"well you know she dosn't mean to be in this world she's just somthing look at her got ears cat ears and she's a human? That dosn't make sence so she had to be tested on hehe" he looks at slm, slm says to him " why...would you do that...to..me" as Slm says scared
"i dont know" *mind: YOU COULD HAVE HELP THE MOMENT me: im sorry im not at talking to who i like or anyone at all mind: you need to learn me: ill just be myself*
i look at her "inleast we can travel a little bit " *MIND: YOU'RE GOING TO LEARN me: but i dont wanna MIND: WHY? me: ill make me look like an idiot MIND: ughh..*
i smile "see think of the bright side" *Mind: step one just talking Me: i said i dont wanna do this Mind: ughh..just spend more gosh dang time with her Me: well you see i dont think thats going to happen since we're always walking Mind: it will happen*
has one of those pill contaniners with some pills in it its hard to read what there for *MIND: you take you're pills when she's asleep me: i know i dont want her to worry * puts the pills back in my poket
"huh..ok?" *MIND: TAKE YOU'RE PILL me: ok ok !* uses the pill *MIND: GOOD ME:....Mind: go see if she's ok Me: but she said Mind: go see me: fine * goes to rachel and sees her washing her eye thats bleeding "are you ok?"
"you could have just told me i mean i don't get freak out with those thing's" i smile *MIND: you could her rach Me: wait i did mind: im proud me: i can't belive i called her that she might think im an idot
i smile *MIND: YUS YUS YUS THATS A SIGHN SHE LIKES YOU me: no maybe she's just-uhh..Mind: you see! look she likes you Me: i like her but come on look at me im cat goat human thing thats the reason no one talked to me also i have a sighn of depression but no she can't Mind: think she helped you find that man that hurt you she took you to the hospital and she huged you come on its clear pluss you two make a cute couple Me: you're right but if i tell her how about if she dosnt like me*
*mind: OH COME ON SLM YOU COULD OF TOLD HER me: eyyy come on i can't im to shy Mind:UGHHHHHHHHHH Me: i met her to days ago she dosen't even know alot about me* i go back to camp siting down while my mind keeps talking
"...." *Mind: do it do it ! Me: i can't ok Mind: i think i do and command so kiss her Me: wha-no ! she'll think im wierd if do that! Mind: just do it Me: no*
"well you're welcome people thought i was wierd when i liked stuff like that they called my pschopath but i didnt realy care what they called me" *Mind: good you told her that *
"?" i look at her *Mind: did you do somthing me: i dont know mind: maybe you can kiss her Me: ughhh is that the last thing i gotta do then fine* runs after her and kisses her then looks at her blushing
"i...know how it feals.." i look at her "to my family i was just a raggdoll being thrown around i was never a kid i have cuts all over i don't understand why i think how i look like was i just wasn't human for them i would get worn out clothes and they woulden't care for nothing i lived of carrot everyday just one every mounth thats why i got bullied and got called names i hit the stage of deppersion and i still have to take pills for it"
"yep" stands up *Mind: she just sc.rewd up the moment Me: its ok -w- Mind: ok you're realy crushing on her even tho you know she likes you and you're a couple Me: i know but she's cute -w-*
*Mind: it won't be wierd you're just seeing your gf nu.de* blushes hard *Me: no no no ill be a wierdo Mind: not if you just ack like you're going to you're room Me: NOPE NOPE*
*Mind: how about you don't take you're pill Me: oh no no my eyes go black and there just red dots my hair go's black then almost everything will turn turn dark lets not remeber last time Mind: did you throw away the knife that-uhh yeah Me: yeah*
"k" i still lay there thinking *Mind: look kid im realy not you're mind Me: wha Mind:im a ghost named mind* as mind show's gohst form "see" i look at him "ahh!" Mind looks at her "SHUT UP" i put my hands over my mouth
"y-yeah!" i look at Mind "why would you tell me to do that stuff" mind look at her "well you needed help you're pretty stupid" i look at him "well im not stupid" "well i made you kiss her p) -> p)"
"eyyy you're girlfriend is cool also my name is mind also this isn't the craziest thing but i know more about slm i can tell you every detale" i look at Mind "uhh no you don't"
i look at the pills then at rachel smiling *mind: head talking the best Me: ok Mind: taking that pill tonight won't hurt you took to many yesturday me: ok thats was my panic pill and ssome other pill ok * i blushas i cover my face with my scarf
i whipser "what did that guy say to do oh yeah take off all the wepons i have you to my room or outside and tie myself to somthing" i think "noo i gotta do it when rach falls asleep it takes place at 3 am oh come on that time i- i still got time tho" i clean my dish and head up stairs
i go to my room looking at the stuff i need "k well-what the why do i-oh that guy was realy funny giving me callor, i got rope dont need anything else" i slowly go down stairs seeing if rachel fell asleep
slowly goes outside " ok just need to find a tree and ill be good" finds a tree near the house "it will work" i tye the rope to the callor and to the tree and i put the callor on and i sit
my hair turns back lil red at then end and my scaf turns a darker red and the shirt is i look at rachel as meh not normal me eyy killer me "hey rach how about you come down" my voice change its a darker more grim tone
"what my knifes !" mind looks at gold "watch i will fix her" flyes down and starts messing with slm till she gets tired "eyyy you're just a wimp eyy im over here nope overhere" i start to get tired and fall asleep as im asleep i turn normal
"ugghh" mind looks at slm "you should of just told her" i look at mind "tell her she'll idk think i dont what she'll think ughhh" "you need to be truthful" mind says
(nope T-T is it weird that i sleep with a tiger pillow to stuff animal thing that i can't go to sleep without?) Mind: "sooooo.....do you remeber anything" Slm: "nope" Mind: "just tellin you ,you didn't kill anyone" Slm: "good" Mind:"you don't need anymore dead people inleast you where smart but you did get cut" Slm: "no wonder my leg hurts" Mind:"yeah..."
(time lapse?) Mind: "ayy where did that lamp and doll go" Slm: "i think where just seeing things" Mind: "am a gohst" Slm: "what am i?" Mind: "ehhh joy/killer" Slm:"that dosen't help"
"i realy hope you don't freak out,here it goes remeber last night,well i took that form a long time ago,i hade no control just like last night so...i- killed people and no one ever noiticed there screams still scare me at night ....im sorry i should of kept it to myself...."
(well 1 i hit my friken ley on my gate it like took off some of my skin and i was bleeding 2 MY FRICKEN DOG BIT ME SO HARD MY HAND WAS BLEEDING 3 I MAKE A FOOL OUT OF MY SELF)
Mind: they're just cool kind and sweet i mubble the text "we love you,we won't hurt you what abunch of lies they know what they did to me ugh" i delete the all of the text i got from them
"what the hel.l!" Mind: she's not good at taking in these kinda things i curl up into a ball Mind: shh sh you'll be fine like i said these kind of things make her worried and scared but she'll be fine
Mind: don't worry rachel she'll wake up in a little bit i kinda put her to sleep she kept panicing soo...she'll wake up *mind gets slm's phone* imma just going look threw these text *looks threw them* yep they just tell slm to come back *mind puts the phone next to slm* "zzz..."
Mind: ehhh...lets give her sometime with slm *i go back and nefore i leave i snap my fingers and slm wakes up* "MIND WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?! AGAIN.....wait wheres mind?"
gets a call from my parents i check my phone my finger slips and welp my parents start talking Dad: slm where the hel.l are you !? Mom: We need you back! "oops!" Mind: heh
"just try to be quite" Dad: who the hel.l is that?! Mom: yeah who is that?! "n..no one what do you guy's want from me!?" Dad: well we need you! "dad i know you're just going to use me for somthing!?" Dad: like what!? "remeber that time you told me to bome a mall and you guy's beat me up because i didn't do it!" Dad: well you didn't do what i wanted you to do! "im sick of you and mom that why i left!" Dad: you better not hang up! "goodbye!" i hang up Mind: ill have anything
"its ok there i just have to deal with it" i sigh "after all they always get away with what they do i remeber the cops coming to my house and they lied about everything they said oh i have a kid and there are little angel,they lied about everything" Mind: *still floating*
(well i just turn off anything that uses internet and hope for the best or it might just you're internet idk) "zz.."my little cat ears move Mind: *whispers* its love gold *i look at the girls* hey welcome back
still sleeping dreaming about past life but seems to be fine Mind: just ask anything plus i don't know how to help you with that maybe hawla can help you with that
(ok one thing no i will not tell you about it because NOPE I WILL NOT lets just say its CUTE IN A WAY OF UMMM...NV and two I love this rp) "zzz.." Mind: *blushes* realy gold
wakes up and gets another text from my parents i read it "come to town ehh fine..ill make them stop texting me maybe idk" tps to town "good thing mind teached me this" Mind: ok so rachel you can ask it
"ok meat them at the bakery ok thats weird" i go there and i see my dad "here we go" Dad: what the hel.l ? "yeah i came" Dad: i thought you wernt "ok ok get to the point already" Dad: well its a mission "dad liseen im not going to be doing the mission k" Dad: but come on "no" Mind: *hugs gold* its ok
"oh...welp" Dad: uhhh...who the hel.l is that "oh you'll know she comming heh" gets nerves Dad:uhhh...what where you doing "oh nothing " Mind: welp slm is in trubble maybe
Dad: im slm's dad I whisper to her "i know how much rage you have but don't hurt him wheere in town right now" Dad: ummmm ok can you inleast train with this girl she a trained warrior "well you leave me alone if i do" Dad: yus i will Mind: there be ok (k)
"k let me meet this girl or whatever" Dad: *he looks at rachel* nice to meet you to *he looks at slm* is that you girlfriend "yes" Dad: humm ok *it looks like he dosen't like rachel* anyway you can meet the girl in the football field "ok"i look at rachel "do you wanna come? Mind: * mind sits next to hawla* they'll be find trust me slm knows what she doing she just went to go see her dad heh they can't do anything that bad
"k" i kiss you "see ya" i go to the football field "where is that girl?" Warrior: sup! Dad: *he looks at rachel* so what do you need from me ? Mind: *he smile's and blushes*
"soo...you're the warrior my dad was talking about?" Warrior: yep! "ok so what are we going to do?" Warrior: well train like battle "ok then " i pull out these 2 kives "ok let battle but no kill got it" Warrior: kk
Dad: well lissen me and my wife where just trying to get her ready for the world and that she can be like us but cleary she didnt lissen Mind: *blushes*
Warrior: *pulls out a sowrd* you ready "uhhh...cra.p- yeah im ready" they start battleing Dad: look you can't tell me how i should of raised my kid got it
"heh so a trained warrior you're pretty bad.." Warrior: trained im not a trained warrior i thought you where "no...-uhhh...so he tricked me uhh see yaaaaaa" runs back Dad:*pulls out a gun and points it at rachel* maybe you can shut up? kicks the gun out of his hand and i point it at him "WHAT THE HEL.L DAD?" Dad:....well cra.p *Mind: so hows it holding up back there Me: forgot you can talk to me threw my head uhh its fine Mind: if you say so*
"rach you can clean that off i can deal with my dad" i look at him "why the hel.l would you do this come on..i guess its my fault to...i shouldn't have came,but i see you don't care" Dad: what are you going to do fight me,heh well you can't even when you where little every fight you got into you would lose "shut up!" i get a teary "ill fight you" pulls out 2 knives "th..this time im not scared!" Dad: heh ok then *pulls out a knife* Mind: *he looks back and smiles * *Mind: are you sure Me: shut up mind not now Mind: ok ok*
"rachel no kidding go i don't want you to get hurt!" so far i cut him on his back but he cut me on my leg Dad: ha just give up already ! "no i won't !" *Mind: you sureeeee Me: mind im sure Mind: sure you sure Me: yes mind shut up!*
"rachel i don't want you to get hurt!" Mom: *throws little bomes* "ahh!" pushes you out of the way so i bet hit Mom:*the bomes explode* "WHAT THE HEL.L I FORGOT ABOUT MOM!" Dad: *throws a knife at slm* I get hit with it i take it out "n..nice one dad..heh im not dead yet thow"
"yea-!!" Mom:*grabs slm and covers her mouth and drags her to the back of the bakery* hehe im to weak to scream Mind: wow...,well you can trust me *Me: MIND HELP HELP Mind:WHAT IS IT ME: IM BEING KIDDNAPED BY MY MOM MIND: SO SOMTHING WAS GOING ON ME: YEAH JUST HELP* Dad: well i see Mind: uhhhh ive gotta goooo
"....." looks at them i get up slowly Mom: *punches rachel in the face* heh *and stabs slm* i fall back down is close to dieing but try's to stay alive Mind: yes i can *tps to slm* oh my well this is a bloody mess...Slm! *takes her away from danger* stay here and hold on we'll come back
Mom: *kicks her feet then ties her um quickly* so what you're suggestion "m..mind...." Mind: yeah? "im...i...going to.....die" Mind:uhhh....heh...i don't realy know...
