(give it up for the first painting with the color red to not be pixelated!)
(rant below)
sorry if i don't post or comment often, i've been having "life block" and have been dealing with a lot of anxiety and general feelings of /lay in silence for four hours despite my responsibilities./
ah, that was a bit of a sad explanation. i'm fine, just tired.

but, yesterday we had a day off, so i got to have an unofficial mini college visit. my family all went to OSU [the ohio state university] but i'm admittedly terrified of cities and tall buildings, so we visited ONU (ohio northen university) with the help of a friend there and i got to sit in on one of her classes, though all i did was kinda sit but the class was so laid back and quiet?? we also took a mini tour of one of the chapels on campus and then i got to try her wacom tablet for a few minutes so that was really nice
i'm only a freshman in high school but it's really nice to know already that there's a good option for me, campus is pretty small and has a lot of trees so it feels very peaceful
they gave me a little list of art courses and one was studio art and pre-art therapy (basically what i do right here on colors!) and their music program is pretty good
it was even better because today my guidance counselor from 3rd grade had meetings with us explaining how she was also there for high school and guys she's so sweet i love her i'm just aaa
school is both being good and bad right now honestly
#twilightprincess