the more id like to let it go

okay so i actually had to grow up and make a decision im not entirely happy with but its for the best....

also i pinkie promised my mom id never smoke another cigarette so theres that also :") she means the world to me so im sticking to my word
anyway i digress; im having to break up w one of my current SOs bc of how unhealthy things with him have gotten
he means a lot to me so i want a better future for him than i am able to provide

ill get better with time