"i..need..to.." i try to move "ow..ow...." Mind: no no you stay right there "n..no i can get up...ow.." stands up Mind: no no sit down uhh *he looks at rachel* RACHEL CAN YOU FINISH HER OR SOMTHING !?
Mind: IF WE DON'T WHAT IT WILL DO ,SLM MIGHT CHANGE OR SOMETHING ! *panic is real right now* i look at them "wh...why are you..panicing?" i say it slowly and weak
Mind: *puts a little puppy on slm's bed to wake her up* hehe wakes up fealing the puppy "hey a little puppy" i pet the puppy the puppy jumps off my bed and wonders out of my room going towerds rachel barking at her Mind: welp there he goes "when did you get a puppy" Mind: right now "oh ok"
Mind: *whispers* leave her alone bud she'll be ok "ok" Mine: *takes slm in side and snaps my fingers and she falls asleep* she'll be fine she just needs to sleep help her calm down
im now in my own head "wait...this is my head....dangit mind put me to sleep so is this my mind a black room of i dont know life?" i look around the room hoping to find a door "humm....nothing i guess if i think about my past or somthing?"
i thought comes "heh..oh the first day of school ,when i got beat up because i wasn't human..." i sigh "all of these are bad thoughts i guess i think negitive of everything i do.."
Mind: ummmmm........ O//-//O I look at my phone while rachel is asleep a creepy image comes up i drop my phone and whispers "what the hel.l i need to switch diffrent phones or phone company cuz jeez my phone is haunted imma just leave it there...heh..." nothing seems to happen just the one creepy picture "did nothing good i don.t need no more drama"
"heh" the phone starts to act weird buzzing and saying i got text messages "uhh...." i check the phone there are no text messages from anyone *Me: mind my phone might be haunted Mind: you're parents got that cheep phone company it was supposed to be haunted but it wasnt Me: MY PHONE IS MIND Mind: ok ok calm down just throw it in the trash or somthing Me: ok ;-; *
"yeah its just my phone is acting weird" *Me: mind rachel is getting worried Mind: nothing bad can happen its just a phone Me: who knows anything can happen a killer can come out and kill us all Mind: see you're thinking negitive again stop thinking that way Me: ok i cant tho ;-;* gets a random call from a unknown phone number "nope!" dosent awnser Mind: awwwww cute (p -> (p
"im sure" the phone still acting weird , i start thinking negitive *Mind: YOU'RE THINKING NEGITIVE THOUGHTS Me: SORRY SORRY REALY MY PHONE IS CREEPING ME OUT Mind: just deal with it you're like a kid in a scary movie Me: you're right* i put the phone away
(me:*i walk to homeroom* hummm....*i see a teacher that hates me* uhhh...*hides under desk* hisssssss Teacher: skylar get up Me: ok*stands up* Mean teacher: YOU HAVENT TURN IN YOUR HOMEWORK OR VOCAB me: uhh i did turn in those things Mean teacher: you did! Me: y-yes.... Thats me every fricken day)
(well humm...oh yeah i like to say ive been in hel.l still also this ficken girl dosen't leave me alone at school i said to her "leave meh alone please im very sad" she dosen't leave me alone ill just have to deal with it)
"uhh..." dosen't know what to do Mind: *hugs hawla"
Mind: *he looks at her* Sits at a tree waiting away from mind looking around as a strang person walks up to me Warrior: sup! "!" i look a her "what do you want?" Warrior: wha! your eye is kinda black i mean completly black "uhh..ill be fine" Warrior: i wonder if we can train "no not now plus why do i want to train you" Warrior: i mean my dad wants me to become better so i came to you "im not evan good" Warrior:YEAH YOU ARE! "no maybe later" Warrior:REALY LATER! "y-yeah..." Warrior: k bye!*she leaves* "well...i got somthing to do.."
Mind: *awwwwwwwwww* i sigh "i hate when my dose this it makes me feel weird good thing a threw that knife away, that would be a pain or wait...." pulls out two little knives "uhhh..." throws them at a tree and they get stuck there "don't look or touch the knives..." looks down
*1 hours later* "soo...you done yet i mean we battled for an hour" Warrior: yeah *she seems tired* "well that was a good battle" Warrior: how are you not tired ? "i don't know"
Mind:*looks at slm* wake up *gets the puppy and puts it on her bed * I look at mind "realy?" still has black eyes Mind: wa you still have those eyes "i guess so..." Mind: well it will go away i think "wait...what if it stays" thinks negitive again Mind: wait wait it wont
Mind: ok lets test,so what do you do when you see someone you dont know? "you kill them" i look at him "wait no i say hi or do i just not talk to the ugghhhh..." Mind: ok so just dont meet anyone new then..humm..
(XD) Mind:soooo you gonna get out of your room "nope" Mind: so what do i say to rachel if she asks me about you "uhhh i dont know " Mind: welp "look maybe you just dont tell her anything "
Mind: k so how about if she comes up stairs ? "uhhhh...." Mind: welp "wait you can..." Mind: i can what? "just do somthing" Mind: ok the *he floats down staris
"humm....." i get up and walk around the room and sit at times talking to myself for a little bit Mind: *opens the door* hey hows it going learnd anything "well have you learnd anything?" Mind: well not realy "soooo...." Mind: have you learnd control yet "like i said its not easy to control" Mind: oh yeah..humm you'll get it
i kiss her then i look at her "ill be fine" i smile Mind: k *spins da bottle and it lands on (somone you choose) the potion will make you float nonstop till its over * (the best i can come up with >->)
" i mean i dont wanna hurt you" pins here to the wall "MIND!" Mind: *goes overthere* what do you need ! "help me with rachel!" Mind: ok "uhhh whats wrong with her?!" Mind: i dont know!
"what the hel.l?" i look at the black figure "uhhh..." Mind: thats new "sooo...." Mind: here *gives slm a tiny test dummy* "thank you" i stab it and give it to mind Mind: that was close
Mind: you still have a arm ! i sigh "when my mom and dad..had the habit of teaching me to kill...i got the habit....i didn't want to kill anyone..so..i started to hurt myself..."
(ha SICK DAYS FOR ME ARE WATCHING SCARY 24 HOUR OVERNIGHT STUF HAHHAHAHAAAAAAA ......i should realy stop watching that kind of stuff....NAHHHH ILL KEEP WATTCHING IT)
(meh when i was staying home and my cousion i spelled that wrong came over Him: IM A DEAD TIGER IM A DEAD TIGER Me:JESUS CHRIST ! HELP MEEEEEEEE he kept hiting me with a tiger plush me in Texas i would love Texes BUT I FRICKEN HATE TEXES ITS SO DA.M COLD ) Mind: justttt learn *hummm new start worring about her arm hasn't said said anything about slm im proud* "uh...maybe not now..."
Mind: ok ok calm down she can take care of herself you need to learn to chill when things like this happen if she leaves she's fine she just lays down at the football field at her town
(CAN I HAVE A NONE SAD DAY IN MY LIFE LIFE:NO ME:PLZZZZZZZ LIFE:NONONONONONO ME:FRICK YOU LIFE: YOU LOST A HAPPY DAY! ME: WHAT WHEN IS THAT HAPPY DAY LIFE: ON YOUR 12 BIRTHDAY ME: NOOOOOOOO MY BIRTHDAY WILL BE HORRIBLE LIFE: YOUR BIRTHDAYS ARE ALWAYS HORRIBLE ME: ture very true
(ME: IMMA SUMMON A DEMON ON HALLOWEEN DEMON: BOOOOOOOOOOO! ME: OH NO DEMON: HAHAHA ME: *TAKES OUT A CROSS AND HOLY WATER* OUT OF THIS HOUSE OUT OF THIS HOUSE DEMON: OK OK IMMA LEAVE *LEAVES* Me: HA JONTRON SAVED MEH LOL
"!?" Mind: .....WELL CRA.P ME TO "what evan happend to them" Mind: DID YOU FORGET! "yes...." Mind: ARE YOU OK? "uhhh...idk" Mind: you ran off crying come on ! "wait...i did?" Mimd: omg ...REALY "i dont know what your talking about!"
Mind: whatever but you need to get that carve of whaterever healedcuz all i know is that ive never seen your hand bleed like that "wait...what?" i look at my and start to panic "wh-what happend!" Mind: you carved into your hand
(lol these two girls at school blocked me on instagram HA i wasnt even friends with them also im fricken tired of people reading my notebook and goin off telling people the stories or notes or things about my life )
*mind: soooo dont run into truble Slm: its heaven ill be fine mind: you still have that demonic simble on your shoulder Slm: they wont look at that i just hope no one sees me Mind: well...just try not to get hit there Slm: why? Mind: just dont*
"......." Mind: hhe they'll be back *Mind: KATEEEEE Slm: DONT SAY MY FCKING NAME Mind: SORRY WHAT DO I DO IF SHE'S KINDA TURNING BLACK SLM: ILL ASK RACHEL*
"how....wait"*SLM: MIND TEACH ME HOW TO TELEPORT NOW Mind: k just think of yourself of where the place is and you should end up there but you might off shoot so make sure its not a high place Slm: k.....* i think of myself there i off shoot it a little and i grab on to the ege of the mountain
"oops....uhhh...WAIT HOW DID I DO THAT?" *Mind: well it dosent work for normal people oh yeah...i forgot the magic you hade Slm: WAIT MAGIC? Mind: yeah magic Slm: WAIT I HAVE MAGIC Mind: yeah Slm: IM ABOUT TO DIE HERE! Mind: you'll be fine*
(Sombra (my friend doing a sombra voice from a video he watched): I CLEAN I CLEAN AND YOU BRING NUKE Tracer(me playing as tracer): well i brought a nuke *laughing* Sombra: BUT YOU BROUGHT NUKE NOW I CLEAN YOU! >:< )
(huh...thinking about it i almost faint everytime i go to church....AM I FRICKEN DEMON HATER OF GOD ??*prays for A HOLE FRICKEN MOUNTH MAN I MIGHT BE A DEMON GOD AND JESUS IM SO VERY SORRY AM I STILL A CHILED OF GOD ;-;*
Mind: *he kisses her* (*when your teacher thinks your stupid* * kids me: ten!! Mathteacher: ok whoever said ten go to your next class Me: *walking out the door* Math teacher:wait skylar come back you didnt say ten Me: i did Mt: no you didnt Me: really....)
Mind: *realse the kiss* you should really rest more* (Me: *ahem* Mr i learnd this and know this and I'm here Mt: you need to learn to reason with your mind Me: but i kniw this Mt: AHEM REASON WITH YOUR MIND
(my grandma is making me switch schools but...I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO MY SCHOOL IS THE FRIKEN BEST BUT THE TEACHERS THERE DONT MAKE AN EFFORT TO TEACH)
(and im always the freak...it feels like hel.l when i sleep...i wish i could sleep for the rest of my life....i dont feel welcomed in this world...im always the odd one out ...in the class people say im dark....im not tho...i try to be happy...but it just doesn't work...)
"ehh...mind is when you telaport for the first time can anything happen?" Mind: well....you start to talk glitchy and start to glitch out "oh ok.. not to bad..."
"well...ok.." Mind: welp shouldent have teleported "i know..." Mind: it will go away takes a while but it will *whispers* inlest your easy to currupt "what!?" Mind: nothing (thank you)
Mind: just....SHUT UP SLM IT DOESN'T MATTER NOW THINK HAPPY FCKING THOUGHTS NOW "uhhhh.....ummmmm...." Mind: DROP AND GIVE ME TWENTY PUSHUPS i do twenty pushups "THERE" Mind: NOW RUN FOR A DAY "NO" Mind: YES "NO" Mind: YES "NO" throws at pie at him Mind: wait...why am i yelling when i can just do this *he snaps his fingurs and slm passes out*
Mind: well....when i made her pass out to people like her.....im unable to wake her up ....she kinda can't wake up for 24 hours....PLEASE DONT HURT MEEEEE
Mind: ohh....and ummm..whatever happens in her dream or whatever will effect her so if she gets cut in real life she'll have a cut...*not goin to say anything else she ask anything about dieing i say i dont know >:T*
jeez....i didn't know you would be that worried.....i mean its a few days later....im fine now....pink eye cough cold headach -- sickness for life.... but im fine...
i'm getting bullied....at school.....i'm trying to stay calm be normal....i'm laughing at death i'm seeming not to care about anything anymore....am i loosing myself?
