impossible edition

@Morgiepoo for real :broken_heart:

@_dai_the_flu dai taking the cake 4 least freakbutt boy once againn

@Morgiepoo stop i had to re-read that for a sec :broken_heart: heh ty :blush:

@_dai_the_flu lol didnt feel like censoring

hola gays @_dai_the_flu @Morgiepoo

@staryzx read up

i did, r u oki @Morgiepoo

@staryzx @_dai_the_flu ok just checked his airbuds he was awake 1 hr ago listening to lady gaga. after dropped that
hey ts gonna make me angry

@staryzx still a little shook, i know he relapsed nd nw hes asleep

@Morgiepoo at least he's somewhat ok :pray:

@_dai_the_flu why wont he respond then jesus Christ

@Morgiepoo sighs he is probably just ignoring everyone tbh

@_dai_the_flu im gonna flip

@Morgiepoo :broken_heart:

@_dai_the_flu @staryzx got a message thought it was ethan ..
nope its raid. sending a stupid picture.

im gonnz flip chat

raid took me out of his fuсkаss bio tell him i said to put me back before i skin his аss and make him eat it :ribbon: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx sent him a pic of ur comment :angel:

yay!! @Morgiepoo

@staryzx im gonna try 2 sleep luh yuh/p

luh yuh 2 bbg /p /silly @Morgiepoo

@_dai_the_flu @staryzx k so he replied and now hes being super dry

i do nawt want to b sobah rn

@Morgiepoo im sorry :( He's probably just still uote

*upset

@_dai_the_flu @staryzx ethan update i showed up at his work and i cried and then he gave me a fat hug

sigh he hugs me and all my troubles go away why does he want men

didnt think i could ever say i cried in a taco time till today

taco time! :stuck_out_tongue: @Morgiepoo

@Morgiepoo glad you both are ok :pray:

@staryzx @_dai_the_flu i hate havin the capacity to like men they all so freakbutt

wait is taco timre just a pnw thing

sorry if i go afk i have a piano next to me and i play randomly @Morgiepoo @_dai_the_flu

load

@staryzx cute!

@staryzx @_dai_the_flu apparently taco time isnt everywhere mb gang

yuhhss :stuck_out_tongue: @Morgiepoo

@_dai_the_flu @staryzx they all over idaho

watdaflip is a taco time.. :broken_heart: @Morgiepoo

i have a second home in idaho and ive never seen a taco time what.. @Morgiepoo

load

@staryzx its like slightly better quality taco bell

@Morgiepoo sighs fr sometimes i wish i was straight bc of that :broken_heart:
and i feel like i might have heard of a taco time but never been

@staryzx well north id there is idk ab south

@staryzx wait mb they all over south im just lik right next to a bunch bc im on wa id border

@_dai_the_flu theyre just kinda random places

@Morgiepoo ohhh ok :thumbsup:

@_dai_the_flu @staryzx but sigh i need him

@Morgiepoo :( :broken_heart:

sigh i sorta cut off hunter yay! :stuck_out_tongue: @Morgiepoo @_dai_the_flu

@staryzx I'm proud of you :pray:

YAYAYAAAYYZ @_dai_the_flu

@staryzx :heart: :heart: /p

@staryzx YUHHHH
lucy likeeees you i played roblox w her today and she talked a wole lot ab you
(help dont tell her i snitched)
its so cyoot

awwww :stuck_out_tongue: @Morgiepoo

@d2s1_ good job, i think you went ab that very well and maturely (sp?)

shell get over it doon shes judt shocked
im proud of u kayy

tyty hheheheh @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ im talking 2 her and making sure shes okay

you excecuted that well

yeah i fell in love but i cou:dnt handle the guilt of talking bad abt her yk @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ u made the right descision, luh yuh brochacho :heart_decoration:/p

i think she needw to slerp and process her feelings and get offline for a while

thats what i said @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ sigh this is muy complicado imma try and reinforce dat

okk @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ ok shes being defensive @ me ruh roh

chat ruh roh am i doing bad

im gnna check @nevershoutmorgan

oh yeah ur kooked @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ guyz how do i get outta this im just tryimg to b helpful
ts is kinda mean but...
cant imagine dating that

walking on eggshells аhh situation

it was bc she kinda hates gore and the tcc and im a tcc memebr and i watch gore #cooked @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ vhat is tcc am i slow

true crime community memebr @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ OHHH yuh true crim fiyah

pull up and watch it with me

@nevershoutmorgan

that ws the same thing w rain i luhh gore and she hated it
rain is ex b t dubs

@d2s1_

L ex :joy_cat: @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ hot take i don rly wanna comfort her

exactly bro check the comments of her most recent post @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ oh thats not...
Can she nawt accept that self love exists literally at no point did you say tha you didnt deserve love. the basis of ur breakup is quite littaly the opposite

sigh @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ immature alert prolly

shes autistic.. :angel: @nevershoutmorgan

i feel lowk trapped and i already supportmaxxed 2 hard whag do i do im cooked

whhops mb i should prolly b more considerate @d2s1_

is ok and i understand check the comments again :broken_heart: @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ awn it baddie friend

yes bro wwslwjus LIKE STHU STOP FISHING FOR COMPLIMENTS BRO @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ :anguished:
im sorry??
you lowk stated ur case very loud n lear and shes fishing for pity by saying she doesn't wan it??

yes ikikikikiii LIKE PEALSE HOPP OFF MY DIHH BRO PLEASE IM BEGGING @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ thata ll u wanted 2 begin w :broken_heart:

all *

yes @nevershoutmorgan

@d2s1_ i may or may nawt jus go ghost she seems less manic ab it neow

hmm not rlly @nevershoutmorgan

idk what to do prolly @d2s1_

ima let her calm down @nevershoutmorgan