Why stay in a world where everybody hates me? Most of my family treats me differently because of how I act. I can tell, it hurts, I think I’m everybody’s least favorite. I’m such a fail and I hate myself. They know I have anxiety and depression and they look at me as if I’m going to break into a million pieces if they get near me. I don’t want to be here, it’s awful. My dad has went crazy, he hallucinates and hears things that aren’t there. It’s so stupid.

my only friend in rl told me that she might be moving out of the state,.... she’s my only friend and she’s going to leave me all alone in the place I hate the most (school) because everybody hates me there. I’m going to be all alone. I don’t want to be alone. One of my biggest fear is being alone, the loneliness kills me.

im still thinking about leaving, this place just makes me feel awful and I’m starting to hate Colors! For stupid reasons I can’t even explain.

”high school is ruining me.”