Comments
29 Dec, 2017, 3:09 am
"uhh...?" is now confused and thinks Rachel has gone crazy
29 Dec, 2017, 3:16 am
"uhhh...ok..." is not going to ask what just happend
29 Dec, 2017, 3:26 am
stands up and follows her
29 Dec, 2017, 3:27 am
(my mind: im sc.rewing and imma start shiping
me: COME ON CAN MY MIND BE NORMAL FOR ONE DAY)
29 Dec, 2017, 3:38 am
(mind: THE ONLY TWO PEOPLE IN RP
ME:NO BAD MIND
MIND: HEEEHHEHEEHHHEHHE
ME: THIS IS WHY MEH FRIENDS DONT TALK TO ME MUCH MIND: I KNOW
(p
->
(p )
29 Dec, 2017, 3:39 am
"well...umm..." thinks of somthing
29 Dec, 2017, 3:41 am
(Mind:GAY SHIPS ARE THE BEST
ME: .///-///. I HATE YOU SO MUCH ME MIND)
29 Dec, 2017, 3:42 am
"yeah yeah im fine"
29 Dec, 2017, 3:52 am
"yeah im sure"
29 Dec, 2017, 3:55 am
(MIND: WE NEED TO MAKE THE SHIP COME TRUE
ME: uhhh..NO NO NO WE DONT
MIND: YUS WE DO
ME NO NO NOPE
MIND : HEHEHE
p)
->
p)
29 Dec, 2017, 3:56 am
"....."
29 Dec, 2017, 4:05 am
looks at the man "yes" as my hand turn to fist
(MIND: HEHE IMMA GOING TO DO IT
ME:WELP I GIVE UP
MIND: I SHIP THEM NOW SHIP WILL HAPPEN IN RP)
29 Dec, 2017, 4:12 am
the man looks at Rachel "you'll never get a word outa me"
29 Dec, 2017, 4:14 am
(MIND: YUSS SHE AGREES
ME:you now what mind do whatever you want
MIND: YUSSS LETS DO IT)
29 Dec, 2017, 4:17 am
"jeez you just a girl whats the worry what are ya going to do to huh hehe" he dosent seem to care
29 Dec, 2017, 4:27 am
"jes.us chr.ist fine my name is zack"
29 Dec, 2017, 4:42 am
"well you know she dosn't mean to be in this world she's just somthing look at her got ears cat ears and she's a human? That dosn't make sence so she had to be tested on hehe" he looks at slm, slm says to him " why...would you do that...to..me" as Slm says scared
29 Dec, 2017, 4:50 am
"yeah you make you're self clear and can you stop diging threw my skin it kinda hurts" he just looks at rachel, Slm just looks at him
29 Dec, 2017, 4:58 am
"well k see ya" runs and he says to himself "jeez she's got anger problems" zack is gone
29 Dec, 2017, 5:04 am
Slm looks at Rachel "no..no you don't heh" smiles "what you did was cool you realy got him scared"
29 Dec, 2017, 5:09 am
(MIND: SHIP IS COMING
ME:why)
"but inleast you'll still have me heh,i wouldn't care if you killed someone I would stay with you"
29 Dec, 2017, 5:18 am
(MIND: YUSSSSSSS
ME:well it happend its kinda cute)
Blushes slm's mind: wow
29 Dec, 2017, 5:25 am
"no no heh you didnt"i smile *mind: she's cute -w-*
29 Dec, 2017, 5:31 am
"yeah im sure"
29 Dec, 2017, 5:41 am
(me: i think my mind was right)
29 Dec, 2017, 6:32 am
(well i think she fell asleep)
29 Dec, 2017, 5:11 pm
(GOOD MORNING EVERYONE)
29 Dec, 2017, 5:33 pm
i look at her with a smile *Mind: she is still cute Me: plz just be quite and stop saying that mind: you now she is Me:...yeah...*
29 Dec, 2017, 5:45 pm
"i dont know" *mind: YOU COULD HAVE HELP THE MOMENT me: im sorry im not at talking to who i like or anyone at all
mind: you need to learn me: ill just be myself*
29 Dec, 2017, 5:45 pm
(me and my uncle are the only ones up XD)
29 Dec, 2017, 5:53 pm
i look at her "inleast we can travel a little bit " *MIND: YOU'RE GOING TO LEARN me: but i dont wanna MIND: WHY?
me: ill make me look like an idiot
MIND: ughh..*
29 Dec, 2017, 6:03 pm
i smile "see think of the bright side" *Mind: step one just talking Me: i said i dont wanna do this Mind: ughh..just spend more gosh dang time with her Me: well you see i dont think thats going to happen since we're always walking Mind: it will happen*
29 Dec, 2017, 6:13 pm
has one of those pill contaniners with some pills in it its hard to read what there for *MIND: you take you're pills when she's asleep me: i know i dont want her to worry * puts the pills back in my poket
29 Dec, 2017, 6:23 pm
"huh..ok?" *MIND: TAKE YOU'RE PILL me: ok ok !* uses the pill *MIND: GOOD ME:....Mind: go see if she's ok Me: but she said Mind: go see me: fine * goes to rachel and sees her washing her eye thats bleeding "are you ok?"
29 Dec, 2017, 6:30 pm
i look at her "come on rach i saw you don't try to hide it and pluss it's clear you're hurt"
29 Dec, 2017, 6:42 pm
"you could have just told me i mean i don't get freak out with those thing's" i smile *MIND: you could her rach Me: wait i did mind: im proud me: i can't belive i called her that she might think im an idot
29 Dec, 2017, 6:49 pm
(k)
29 Dec, 2017, 6:55 pm
i smile *MIND: YUS YUS YUS THATS A SIGHN SHE LIKES YOU
me: no maybe she's just-uhh..Mind: you see! look she likes you Me: i like her but come on look at me im cat goat human thing thats the reason no one talked to me also i have a sighn of depression but no she can't
Mind: think she helped you find that man that hurt you she took you to the hospital and she huged you come on its clear pluss you two make a cute couple Me: you're right but if i tell her how about if she dosnt like me*
29 Dec, 2017, 7:20 pm
i look at her and smile *Mind: Tell her tell her ! Me: she might not like me we can wait a little bit! Mind: no I CAN'T*
29 Dec, 2017, 7:20 pm
(its ok)
29 Dec, 2017, 7:27 pm
*mind: OH COME ON SLM YOU COULD OF TOLD HER me: eyyy come on i can't im to shy Mind:UGHHHHHHHHHH
Me: i met her to days ago she dosen't even know alot about me* i go back to camp siting down while my mind keeps talking
29 Dec, 2017, 7:33 pm
*Me: ok i get it i sc.rewd up just shut up already Mind: NOOOOOOOOOOO COME ON BUDDY* i lay down still lissening to my mind
29 Dec, 2017, 7:37 pm
"yeah" *MIND: OMG COME ON THATS CUTE Me: shut up*
29 Dec, 2017, 7:46 pm
i smile *Mind: yusssssssss it may happen Me: well im shy k Mind: it will happen*
29 Dec, 2017, 7:53 pm
"...." *Mind: do it do it ! Me: i can't ok Mind: i think i do and command so kiss her Me: wha-no ! she'll think im wierd if do that! Mind: just do it Me: no*
29 Dec, 2017, 8:03 pm
"well you're welcome people thought i was wierd when i liked stuff like that they called my pschopath but i didnt realy care what they called me" *Mind: good you told her that *
29 Dec, 2017, 8:11 pm
i smile back *MIND: SEEEEEEEEEE SHE LIKESSSSS YOU Me: shut up Mind: NO SHE LIKES YOUUUUUU*
29 Dec, 2017, 8:18 pm
Lays down *Mind: and you didnt have to do anything Me: see being shy is fine*
29 Dec, 2017, 8:19 pm
(brb)
29 Dec, 2017, 8:49 pm
(back) falls asleep "zzz..."
29 Dec, 2017, 8:56 pm
(sorry i took long)
29 Dec, 2017, 8:57 pm
(time lapse ?) is still asleep
29 Dec, 2017, 9:05 pm
*Morning time* wakes up and looks at rachel and whispers "awww she fell asleep but wait i can't move unless she wakes up" lightly blushes
29 Dec, 2017, 9:11 pm
"hey...you ok !?" i look at her worried
29 Dec, 2017, 9:18 pm
i look at her "a..are you sure you looked pretty scared"
29 Dec, 2017, 9:26 pm
"?" i look at her *Mind: did you do somthing me: i dont know mind: maybe you can kiss her Me: ughhh is that the last thing i gotta do then fine* runs after her and kisses her then looks at her blushing
29 Dec, 2017, 9:31 pm
"uhh...please dont think im wierd im sorry i-uhhh..didn't know how-im so stupid am i"
29 Dec, 2017, 9:37 pm
i look at her blushing "so...you did" *mind: TOLD YOU AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW me: .////-////. wow *
29 Dec, 2017, 9:47 pm
"well...i did to" smiles
29 Dec, 2017, 10:02 pm
*Mind: awwww you hade the guts to do it im proud Me: thanks* hugs her "im glade i met you"
29 Dec, 2017, 10:03 pm
(MIND: YUSSSSSSS SHIP CAME TRUE
Me: CAN YOU SHUT UP
29 Dec, 2017, 10:09 pm
*Mind: awwwwwwwww
Me: shut up* i smile
29 Dec, 2017, 10:14 pm
(k) "yeah we should"
29 Dec, 2017, 11:37 pm
(k)
"yep" ^w^
29 Dec, 2017, 11:48 pm
follows her *Mind:you see when you lissen to me you'll be a great person Me: ok yelling is a great way Mind: don't push it*
29 Dec, 2017, 11:57 pm
i look at her "eey you tired?" *Mind: you may have to carry her Me: well if i have to i will*
30 Dec, 2017, 12:01 am
i stand infront of her "uhh..maybe we should rest "
30 Dec, 2017, 12:07 am
"y..yeah i am" *Mind: well i give up on you Me: but i dont know how to do this Mind: ughhhh...*
30 Dec, 2017, 12:18 am
I look at rachel and hug her "what's wrong rach ?"
30 Dec, 2017, 12:24 am
"if you ever need to talk just talk to me im here for you" *mind: how where you born this with parents that abused you Me: idk*
30 Dec, 2017, 12:42 am
"i...know how it feals.." i look at her "to my family i was just a raggdoll being thrown around i was never a kid i have cuts all over i don't understand why i think how i look like was i just wasn't human for them i would get worn out clothes and they woulden't care for nothing i lived of carrot everyday just one every mounth thats why i got bullied and got called names i hit the stage of deppersion and i still have to take pills for it"
30 Dec, 2017, 1:31 am
(uhhh hello)
30 Dec, 2017, 1:32 am
(k)
30 Dec, 2017, 1:42 am
i look at her "its ok inleast i have someone to make me happy everyday"
30 Dec, 2017, 2:45 am
i smile letting her take her time
30 Dec, 2017, 2:53 am
I look at her *Mind: what do you think she's going to do Me: idk *
30 Dec, 2017, 3:00 am
i smile knowing that she's happy *Mind: awwwwwww you're gf is cute Me: i know -w- *
30 Dec, 2017, 3:06 am
i look at her "sure, i wont be going to my parents house that's for sure" i blush
30 Dec, 2017, 3:19 am
*Mind: you're crazy arn't you
Me: ok i can lie and tell her i have a place and i make a tree house Mind: yes Me: no*
30 Dec, 2017, 3:32 am
i kiss her on the forhead smiling "i love you to" ^w^
30 Dec, 2017, 3:44 am
"yep" stands up *Mind: she just sc.rewd up the moment Me: its ok -w- Mind: ok you're realy crushing on her even tho you know she likes you and you're a couple Me: i know but she's cute -w-*
30 Dec, 2017, 3:57 am
(sure) "!?" smiles
30 Dec, 2017, 4:06 am
"k" *mind: WAIT HAVE YOU TOOK YOU'RE PILL Me:uhh no Mind: TAKE IT I DON'T NEED YOU ALL SAD AND DEPPRESSMe: ok ok * takes the pill
30 Dec, 2017, 4:12 am
*Mind: ooooooooo rachel just got out of the bath you should see her Me: no no i dont want to be a wierdo !*
30 Dec, 2017, 4:36 am
*Mind: she'll understand Me: no she won't !*
30 Dec, 2017, 4:45 am
(kk)
30 Dec, 2017, 5:41 am
*Mind: it won't be wierd you're just seeing your gf nu.de* blushes hard *Me: no no no ill be a wierdo Mind: not if you just ack like you're going to you're room Me: NOPE NOPE*
30 Dec, 2017, 6:30 am
i lay and llook at the roof "humm..." (its ok)
30 Dec, 2017, 6:43 am
*Mind: well what are you going to do Me: humm...i don't know Mind: well just think of somthing Me:THATS WHAT IM DOING*
30 Dec, 2017, 6:57 am
"good" *minfd: well you had you're chance and blew it Me: shut up im not a wierdo*
30 Dec, 2017, 7:12 am
*Mind: how about you don't take you're pill Me: oh no no my eyes go black and there just red dots my hair go's black then almost everything will turn turn dark lets not remeber last time Mind: did you throw away the knife that-uhh yeah Me: yeah*
30 Dec, 2017, 7:22 am
"k" i still lay there thinking *Mind: look kid im realy not you're mind Me: wha Mind:im a ghost named mind* as mind show's gohst form "see" i look at him "ahh!" Mind looks at her "SHUT UP" i put my hands over my mouth
30 Dec, 2017, 7:29 am
"y-yeah!" i look at Mind "why would you tell me to do that stuff" mind look at her "well you needed help you're pretty stupid" i look at him "well im not stupid" "well i made you kiss her p)
->
p)"
30 Dec, 2017, 7:38 am
"coming!" i look at mind "you stay here" "ok ok ill stay" i walk down stairs "here"
30 Dec, 2017, 7:47 am
"uhh-no no im fine heh" i look at her a little nerves
30 Dec, 2017, 7:53 am
"well if i tell you you'll think im crazy" sighs
30 Dec, 2017, 8:00 am
"o-ok so-" Mind yells "HE.LL YEAH" i look at rachel "well there he is a gosh dang gohst" mind looks at rachel "sup!"
