Cause we all have something that we regret or regret not having~
For every one thing horrible you have, a different person in the shadows envies something you do have, though to you you'll never understand why.
You shouldn't lose hope even when you feel like kicking the bucket, just look how far you made it >:3 ~
dont let the thoughts keep you down, dont let the thoughts remind you of horrible things, just ignore it and find a new purpose to acheive, though atleast dont make it to malicious aginst yourself, people get sad when other hurt there wonderful mind and/or body Q Q.