Aww. Is everything OK?

i feel you. loosing my brother was probably one of the worst feelings of my life, so i can imagine how hard it is to loose your best friend. at least your cat hasn't suffered. if i could i'd send you a kitten-fish to cuddle with. anyway, we both need some way to get to feeling better, buddy. try thinking of things that make you happy. i make funny faces in the mirror at myself to make myself laugh or i go on a really long walk. maybe to like taco bell or someplace... (takes about and hour and a half to go then get home tho.)