30 Dec, 2017, 8:05 am
"eyyy you're girlfriend is cool also my name is mind also this isn't the craziest thing but i know more about slm i can tell you every detale" i look at Mind "uhh no you don't"
30 Dec, 2017, 8:12 am
"yeah we should" i look at some pills hideing them from rachel as i eat
30 Dec, 2017, 8:25 am
i look at the pills then at rachel smiling *mind: head talking the best Me: ok Mind: taking that pill tonight won't hurt you took to many yesturday me: ok thats was my panic pill and ssome other pill ok * i blushas i cover my face with my scarf
30 Dec, 2017, 8:32 am
"im good" is still blushing *me: she's cuteeeeee*
30 Dec, 2017, 8:40 am
I look at the pills whisperiing "why did..i..-there's no point am just going to take my med" takes 2 is still whispering "shoot i took two"
30 Dec, 2017, 8:49 am
i whipser "what did that guy say to do oh yeah take off all the wepons i have you to my room or outside and tie myself to somthing" i think "noo i gotta do it when rach falls asleep it takes place at 3 am oh come on that time i- i still got time tho" i clean my dish and head up stairs
30 Dec, 2017, 8:57 am
i go to my room looking at the stuff i need "k well-what the why do i-oh that guy was realy funny giving me callor, i got rope dont need anything else" i slowly go down stairs seeing if rachel fell asleep
30 Dec, 2017, 9:04 am
slowly goes outside " ok just need to find a tree and ill be good" finds a tree near the house "it will work" i tye the rope to the callor and to the tree and i put the callor on and i sit
30 Dec, 2017, 9:13 am
i look i rachel "how?" i stay silent as i finally talk "i just its somthing you won't understand"
30 Dec, 2017, 9:14 am
(same i mean i don't understand why since uhh someone loved and took care of me died i have weird fellings)
30 Dec, 2017, 9:20 am
(lol)
i look at her "you just better go for the sake of you're safty" one of my eyes go black with a little red dot
(im a loner #thelonerlife )
30 Dec, 2017, 9:25 am
(wow , i told this girl i was gay and she said she was to and she keeps hanging out with me pluss on gmail i got like 100 calls from her )
30 Dec, 2017, 9:28 am
my other eye gets the same way "but i dont want you to get hurt!"
30 Dec, 2017, 9:36 am
my hair turns back lil red at then end and my scaf turns a darker red and the shirt is i look at rachel as meh not normal me eyy killer me "hey rach how about you come down" my voice change its a darker more grim tone
30 Dec, 2017, 9:40 am
"why not to scared" i say with the smile of death
30 Dec, 2017, 9:45 am
Mind comes out and looks at slm "oh what the he.ll she drank 2 pills again i forgot how creepy she was"
30 Dec, 2017, 9:49 am
mind looks at rachel and floats to her "so you're idea was stay in a tree"
30 Dec, 2017, 9:54 am
mind looks at gold "i see im guessing its about you know who"
30 Dec, 2017, 9:58 am
"well i know how to fix slm" i just sit down jugguling knife after leting them all fall but one cuts me a little bit
30 Dec, 2017, 10:04 am
"what my knifes !" mind looks at gold "watch i will fix her" flyes down and starts messing with slm till she gets tired "eyyy you're just a wimp eyy im over here nope overhere" i start to get tired and fall asleep as im asleep i turn normal
30 Dec, 2017, 10:04 am
(k see ya)
30 Dec, 2017, 3:17 pm
(HOI)
30 Dec, 2017, 6:35 pm
a little bit later
30 Dec, 2017, 8:21 pm
i look at rachel
30 Dec, 2017, 8:49 pm
"fine.."
30 Dec, 2017, 8:53 pm
"what happened?"
30 Dec, 2017, 9:00 pm
(lol k)
30 Dec, 2017, 9:08 pm
sighs "well..ok"
30 Dec, 2017, 10:30 pm
"do you t-think..i...would..kill..someone...?"i say to her in a scared tone
31 Dec, 2017, 12:44 am
i get nerves
31 Dec, 2017, 1:01 am
"that was a stupid queston to ask..."
31 Dec, 2017, 1:05 am
"nah...im fine"
31 Dec, 2017, 1:12 am
i take of the collar and i go to my room and mind comes
31 Dec, 2017, 1:15 am
(kk)
31 Dec, 2017, 1:29 am
"ugghh" mind looks at slm "you should of just told her" i look at mind "tell her she'll idk think i dont what she'll think ughhh" "you need to be truthful" mind says
31 Dec, 2017, 3:20 am
mind looks at slm "she'll forgive you" "....ill tell her later" i respon "good job you going to sleep?" "nope mind nope"
31 Dec, 2017, 3:20 am
(k)
31 Dec, 2017, 4:08 am
(I JUST MADE A FOOL OUTA MYSELF)
31 Dec, 2017, 5:48 am
(I FRIKEN MISS THE COUCH AND JUMPED ON THE FLOOR)
31 Dec, 2017, 5:51 am
Mind: "sooooo what are you going to do"
Slm: "im going to think about my life choices"
Mind: "uhhh..ok"
31 Dec, 2017, 6:00 am
(nope T-T is it weird that i sleep with a tiger pillow to stuff animal thing that i can't go to sleep without?)
Mind: "sooooo.....do you remeber anything"
Slm: "nope"
Mind: "just tellin you ,you didn't kill anyone"
Slm: "good"
Mind:"you don't need anymore dead people inleast you where smart but you did get cut"
Slm: "no wonder my leg hurts"
Mind:"yeah..."
31 Dec, 2017, 6:14 am
(time lapse?)
Mind: "ayy where did that lamp and doll go"
Slm: "i think where just seeing things"
Mind: "am a gohst"
Slm: "what am i?"
Mind: "ehhh joy/killer"
Slm:"that dosen't help"
31 Dec, 2017, 6:14 am
(ok)
31 Dec, 2017, 6:22 am
i get up walk down stairs "hey rach" i smile "how was you're sleep last night"
31 Dec, 2017, 6:27 am
i kiss her "ive got something to tell you"
31 Dec, 2017, 6:35 am
"i realy hope you don't freak out,here it goes remeber last night,well i took that form a long time ago,i hade no control just like last night so...i- killed people and no one ever noiticed there screams still scare me at night ....im sorry i should of kept it to myself...."
31 Dec, 2017, 6:44 am
I hug you back " thank you for being there for me"
Mind: "awwwwwwww"
31 Dec, 2017, 6:57 am
(WIFI ACTING WEIRD)
31 Dec, 2017, 6:57 am
i smile
31 Dec, 2017, 7:06 am
Mind: "can i talk now?"
I look at rachel "ay you look tired why don't you rest?"
Mind: "but you don't know how to cook"
"mind shut up"
31 Dec, 2017, 7:17 am
"thanks"
Mind: "YUSSSSSS THANKS YOUWS"
31 Dec, 2017, 7:37 am
Mind follows
"heh"
(SORRY COLORS BROKE DOWN)
31 Dec, 2017, 7:40 am
(thinking about it TODAY WAS HORRIBLE evan tho threw my life i have days like these)
31 Dec, 2017, 7:43 am
(SAME)
i smile
Mind: wow this place is cool
31 Dec, 2017, 7:46 am
(well 1 i hit my friken ley on my gate it like took off some of my skin and i was bleeding 2 MY FRICKEN DOG BIT ME SO HARD MY HAND WAS BLEEDING 3 I MAKE A FOOL OUT OF MY SELF)
31 Dec, 2017, 7:59 am
"whatever you wanna do"
Mind: sup
(hand a lil better leg I FEAL LIKE IM DIEING and i havent told my grandma yet )
31 Dec, 2017, 8:06 am
Mind: yup
"uhhh..i don't know what we can do humm.." thinks
31 Dec, 2017, 8:08 am
(me thinking i realy think mind looks like theoddsoneout if you know that youtube channel)
31 Dec, 2017, 8:18 am
"lets think"
Mind: *gets in the hotub*
(yus but i watch more jaidenanimations)
31 Dec, 2017, 8:28 am
"........"
Mind: "well i died pretended to be this girls mind and my name was that so i helped her now she has girlfriend and i help her"
31 Dec, 2017, 8:34 am
"i know..."
Mind: well slm if you don't know her
31 Dec, 2017, 8:44 am
"wait no...i forgot"
Mind: see gold knows and gold knows the girlfriend you guys should to
31 Dec, 2017, 8:53 am
" never thought this would be hard" :T
Mind: yes yes she is
31 Dec, 2017, 9:06 am
(k good night)
31 Dec, 2017, 9:08 am
"....."
Mind: well its true and its cute i can show you myself
31 Dec, 2017, 8:09 pm
(i got up YAY )
"ummm...."
Mind: k *goes to a windiw looking at slm and rachel* seee
31 Dec, 2017, 8:40 pm
window*
01 Jan, 2018, 2:17 am
(hoi)
01 Jan, 2018, 3:30 am
Mind: shhh lets try not to get cought
"ummmm...."
01 Jan, 2018, 3:36 am
(the fireworks are scaring me its quite then BOOM a firework comes out of nowhere)
01 Jan, 2018, 3:47 am
Mind: shhhh all of youuuuuu
" i have a feeling someone is watching us...ehh it might just be me "
01 Jan, 2018, 3:48 am
(same but this new years EVERYONE IS DOING IT where a corner house near the street so yeah this yeah there steping up there game)
01 Jan, 2018, 3:49 am
year*
01 Jan, 2018, 3:56 am
"ehh rach are you still tired?"
Mind: welp -_-
01 Jan, 2018, 4:10 am
"how about you take a nap"
Mind:i know she has a crush on gold
i put my arm around her "you deserve some sleep"
01 Jan, 2018, 4:18 am
"im sure" i smile
Mind: *floats around*
01 Jan, 2018, 4:29 am
Mind: there cool
i sit and look threw my phone
01 Jan, 2018, 4:33 am
Mind: how what?
"ugh more text from mom and dad havent they learn im not coming back"
01 Jan, 2018, 4:46 am
Mind: they're just cool kind and sweet
i mubble the text "we love you,we won't hurt you what abunch of lies they know what they did to me ugh" i delete the all of the text i got from them
01 Jan, 2018, 4:57 am
"!" i run to her room and i open the door "rachel!" i go to her and hug her
Mind: i mean ive been to he.ll
01 Jan, 2018, 5:11 am
"rachel talk to me!" i look at her "what happend tell me!"
Mind: yeah its pretty cool
01 Jan, 2018, 5:21 am
"rachel dont mess with me!" starts to tear up "come on rachel!"
Mind: yep
01 Jan, 2018, 5:32 am
Mind: *telaports to slm* WHAT HAPPEND
"i-I DONT KNOW!" i hug rachel "sh..she passed out!"
Mind:WHAT THE HE.LL
i start crying "w..what do i do..!"
01 Jan, 2018, 5:43 am
"what the hel.l!"
Mind: she's not good at taking in these kinda things
i curl up into a ball
Mind: shh sh you'll be fine like i said these kind of things make her worried and scared but she'll be fine
01 Jan, 2018, 5:52 am
"unless what?!"
