re:// nah... i have depression and it's hard to control sometimes, and yes. it's true that i feel i only draw to impress others, and i can't even impress myself with what i do. i get jealous of others artstyle because i haven't gotten that good yet. sorry if i sound like i'm being stupid for acting this way, but you don't have to worry about it. it's not your problem to solve. i just need to stop being myself so much.