im no hero by Nekros
if youve known me for a while then you are sure to be very aware of how i tend to be. you know my past and how many hearts ive broken, how many bridges have burned and how many promises died. Its only fair to those of you watching me to let you know now, that i am no good. im a bad guy.
my real name is Ethan Montandon. and my story is paived in the blood of the broken hearted. i started all my issues through Hatena when i had met a gal on their named skyevalley. i started breaking hearts from
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05 Jan, 2018, 3:08 am
there, I went through even more girlfriends like adara and keely. but i dated one in particular named Valerie Hubert. and you know me. even though i tried hard to stop myself i cheated. and i couldnt get much to tame my lust. i am se.x driven. after all of dealing with valerie she broke it off with me because i was to sexual. and i dont deny. i went through high school lying and cheating taking se.x where ever i could get it. smoking and drinking became part of me as well. and rage. my rage issues led to lots of problems as well. destroying the drum closet for the band and breaking drums. stealing from others and not trying to care for any one. i hate myself as much as anyone else like me.
im all scrambled up i apologize.
ive been trying to stay loyal and patient in my heart. but my lustful heart always comes to terrorize me. i end up looking at other woman instead of my girlfriend. i end up feeling that instinct inside like a animal. i take no action in physical cheating but my mind
05 Jan, 2018, 3:13 am
commits lustful, cheating acts every day. and not to mention ive failed my close friend trimay. he wishes a old group of his with skyevalley and his other friends to return and i keep trying but i have failed ultimately.
to summarize what im saying is i hate me i hate people like me and if anyone desearves to be hated and shunned it should be me. im not deppressed or sad. im not even wanting comfort for thinking like this. but i want you people to know that im not good. so you can have a fair idea of what to expect out of me. im sorry in advance to anyone that is unfortunate enough to be hurt by me.
thanks for reading my eye bleeding grammar parsgraphs.
-Ethan (Nekros)
05 Jan, 2018, 6:16 am
Hey, if youliven't commit, you can't commit. Not everyone can live their lives forging a bunch of strong bonds and making everyone around them happy. If what you need is to live for yourself and no one else, then there's nothing wrong with that. Making promises you can't keep will only make everyone involved miserable.
05 Jan, 2018, 6:17 am
Can't commit* wow I swear I didn't write that xD
05 Jan, 2018, 12:49 pm
Re: Well, I'd say it's a good thing that you want to become someone can maintain those kinds of relationships xD I myself think it'd be nice, but have all but accepted that I'm just incapable of caring about other people enough to :'y Anyway, don't thank me, I was just sharing what I tell myself to feel better about being inhuman xD