Mind: good job gold -_-
01 Jan, 2018, 6:03 am
(happy new year)
01 Jan, 2018, 6:05 am
"...que!?"
Mind: ummmm....*he snaps his fingers and slm goes to sleep* don't ask
01 Jan, 2018, 6:10 am
Mind: why are you asking?
01 Jan, 2018, 6:17 am
Mind: well Hawla is pretty cute
01 Jan, 2018, 6:22 am
Mind: yeah
01 Jan, 2018, 6:28 am
Mind: well i know you like lucia
01 Jan, 2018, 6:34 am
Mind: yeah she blushed at me
01 Jan, 2018, 6:40 am
Mind: i saw "zzzz..."
01 Jan, 2018, 6:51 am
"zzz.."
Mind: i think its best i keep slm asleep...
01 Jan, 2018, 6:59 am
Mind: yeah lets just give her space :T
my phone keeps beeping WITH GOSH DANG MESSAGES Mind: phone why don't you shut up
01 Jan, 2018, 7:04 am
Mind: the messages are always from slm's parents they're always telling her to come back but she's not that stupid
01 Jan, 2018, 7:14 am
"zzz.."
Mind: realy i think they just want to use her for somthing
01 Jan, 2018, 7:29 am
Mind: don't worry rachel she'll wake up in a little bit i kinda put her to sleep she kept panicing soo...she'll wake up *mind gets slm's phone* imma just going look threw these text *looks threw them* yep they just tell slm to come back *mind puts the phone next to slm*
"zzz..."
01 Jan, 2018, 7:44 am
Mind: ehhh...lets give her sometime with slm *i go back and nefore i leave i snap my fingers and slm wakes up*
"MIND WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?! AGAIN.....wait wheres mind?"
01 Jan, 2018, 7:52 am
i look at rachel "rachel!" hugs her
Mind: *blushes a little* heh
01 Jan, 2018, 8:02 am
"i-i missed you!"i smile "d-don't cry!"
Mind: *drinks a little* I LOVE IT!
01 Jan, 2018, 8:10 am
gets a call from my parents i check my phone my finger slips and welp my parents start talking
Dad: slm where the hel.l are you !?
Mom: We need you back!
"oops!"
Mind: heh
01 Jan, 2018, 8:22 am
"just try to be quite"
Dad: who the hel.l is that?!
Mom: yeah who is that?!
"n..no one what do you guy's want from me!?"
Dad: well we need you!
"dad i know you're just going to use me for somthing!?"
Dad: like what!?
"remeber that time you told me to bome a mall and you guy's beat me up because i didn't do it!"
Dad: well you didn't do what i wanted you to do!
"im sick of you and mom that why i left!"
Dad: you better not hang up!
"goodbye!" i hang up
Mind: ill have anything
01 Jan, 2018, 8:32 am
"its ok there just trying to use me so i go to jail and they don't"
Mind: *floats around*
01 Jan, 2018, 8:41 am
"its ok there i just have to deal with it" i sigh "after all they always get away with what they do i remeber the cops coming to my house and they lied about everything they said oh i have a kid and there are little angel,they lied about everything"
Mind: *still floating*
01 Jan, 2018, 8:50 am
"heh" i smile
Mind: ok commin *flots over there*
01 Jan, 2018, 8:56 am
i yawn "i guess panicing realy makes me tired"
Mind: D
01 Jan, 2018, 9:26 am
i lay down
01 Jan, 2018, 5:04 pm
"love you" i fall asleep
Mind: what the hel.l ok *does the dare then comes back*
01 Jan, 2018, 8:30 pm
"zzz.." well phone keeps beeping
Mind: well ok lucia t or d
01 Jan, 2018, 8:32 pm
(sorry i feel asleep my arm an leg hurt so i was stuck in a pose and i couldent move so i feel asleep)
02 Jan, 2018, 5:48 am
"zzz..."
Mind: should i feel bad or should i have no regret *i sit next to gold* it was the sake of it
02 Jan, 2018, 5:50 am
(SORRY I HAVE A PROBLEM OF TALKING TO MYSELF AND YUS I WAS TmT I NEEDED TO ITS A DAYLY THING NOW)
02 Jan, 2018, 6:35 am
(well i just turn off anything that uses internet and hope for the best or it might just you're internet idk)
"zz.."my little cat ears move
Mind: *whispers* its love gold *i look at the girls* hey welcome back
02 Jan, 2018, 6:47 am
still sleeping dreaming about past life but seems to be fine
Mind: just ask anything plus i don't know how to help you with that maybe hawla can help you with that
02 Jan, 2018, 6:57 am
(YEP)
"zz.."
Mind: gold does like lucia
02 Jan, 2018, 7:10 am
(ok one thing no i will not tell you about it because NOPE I WILL NOT lets just say its CUTE IN A WAY OF UMMM...NV and two I love this rp)
"zzz.."
Mind: *blushes* realy gold
02 Jan, 2018, 7:49 pm
(its ok i passed out to)
"zz.."
Mind: t
02 Jan, 2018, 10:02 pm
Mind: well yes and they would be rachel,you,is gold one idk,lucia u thinkkkkkkkk Plz tell me i didn't asume someones a demon and there not ;-;
02 Jan, 2018, 10:09 pm
Mind:hey rachel
02 Jan, 2018, 10:16 pm
(brb gotta eat dinner)
02 Jan, 2018, 10:30 pm
(when people are still doing christmas: me: ITS GOSH DAND 2018 WHAT THE HEL.L ARE YOU PEOPLE DOING)
Mind: ok gold t or d
02 Jan, 2018, 10:36 pm
Mind: uhh..guys i need friken help what should i ask
02 Jan, 2018, 10:46 pm
wakes up and gets another text from my parents i read it "come to town ehh fine..ill make them stop texting me maybe idk" tps to town "good thing mind teached me this"
Mind: ok so rachel you can ask it
02 Jan, 2018, 10:59 pm
"ok meat them at the bakery ok thats weird" i go there and i see my dad "here we go"
Dad: what the hel.l ?
"yeah i came"
Dad: i thought you wernt
"ok ok get to the point already"
Dad: well its a mission
"dad liseen im not going to be doing the mission k"
Dad: but come on
"no"
Mind: *hugs gold* its ok
02 Jan, 2018, 11:11 pm
"oh...welp"
Dad: uhhh...who the hel.l is that
"oh you'll know she comming heh" gets nerves
Dad:uhhh...what where you doing
"oh nothing "
Mind: welp slm is in trubble maybe
02 Jan, 2018, 11:11 pm
(K)
03 Jan, 2018, 2:18 am
Dad: im slm's dad
I whisper to her "i know how much rage you have but don't hurt him wheere in town right now"
Dad: ummmm ok can you inleast train with this girl she a trained warrior
"well you leave me alone if i do"
Dad: yus i will
Mind: there be ok
(k)
03 Jan, 2018, 2:41 am
"k let me meet this girl or whatever"
Dad: *he looks at rachel* nice to meet you to *he looks at slm* is that you girlfriend
"yes"
Dad: humm ok *it looks like he dosen't like rachel* anyway you can meet the girl in the football field
"ok"i look at rachel "do you wanna come?
Mind: * mind sits next to hawla* they'll be find trust me slm knows what she doing she just went to go see her dad heh they can't do anything that bad
03 Jan, 2018, 4:33 am
"k" i kiss you "see ya" i go to the football field "where is that girl?"
Warrior: sup!
Dad: *he looks at rachel* so what do you need from me ?
Mind: *he smile's and blushes*
03 Jan, 2018, 4:49 am
"soo...you're the warrior my dad was talking about?"
Warrior: yep!
"ok so what are we going to do?"
Warrior: well train like battle
"ok then " i pull out these 2 kives "ok let battle but no kill got it"
Warrior: kk
Dad: well lissen me and my wife where just trying to get her ready for the world and that she can be like us but cleary she didnt lissen
Mind: *blushes*
03 Jan, 2018, 5:03 am
Warrior: *pulls out a sowrd* you ready
"uhhh...cra.p- yeah im ready"
they start battleing
Dad: look you can't tell me how i should of raised my kid got it
Mind: *he smiles*
03 Jan, 2018, 5:07 am
sword*
03 Jan, 2018, 5:10 am
(kk)
03 Jan, 2018, 6:30 am
"heh so a trained warrior you're pretty bad.."
Warrior: trained im not a trained warrior i thought you where
"no...-uhhh...so he tricked me uhh see yaaaaaa" runs back
Dad:*pulls out a gun and points it at rachel* maybe you can shut up?
kicks the gun out of his hand and i point it at him "WHAT THE HEL.L DAD?"
Dad:....well cra.p
*Mind: so hows it holding up back there Me: forgot you can talk to me threw my head uhh its fine Mind: if you say so*
03 Jan, 2018, 6:31 am
(its ok)
03 Jan, 2018, 6:56 am
"rach you can clean that off i can deal with my dad" i look at him "why the hel.l would you do this come on..i guess its my fault to...i shouldn't have came,but i see you don't care"
Dad: what are you going to do fight me,heh well you can't even when you where little every fight you got into you would lose
"shut up!" i get a teary "ill fight you" pulls out 2 knives "th..this time im not scared!"
Dad: heh ok then *pulls out a knife*
Mind: *he looks back and smiles *
*Mind: are you sure Me: shut up mind not now Mind: ok ok*
03 Jan, 2018, 7:11 am
"rachel no kidding go i don't want you to get hurt!" so far i cut him on his back but he cut me on my leg
Dad: ha just give up already !
"no i won't !"
*Mind: you sureeeee Me: mind im sure Mind: sure you sure Me: yes mind shut up!*
03 Jan, 2018, 7:27 am
"rachel i don't want you to get hurt!"
Mom: *throws little bomes*
"ahh!" pushes you out of the way so i bet hit
Mom:*the bomes explode*
"WHAT THE HEL.L I FORGOT ABOUT MOM!"
Dad: *throws a knife at slm*
I get hit with it i take it out
"n..nice one dad..heh im not dead yet thow"
Mind: yeah i do
03 Jan, 2018, 7:28 am
*get
03 Jan, 2018, 7:46 am
"yea-!!"
Mom:*grabs slm and covers her mouth and drags her to the back of the bakery* hehe
im to weak to scream
Mind: wow...,well you can trust me
*Me: MIND HELP HELP Mind:WHAT IS IT ME: IM BEING KIDDNAPED BY MY MOM MIND: SO SOMTHING WAS GOING ON
ME: YEAH JUST HELP*
Dad: well i see
Mind: uhhhh ive gotta goooo
03 Jan, 2018, 8:08 am
"....." looks at them i get up slowly
Mom: *punches rachel in the face* heh *and stabs slm*
i fall back down is close to dieing but try's to stay alive
Mind: yes i can *tps to slm* oh my well this is a bloody mess...Slm! *takes her away from danger* stay here and hold on we'll come back
03 Jan, 2018, 8:19 am
Mom: *kicks her feet then ties her um quickly* so what you're suggestion
"m..mind...."
Mind: yeah?
"im...i...going to.....die"
Mind:uhhh....heh...i don't realy know...
03 Jan, 2018, 8:32 am
"i..need..to.." i try to move "ow..ow...."
Mind: no no you stay right there
"n..no i can get up...ow.." stands up
Mind: no no sit down uhh *he looks at rachel* RACHEL CAN YOU FINISH HER OR SOMTHING !?
03 Jan, 2018, 8:39 am
Mimd: JUST DO SOMTHING SO WE CAN HELP SLM PLEASE !
"ill be fine...."
Mind: HOW MANY FRICKEN TIMES DID THEY STAB HER ?!
03 Jan, 2018, 8:46 am
Dad: well what did you're dad say grow up to be a killer and this is where it gets
Mind: DO ANYTHING SHE MIGHT DIE RACHEL!
i fall back down
03 Jan, 2018, 8:54 am
Mind:WHATS THE CONSIQUANCE?
03 Jan, 2018, 9:04 am
Mind: IF WE DON'T WHAT IT WILL DO ,SLM MIGHT CHANGE OR SOMETHING ! *panic is real right now*
i look at them "wh...why are you..panicing?" i say it slowly and weak
03 Jan, 2018, 9:11 am
Mind: wow
"hey i feel better"
Mind: inleast its not bad? :T
03 Jan, 2018, 9:17 am
Mind: we should get going i can just tp us home yeah
"hey this is cool i have fangs and two tails"
03 Jan, 2018, 9:22 am
Mind: *he tps all of us back* where back hehe sorry we took long!
"sup!"
03 Jan, 2018, 9:27 am
Mind: heh
yawns
03 Jan, 2018, 9:40 am
Mind: k night *he tps slm and him to slm's room* night slm
"night" i fall asleep
03 Jan, 2018, 9:47 am
(yus)
03 Jan, 2018, 9:58 am
Mind: *puts a little puppy on slm's bed to wake her up* hehe
wakes up fealing the puppy "hey a little puppy" i pet the puppy the puppy jumps off my bed and wonders out of my room going towerds rachel barking at her
Mind: welp there he goes
"when did you get a puppy"
Mind: right now
"oh ok"
03 Jan, 2018, 10:07 am
stretches "i wonder where the puppy went?" walks down the hallway
the puppy wags his tail
Mind: well he's somwhere here
03 Jan, 2018, 10:15 am
i knock on rachels door "hey rach have you seen a little puppy?"
03 Jan, 2018, 10:27 am
i come in "heh isn't he a cute little puppy"
(k night)
03 Jan, 2018, 10:17 pm
(SUP MY FRIEND)
i smlie
the puppy keeps waging his tail
Mind: heh glade rachel like the little puppy
04 Jan, 2018, 4:42 am
Mind: you want it?
04 Jan, 2018, 4:44 am
(sorry i was so tired i fell asleep for the hole day)
04 Jan, 2018, 4:48 am
Mind: yeah
04 Jan, 2018, 5:02 am
Mind: you're welcome
the puppy i now a very happy puppy
i smile seeing rachel so happy
04 Jan, 2018, 5:04 am
(my teacher sended me a thank you card because i gave her a candle no one else got a thank you card but i know why she gave me it ;-; she made my cry)
04 Jan, 2018, 5:05 am
(ALSO BRB)
04 Jan, 2018, 5:27 am
"uhh...what do i do..."
04 Jan, 2018, 5:28 am
(because my teacher made me cry infront of everyone and the candle i got her ;-; i didnt want to buy that candle;-;)
04 Jan, 2018, 5:44 am
"....."
Mind:.....
(SORRY MEH GRANDMA MADE ME CHECK MY EMAIL)
04 Jan, 2018, 6:01 am
Mind: i dont think i went good
"yeah im going to check" i go outside looking at rachel "you ok?"
04 Jan, 2018, 6:17 am
"y..you sure..?" i try not to make her mad
Mind:.........
04 Jan, 2018, 6:26 am
Mind: *whispers* leave her alone bud she'll be ok
"ok"
Mine: *takes slm in side and snaps my fingers and she falls asleep* she'll be fine she just needs to sleep help her calm down
04 Jan, 2018, 6:33 am
Mind: *smiles* heh
04 Jan, 2018, 6:47 am
Mind: *kisses her*
04 Jan, 2018, 7:07 am
Mind: luv ya to
04 Jan, 2018, 7:13 am
Mind: *smiles*
im now in my own head "wait...this is my head....dangit mind put me to sleep so is this my mind a black room of i dont know life?" i look around the room hoping to find a door "humm....nothing i guess if i think about my past or somthing?"
04 Jan, 2018, 7:24 am
Mind: anything you wanna do
i thought comes "heh..oh the first day of school ,when i got beat up because i wasn't human..." i sigh "all of these are bad thoughts i guess i think negitive of everything i do.."
04 Jan, 2018, 7:33 am
Mind: thing is i don't know what to do there's alot of things to do
"huh?" goes back to a black room "rachel!?" am still asleep
04 Jan, 2018, 7:39 am
"i can't wake up intill mind snaps his fingurs" ;w; "why mind"
Mind: we should spy on the other demons and get them together
04 Jan, 2018, 7:41 am
fingers*
04 Jan, 2018, 7:45 am
Mind: lets go ^w^
dosen't wake up "help i can't stay in a black room forever" ;-;
04 Jan, 2018, 7:50 am
Mind: ! *mind looks at rachel* you mean her sleep think thing then yeah sure *snaps his fingers and i wake up*
"!" i look around "yay no more black room or negitive thoughts!"
04 Jan, 2018, 7:59 am
i hug her back "its ok i knew you where just upset" i smile
Mind: yeah..i bet she just went to say sorry
04 Jan, 2018, 8:07 am
"heh its ok" i pat you're back
Mind: yeah
04 Jan, 2018, 8:19 am
i blush a little and smile
Mind: *looks at lucia and goldie* hummm...
04 Jan, 2018, 10:32 pm
(SORRY SCHOOL PLUS HORRIBLE DAY)
"heh"
Mind: i can't tell hummm...
05 Jan, 2018, 1:53 am
(sup)
05 Jan, 2018, 5:35 am
(ehhhh i fell on some rocks still bleeding but ill be fine ehhh)
i smile
Mind: they do
05 Jan, 2018, 5:53 am
mind: *floats out of hiding* yeah
05 Jan, 2018, 5:57 am
Mind: *i swear to fricken*
05 Jan, 2018, 6:06 am
Mind: *spins the bottle and it lands on....* (i dont know who it lands on im mindless also blood is leaving me )
05 Jan, 2018, 6:12 am
(yeah ill survive till tommorw i think...yeah ill be fine)
*uhhhh i dont know pick one ;-;*
05 Jan, 2018, 6:18 am
(don't worry i will live )
Mind: *kisses Hawla then smiles*
05 Jan, 2018, 6:26 am
Mind: *blushes a little*
05 Jan, 2018, 6:38 am
Mind: ummmmm........ O//-//O
I look at my phone while rachel is asleep a creepy image comes up i drop my phone and whispers "what the hel.l i need to switch diffrent phones or phone company cuz jeez my phone is haunted imma just leave it there...heh..." nothing seems to happen just the one creepy picture "did nothing good i don.t need no more drama"
05 Jan, 2018, 6:46 am
i hide the phone and look at rachel "you awake?" i smile
Mind: *whispers* yeah
05 Jan, 2018, 6:55 am
"heh" the phone starts to act weird buzzing and saying i got text messages "uhh...." i check the phone there are no text messages from anyone *Me: mind my phone might be haunted Mind: you're parents got that cheep phone company it was supposed to be haunted but it wasnt Me: MY PHONE IS MIND Mind: ok ok calm down just throw it in the trash or somthing Me: ok ;-; *
Mind: *YUS IT WILL HAPPEN*
05 Jan, 2018, 7:03 am
"yeah its just my phone is acting weird" *Me: mind rachel is getting worried Mind: nothing bad can happen its just a phone Me: who knows anything can happen a killer can come out and kill us all Mind: see you're thinking negitive again stop thinking that way Me: ok i cant tho ;-;* gets a random call from a unknown phone number "nope!" dosent awnser
Mind: awwwww cute
(p
->
(p
05 Jan, 2018, 7:12 am
"im sure" the phone still acting weird , i start thinking negitive
*Mind: YOU'RE THINKING NEGITIVE THOUGHTS Me: SORRY SORRY REALY MY PHONE IS CREEPING ME OUT Mind: just deal with it you're like a kid in a scary movie Me: you're right* i put the phone away
05 Jan, 2018, 7:22 am
Mind: *floats away to slm* ok what the problem with you're phone acting weird-....you didnt want rachel to know...
"mind come on buddy"
05 Jan, 2018, 1:05 pm
"n-nothing"
(sorry passed out last night also i got school bye)
05 Jan, 2018, 10:18 pm
"well its just my phone the phone company its a weird phone company"
(FRICK IM ALIVE BUT ALMOST FAINTED AT CHURCH)
06 Jan, 2018, 5:42 pm
(sup)
07 Jan, 2018, 12:04 am
(ITS SATURDAY BOIIIIIII)
07 Jan, 2018, 5:30 am
(MY LIFE IS A SAD MESS)
08 Jan, 2018, 4:52 am
(its ok see ya tommorw tho ;w;)
08 Jan, 2018, 9:59 pm
(sup)
09 Jan, 2018, 1:33 am
"i dont realy know"
Mind: ill take the phone *he takes the phone and throws it outside* no more problem
(I FEEL ASLEEP FOR THE HOLE FRICKEN DAY AGAIN)
09 Jan, 2018, 10:03 pm
(sup)
09 Jan, 2018, 11:34 pm
(k i understand see ya later tho)
Mind: *he looks at rachel* yesss....it was ?
"uhhh..."
Mind: well we can forget about that
10 Jan, 2018, 10:35 pm
Mind: oh yeah...
"realy?"
Mind: sorry
"its ok"
10 Jan, 2018, 11:17 pm
sup
12 Jan, 2018, 2:03 am
sup
12 Jan, 2018, 3:34 am
Mind: *whispers* what do we do
also whispers "i dont know"
Mind: it cant be that bad
"ok but just in case" gets mind and uses him as a shield
12 Jan, 2018, 3:52 am
(me:*i walk to homeroom* hummm....*i see a teacher that hates me* uhhh...*hides under desk* hisssssss
Teacher: skylar get up
Me: ok*stands up*
Mean teacher: YOU HAVENT TURN IN YOUR HOMEWORK OR VOCAB
me: uhh i did turn in those things
Mean teacher: you did!
Me: y-yes....
Thats me every fricken day)
12 Jan, 2018, 4:18 am
"k-k!" gets hawla and runs off somewhere safe "few..."
Mind: now I regret throwing your phone
(how've ya been)
12 Jan, 2018, 4:38 am
(well humm...oh yeah i like to say ive been in hel.l still also this ficken girl dosen't leave me alone at school i said to her "leave meh alone please im very sad" she dosen't leave me alone ill just have to deal with it)
"uhh..." dosen't know what to do
Mind: *hugs hawla"
12 Jan, 2018, 5:26 am
(gtg see ya )
12 Jan, 2018, 10:11 pm
Mind: you'll be fine dont worry ! *he smiles*
"yeah you'll be fine!"
(sup)
12 Jan, 2018, 11:17 pm
Mind: n..o i won't let that happen ! *trys his best to cheer her up*
13 Jan, 2018, 12:28 am
(ITS FRIDAY )
13 Jan, 2018, 1:05 am
(AND I DONT TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY )
Mind: *hes sighs*
i think to myself and say stuff
Mind: uhh...
13 Jan, 2018, 1:33 am
Mind: its ok
13 Jan, 2018, 4:55 am
Mind: no no it is ! ill keep you safe!
13 Jan, 2018, 5:31 am
Mind: *he looks at her*
Sits at a tree waiting away from mind looking around as a strang person walks up to me
Warrior: sup!
"!" i look a her "what do you want?"
Warrior: wha! your eye is kinda black i mean completly black
"uhh..ill be fine"
Warrior: i wonder if we can train
"no not now plus why do i want to train you"
Warrior: i mean my dad wants me to become better so i came to you
"im not evan good"
Warrior:YEAH YOU ARE!
"no maybe later"
Warrior:REALY LATER!
"y-yeah..."
Warrior: k bye!*she leaves*
"well...i got somthing to do.."
13 Jan, 2018, 5:36 am
(wait i just rememberd ....I DONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW REAL PEOPLE AND THATS MY PROJECT PART WHY ME HAVE TO DRAW ALL THE TIMEEE)
13 Jan, 2018, 6:11 am
"man...today is hel.l" lays down
Mind:!?*he looks worried* you cold?
"ii just need to clear my mind and nothing bad will happen" trys to think about nothing but fails"who I'am i kidding i can't clear my mind ughhh.."
13 Jan, 2018, 6:19 am
Mind: y..you sure?
I get up and run to her "rachel!" i smile looking at her "also don't worry about my eye its normal for me heh..."
13 Jan, 2018, 6:33 am
Mind: *he smiles*
"yea im sure" i smile
13 Jan, 2018, 6:45 am
"rachel?!" i get down to help "i you ok!?"
Mind: *she's so cute*
13 Jan, 2018, 6:46 am
are not i cra.p*
13 Jan, 2018, 6:54 am
"k...she's still breathing..i think she'll be fine but im no doctor..." i sit next to her i ask myself questions but quitely"
Mind: *he smiles and blushes a little *
13 Jan, 2018, 7:07 am
Mind: *awwwwwwwwww*
i sigh "i hate when my dose this it makes me feel weird good thing a threw that knife away, that would be a pain or wait...."
pulls out two little knives "uhhh..." throws them at a tree and they get stuck there "don't look or touch the knives..." looks down
13 Jan, 2018, 7:16 am
"hey your awake" dosen't look at the knives i just threw
13 Jan, 2018, 6:20 pm
"you ok?" i look at her worried
(lol i passed out last night)
13 Jan, 2018, 7:15 pm
"uhhh..." dosent know what to do
13 Jan, 2018, 8:03 pm
"uhh..ok" i look at her "do you need me to walk you back?"
13 Jan, 2018, 8:28 pm
"k.."
Warrior: sup!
"uhhh...hi...."
Warrior: so training
"now..."
Warrior: yeah!
"ok..."
Mind: *he looks a hawla*
13 Jan, 2018, 11:29 pm
(gtg going to the movies)
14 Jan, 2018, 5:49 am
(BACKZZZ IT WAS FUN)
"sooo..."
Warroir: how about battling
"sure..."
Mind: your awake *he smiles*
14 Jan, 2018, 5:42 pm
Mind: *he smiles*
"...can we just talk about fighting and battling"
Warrior:humm..
14 Jan, 2018, 10:43 pm
(sup)
14 Jan, 2018, 11:15 pm
"oh when myndad i guess told me to go train she was the i hade to train with"
Warrior: hi!
15 Jan, 2018, 2:40 am
"shes harmless"
Warrior: yeah
15 Jan, 2018, 2:58 am
*whispers back yeah*
15 Jan, 2018, 3:18 am
"heh...so how you wanna train?"
Warrior: battling!
"ok" *me: i just hope i won't kill anyone..ehh*
15 Jan, 2018, 3:26 am
*they start battling*
15 Jan, 2018, 3:33 am
*1 hours later*
"soo...you done yet i mean we battled for an hour"
Warrior: yeah *she seems tired*
"well that was a good battle"
Warrior: how are you not tired ?
"i don't know"
15 Jan, 2018, 3:39 am
"thanks"
Warrior: thank you!
15 Jan, 2018, 3:53 am
Warrior: water please!
"ill pass"
15 Jan, 2018, 4:21 am
"no im fine"
15 Jan, 2018, 4:47 am
Warrior: how do you fight like that
" i dont know "
15 Jan, 2018, 4:54 am
Warrior: Thank you *drinks the water*
i lay down
15 Jan, 2018, 5:16 am
Warrior: not to be mean but...why do your eyes go black like that?
"uhh...you dont need to know"
Warrior: oh ok
15 Jan, 2018, 5:27 am
Warrior: do you know how to...humm...juggle knives
"uhh..yes actually..."
Warrior: show meeee
"no"
15 Jan, 2018, 5:44 am
*they talk for a while*
15 Jan, 2018, 5:54 am
(yus)
Warrior: so you know when your eyes go back to normal
"nope.."
15 Jan, 2018, 6:06 am
Mind:*looks at slm* wake up
*gets the puppy and puts it on her bed *
I look at mind "realy?" still has black eyes
Mind: wa you still have those eyes
"i guess so..."
Mind: well it will go away i think
"wait...what if it stays" thinks negitive again
Mind: wait wait it wont
15 Jan, 2018, 6:15 am
"how about if it does"
Mind: you learnd to control your killing
"thats not somthing thats easy to control"
15 Jan, 2018, 6:28 am
Mind: ok lets test,so what do you do when you see someone you dont know?
"you kill them" i look at him "wait no i say hi or do i just not talk to the ugghhhh..."
Mind: ok so just dont meet anyone new then..humm..
15 Jan, 2018, 6:46 am
(XD)
Mind:soooo you gonna get out of your room
"nope"
Mind: so what do i say to rachel if she asks me about you
"uhhh i dont know "
Mind: welp
"look maybe you just dont tell her anything "
Mind: k so how about if she comes up stairs ?
"uhhhh...."
Mind: welp
"wait you can..."
Mind: i can what?
"just do somthing"
Mind: ok the *he floats down staris
15 Jan, 2018, 7:12 am
Mind: heh
I let the dogo out to look at the house "humm..." i lay down
15 Jan, 2018, 7:22 am
Mind: oh she's fine *cra.p cra.p*
15 Jan, 2018, 7:33 am
Mind: see ya
"humm..what can i do..." i think "humm..ill just go back to bed till this black eye thing goes away"
15 Jan, 2018, 7:49 am
Mind: imma follow her *he goes infront of rachel* eyy watcha doing there rachel i thought you where hurt?
"ehhh...im so bored.."
15 Jan, 2018, 7:59 am
Mind: fine *he moves outta her way* get what you need
15 Jan, 2018, 8:10 am
"humm....." i get up and walk around the room and sit at times talking to myself for a little bit
Mind: *opens the door* hey hows it going learnd anything
"well have you learnd anything?"
Mind: well not realy
"soooo...."
Mind: have you learnd control yet
"like i said its not easy to control"
Mind: oh yeah..humm you'll get it
15 Jan, 2018, 8:23 am
Mind: !? *he looks at slm* well good luck budy *floats down stairs* so?
"thanks for the luck i guess..." i look around the room "ehh...i feal like somone is here...it probly just me going crazy..."
15 Jan, 2018, 8:33 am
"i guess im not crazy.." i look at rachel as i smile "sup"
Mind: ha
(XD)
15 Jan, 2018, 8:43 am
"yeah how about you?"
Mind: well cra.p *drinks the potion*
15 Jan, 2018, 8:46 am
*CRA.P I MENT GOOD*
15 Jan, 2018, 9:00 am
"why?"
Mind: LOL
(XD)
15 Jan, 2018, 9:11 am
i kiss her then i look at her "ill be fine" i smile
Mind: k *spins da bottle and it lands on (somone you choose) the potion will make you float nonstop till its over *
(the best i can come up with >->)
15 Jan, 2018, 9:27 am
"well..you better rest if you wanna get better"
Mind: wow she floating *floats to hawla * so how's floating for ya
15 Jan, 2018, 9:40 am
"i mean i can stay and watch over you if you want so you don't have to worry about anything"
Mind:heh *he smiles*
15 Jan, 2018, 9:47 am
"yeah"
Mind: uhh just in case *catches Hawla*
15 Jan, 2018, 9:53 am
(kk see ya)
i smile
Mind: yeah
15 Jan, 2018, 6:57 pm
Mind: because i luv you
15 Jan, 2018, 8:15 pm
Mind: *smiles*
15 Jan, 2018, 11:56 pm
i smile and look at rachel "she's cute when she sleeps"
16 Jan, 2018, 12:10 am
i start messing with a pencil "humm"
16 Jan, 2018, 1:15 am
i look at her "hi"
16 Jan, 2018, 1:35 am
"uhh" grabs rachel "what the hel.l?"
Mind: *he looks at rachel* what?
16 Jan, 2018, 1:48 am
" i mean i dont wanna hurt you" pins here to the wall "MIND!"
Mind: *goes overthere* what do you need !
"help me with rachel!"
Mind: ok "uhhh whats wrong with her?!"
Mind: i dont know!
16 Jan, 2018, 2:03 am
"uhhh...WHAT DO I DO "
Mind: HERE *he has a human size cage* PUT HER IN
"uhh..ok" i put rachel in the cage and locks it
16 Jan, 2018, 2:13 am
"uhhh....can i evan trust you?" i look at her "saying i should so i dont die because im a weak little one " ;-;
Mind: uhhh
16 Jan, 2018, 2:21 am
"you guys arn't helping" I look at her" nope you should stay in there!"
Mind: yeah
" i realy wanna trust you but i cant for the sake of are lifes
16 Jan, 2018, 3:02 am
"nope you need to stay in there" Mind: we need to fix her
"yep"
16 Jan, 2018, 3:32 am
i look at rachel "....." i look back at hawla "ok..."
Mind: ok
16 Jan, 2018, 3:49 am
"what the hel.l?" i look at the black figure "uhhh..."
Mind: thats new
"sooo...."
Mind: here *gives slm a tiny test dummy*
"thank you" i stab it and give it to mind
Mind: that was close
16 Jan, 2018, 3:55 am
"my anger has been realsed im fine now till i get angry again" i smile
Mind: lets hope that dosent happen,also this is new to us
16 Jan, 2018, 4:06 am
"what happend !?"
Mind: WHAT!?
*both go over there to help*
16 Jan, 2018, 4:13 am
Mind: *helps goldie* jeez...
I look at rachel and i stab the wall "da.mit...I'am sick and tired of this"
16 Jan, 2018, 4:21 am
(k)
i look at goldie "shut up!" i start to cry then i run out of the house into the woods
Mind:wait!...slm... *sighs*
16 Jan, 2018, 11:49 pm
Mind: no she'll come back *i..hope*
17 Jan, 2018, 12:34 am
i sit against a tree crying
Mind: *he looks at rachel* ayy your ok
17 Jan, 2018, 1:01 am
Mind: yeah you lost an arm
i get a knife and i start carving stuff into my hand ,it starts to bleed
17 Jan, 2018, 1:08 am
Mind: calm down!
".....what are you doing here!?" i look at him
17 Jan, 2018, 1:37 am
Mind: you should be happy that your alive!
"why?......whats the point of watching me..."
17 Jan, 2018, 1:46 am
Mind: one to ten how much dose it burn
"well i wanted to..."
17 Jan, 2018, 1:51 am
Mind: ok...thats off from what i said....ummm...
"......."
17 Jan, 2018, 1:54 am
Mind: ok ok just calm down
"........"
18 Jan, 2018, 2:39 am
Mind: you still have a arm !
i sigh "when my mom and dad..had the habit of teaching me to kill...i got the habit....i didn't want to kill anyone..so..i started to hurt myself..."
18 Jan, 2018, 4:06 am
Mind: ummm...just learn to use your right hand
"t..thanks..."
18 Jan, 2018, 4:10 am
(ha SICK DAYS FOR ME ARE WATCHING SCARY 24 HOUR OVERNIGHT STUF HAHHAHAHAAAAAAA ......i should realy stop watching that kind of stuff....NAHHHH ILL KEEP WATTCHING IT)
18 Jan, 2018, 5:07 am
(meh when i was staying home and my cousion i spelled that wrong came over Him: IM A DEAD TIGER IM A DEAD TIGER Me:JESUS CHRIST ! HELP MEEEEEEEE he kept hiting me with a tiger plush me in Texas i would love Texes BUT I FRICKEN HATE TEXES ITS SO DA.M COLD )
Mind: justttt learn *hummm new start worring about her arm hasn't said said anything about slm im proud*
"uh...maybe not now..."
18 Jan, 2018, 5:09 am
(realy its so dam.m cold)
18 Jan, 2018, 5:16 am
Mind: well i can help slm can help
18 Jan, 2018, 5:24 am
(thinking about it why do i have a discord .-.)
18 Jan, 2018, 5:37 am
(kk bye)
Mind: ok then
18 Jan, 2018, 4:29 pm
"..not..now.,"
Mind: *starts floating around*
23 Jan, 2018, 10:50 pm
"ok.."
Mind: hummm
24 Jan, 2018, 11:01 pm
Mind:*he looks at hawla* sup
i walk to town not making eye contact with anyone
25 Jan, 2018, 5:13 am
Mind: yeah im here
"...."
25 Jan, 2018, 10:47 pm
i lay on the grass
Mind: .......?
26 Jan, 2018, 3:45 am
Mind:!? *floats to rachel* wait there buddy slm is fine stop screaming her name
26 Jan, 2018, 3:46 am
(also thank you ^v^ for the nice comment)
26 Jan, 2018, 5:41 am
Mind: ok ok calm down she can take care of herself you need to learn to chill when things like this happen if she leaves she's fine she just lays down at the football field at her town
26 Jan, 2018, 10:11 pm
Mind: yeah...
i get up and walk back to the house looking and mind "......?"
27 Jan, 2018, 12:06 am
Mind:uhh...somthing else *looks at slm* hey buddy *floats to her* how'ya been
"uhh...good..?i...geuss....?"
27 Jan, 2018, 12:07 am
(OOOOOOOO I GET TO STAY UP ALL NIGHT AGAIN!!!)
27 Jan, 2018, 12:22 am
i smile "i missed you to"
(OMG I FRICKEN CURSED MYSELF WITH LIKE A DEATH THING AND I HAVENT DIED YET SO IT WAS FAKE BUT IDK STILL)
27 Jan, 2018, 12:30 am
(IM I THINK ITS FAKE IDK)
"i...i was doing stuff...."
27 Jan, 2018, 10:24 am
(OK)
"heh"
Mind:awwwww cute
27 Jan, 2018, 10:30 pm
Mind: well....uhhh heh...*stares back*
(MCDOUNULDS WHERE A KID CAN BE A KID....WAIT OH CRA.P THATS CHUCKY CHEESE UHH OH YEAH IM LOVIN IT)
28 Jan, 2018, 1:12 am
(I LIKE OVERWATCH UNDERTALE MY OC'S AND MORE I HATE GOD DAM.M BUGS SOMETIMES)
28 Jan, 2018, 2:05 am
(AZAMALAMA AGIRLWHOLIKESASHERANGLE:SKY STAP ME: NO BUT...YOU DO NOT KNOW DE WEA AGIRLSHOLIKESASHERANGLE: SKY IMMA KILL YOU ME: YOU DO NOT KNOW DE WEA)
28 Jan, 2018, 6:08 pm
Mind: ok ok *OH CRAPZZZZZ*
"you better lissen to her"
28 Jan, 2018, 6:22 pm
(CAN I HAVE A NONE SAD DAY IN MY LIFE LIFE:NO ME:PLZZZZZZZ LIFE:NONONONONONO ME:FRICK YOU LIFE: YOU LOST A HAPPY DAY! ME: WHAT WHEN IS THAT HAPPY DAY LIFE: ON YOUR 12 BIRTHDAY ME: NOOOOOOOO MY BIRTHDAY WILL BE HORRIBLE LIFE: YOUR BIRTHDAYS ARE ALWAYS HORRIBLE ME: ture very true
28 Jan, 2018, 9:07 pm
(no BUT! LIFE IS JUST A PAIN ! my 12 birthday isnt till october the 2 2 YEEEEEE)
i smile
Mind: soo....
28 Jan, 2018, 9:12 pm
(ME: IMMA SUMMON A DEMON ON HALLOWEEN DEMON: BOOOOOOOOOOO! ME: OH NO DEMON: HAHAHA ME: *TAKES OUT A CROSS AND HOLY WATER* OUT OF THIS HOUSE OUT OF THIS HOUSE DEMON: OK OK IMMA LEAVE *LEAVES*
Me: HA JONTRON SAVED MEH LOL
29 Jan, 2018, 4:45 am
"!?"
Mind: .....WELL CRA.P ME TO
"what evan happend to them"
Mind: DID YOU FORGET!
"yes...."
Mind: ARE YOU OK?
"uhhh...idk"
Mind: you ran off crying come on !
"wait...i did?"
Mimd: omg ...REALY
"i dont know what your talking about!"
30 Jan, 2018, 2:06 am
Mind: whatever but you need to get that carve of whaterever healedcuz all i know is that ive never seen your hand bleed like that
"wait...what?" i look at my and start to panic "wh-what happend!"
Mind: you carved into your hand
30 Jan, 2018, 4:53 am
"ehhh...ill be fine..."
Mind: your bleeding
"dosent matter its not like i havent seen blood before"
Mind: true
31 Jan, 2018, 1:28 am
"heaven?"
Mind: wait!, first why are you asking?
31 Jan, 2018, 2:44 am
(lol these two girls at school blocked me on instagram HA i wasnt even friends with them also im fricken tired of people reading my notebook and goin off telling people the stories or notes or things about my life )
31 Jan, 2018, 12:50 pm
"wait but skills do we have to help?"
Mind wait what!?
31 Jan, 2018, 11:34 pm
Mind: ok ok!
"....ok"
01 Feb, 2018, 1:14 pm
Mind: k got it
"ok"
02 Feb, 2018, 12:25 am
*mind: soooo dont run into truble
Slm: its heaven ill be fine mind: you still have that demonic simble on your shoulder Slm: they wont look at that i just hope no one sees me Mind: well...just try not to get hit there
Slm: why? Mind: just dont*
02 Feb, 2018, 3:37 am
"..."follows her
Mimd:....
03 Feb, 2018, 12:11 am
"......ehhhh...?"
Mind: yeah its me
03 Feb, 2018, 12:12 am
*HEL.L YEAH ITS FRIDAY*
03 Feb, 2018, 12:26 am
(I CAN STAY UP HEL.L YEAHHHHHHHHH)
03 Feb, 2018, 12:30 am
(IM SO GOSH DANG HAPPY)
03 Feb, 2018, 6:19 am
"ohh..."
Mind: they went to get somthing they'll be back
03 Feb, 2018, 5:16 pm
"....."
Mind: depends how fast they are
04 Feb, 2018, 5:43 am
"......."
Mind: hhe they'll be back *Mind: KATEEEEE Slm: DONT SAY MY FCKING NAME Mind: SORRY WHAT DO I DO IF SHE'S KINDA TURNING BLACK SLM: ILL ASK RACHEL*
04 Feb, 2018, 7:42 pm
"uhhh..." i scoot towrds rachel and whisper "what does mind do if hawla is kinda turning black?"
04 Feb, 2018, 9:26 pm
i help her look for the herb
05 Feb, 2018, 3:48 am
"how....wait"*SLM: MIND TEACH ME HOW TO TELEPORT NOW Mind: k just think of yourself of where the place is and you should end up there but you might off shoot so make sure its not a high place Slm: k.....* i think of myself there i off shoot it a little and i grab on to the ege of the mountain
05 Feb, 2018, 5:39 am
*edge*
06 Feb, 2018, 3:07 am
"oops....uhhh...WAIT HOW DID I DO THAT?" *Mind: well it dosent work for normal people oh yeah...i forgot the magic you hade Slm: WAIT MAGIC? Mind: yeah magic Slm: WAIT I HAVE MAGIC Mind: yeah Slm: IM ABOUT TO DIE HERE! Mind: you'll be fine*
10 Feb, 2018, 9:43 pm
"im fine!" I get the herb "uhh...where do i go now....?"
11 Feb, 2018, 8:47 am
(Sombra (my friend doing a sombra voice from a video he watched): I CLEAN I CLEAN AND YOU BRING NUKE
Tracer(me playing as tracer): well i brought a nuke *laughing*
Sombra: BUT YOU BROUGHT NUKE NOW I CLEAN YOU! >:< )
12 Feb, 2018, 3:40 am
i go threw the portal quick and makes hawla it the herb (HA A PROJECT ILL BE FINE *3 hours later* I DONT GOT IT)
12 Feb, 2018, 10:06 pm
"....are you ok?"
Mind: ?
13 Feb, 2018, 1:06 am
"........dude....go check on her..."
Mind: ok....*mind goes up to hawla* are you ok???
13 Feb, 2018, 3:38 am
Mind:...s..sorry...i was just making sure......
13 Feb, 2018, 4:15 am
(huh...thinking about it i almost faint everytime i go to church....AM I FRICKEN DEMON HATER OF GOD ??*prays for A HOLE FRICKEN MOUNTH MAN I MIGHT BE A DEMON GOD AND JESUS IM SO VERY SORRY AM I STILL A CHILED OF GOD ;-;*
13 Feb, 2018, 5:04 am
(*when my math teacher makes fun of my drawings*
Me: BUT IVE ALREADY LEARND THIS AND IM DONE)
Mind: *he hugs her back*
14 Feb, 2018, 10:20 pm
Mind: *he kisses her*
(*when your teacher thinks your stupid* * kids me: ten!!
Mathteacher: ok whoever said ten go to your next class
Me: *walking out the door*
Math teacher:wait skylar come back you didnt say ten
Me: i did
Mt: no you didnt
Me: really....)
15 Feb, 2018, 1:18 am
Mind: *realse the kiss* you should really rest more*
(Me: *ahem* Mr i learnd this and know this and I'm here
Mt: you need to learn to reason with your mind
Me: but i kniw this
Mt: AHEM REASON WITH YOUR MIND
15 Feb, 2018, 3:50 am
(my grandma is making me switch schools but...I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO MY SCHOOL IS THE FRIKEN BEST BUT THE TEACHERS THERE DONT MAKE AN EFFORT TO TEACH)
15 Feb, 2018, 4:00 am
(and im always the freak...it feels like hel.l when i sleep...i wish i could sleep for the rest of my life....i dont feel welcomed in this world...im always the odd one out ...in the class people say im dark....im not tho...i try to be happy...but it just doesn't work...)
15 Feb, 2018, 6:29 am
(sorry for venting i just really neaded to get that outa me...d..don't worry about me tho...I'll be fine)
17 Feb, 2018, 1:43 am
"ehh...mind is when you telaport for the first time can anything happen?"
Mind: well....you start to talk glitchy and start to glitch out
"oh ok.. not to bad..."
17 Feb, 2018, 1:44 am
(t...thanks im going to see about a new school im goin to visit it on monday...)
17 Feb, 2018, 2:23 am
(i...just hope my depression doesn't grow....I I'LL BE FINE THO i can just talk to to some of my friends .)
17 Feb, 2018, 5:59 am
"well...ok.."
Mind: welp shouldent have teleported
"i know..."
Mind: it will go away takes a while but it will *whispers* inlest your easy to currupt
"what!?"
Mind: nothing
(thank you)
17 Feb, 2018, 6:07 am
*corput
17 Feb, 2018, 6:34 am
Mind: ow, really?
"uhh....WHAT DID MIND SAY"
19 Feb, 2018, 9:40 am
(OMG ITS 3AM AND I GOT SCHOOL IN 3 HOURS HAHAHA
i need to go to bed :( )
20 Feb, 2018, 3:59 am
Mind: just....SHUT UP SLM IT DOESN'T MATTER NOW THINK HAPPY FCKING THOUGHTS NOW
"uhhhh.....ummmmm...."
Mind: DROP AND GIVE ME TWENTY PUSHUPS
i do twenty pushups "THERE"
Mind: NOW RUN FOR A DAY
"NO"
Mind: YES
"NO"
Mind: YES
"NO" throws at pie at him
Mind: wait...why am i yelling when i can just do this *he snaps his fingurs and slm passes out*
23 Feb, 2018, 12:21 am
Mind:....ummmm..theres one problem with that....i kinda...well...-..she'll wake up
24 Feb, 2018, 2:36 am
Mind: well....when i made her pass out to people like her.....im unable to wake her up ....she kinda can't wake up for 24 hours....PLEASE DONT HURT MEEEEE
24 Feb, 2018, 4:53 am
Mind: ohh....and ummm..whatever happens in her dream or whatever will effect her so if she gets cut in real life she'll have a cut...*not goin to say anything else she ask anything about dieing i say i dont know >:T*
24 Feb, 2018, 11:15 pm
Mind: yes i do...I'm sorry rachel....
25 Feb, 2018, 1:35 pm
Mind: o..ok,also i rather stay a ghost
26 Feb, 2018, 2:39 am
Mind: *waits for slm to wake up*
26 Feb, 2018, 11:16 pm
Mind: yeah *he looks at rachel* e...every....things....fine.....
27 Feb, 2018, 2:38 am
Mind: oh no im fine you?
27 Feb, 2018, 5:19 am
Mind: rachel im fine
28 Feb, 2018, 3:35 am
(FCK I DIDNT NOITICE I HAVE PINK EYE ON BOTH OF MY EYE'S
28 Feb, 2018, 3:37 am
(IM SUCH AN IDIOT!)
04 Mar, 2018, 6:16 am
jeez....i didn't know you would be that worried.....i mean its a few days later....im fine now....pink eye cough cold headach -- sickness for life.... but im fine...
13 Mar, 2018, 12:25 am
I NOW SAY MEEP MEEP MEEP
13 Mar, 2018, 12:27 am
also what do i do if i have my drunk uncle at my house and he's trying to use the oven*a small one* what do i do? help
19 Mar, 2018, 8:15 am
fck he ended up making the house smell like burned stuff DAMMIT
24 Mar, 2018, 6:41 am
IT'S FCKING FRIDAYYYYYYYY
24 Mar, 2018, 6:42 am
HELLLLLL. YEAHHHHHH
24 Mar, 2018, 10:44 pm
YEEEEEEEE, i need to have more God and jesus in my life
25 Mar, 2018, 6:43 pm
how have ya been?
01 Apr, 2018, 7:23 pm
HELP I KEPT BEATING MYSELF UP!
01 Apr, 2018, 7:27 pm
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP WHERE ARE YOUUUUU???????????????????????????????
01 Apr, 2018, 7:27 pm
also can you add me on gmail is skylarplaz@gmail.com
01 Apr, 2018, 7:29 pm
>:<<<<<
;-;
01 Apr, 2018, 7:33 pm
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
05 Apr, 2018, 10:48 pm
I'VE BEEN SAD AND I BEAT MYSELF UP OFTEN HELP IM CRYING INSIDE I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN LIKE 4 DAYS
06 Apr, 2018, 5:49 am
I don't know what's stopping me from sleeping, then I don't know if I can I got called the devil by my grandma, she said I was breaking the family...
08 Apr, 2018, 9:24 am
I don't know what I did.....today...... I'm scared...
09 Apr, 2018, 3:46 am
i-i'm losing my mind..... I'm going crazy!
09 Apr, 2018, 3:48 am
I had got a knife and started messing with it...then I noticed what I was doing...
18 Apr, 2018, 1:22 am
i'm getting bullied....at school.....i'm trying to stay calm be normal....i'm laughing at death i'm seeming not to care about anything anymore....am i loosing myself?