@Inoko-DV, @GenAroRuka, @TenGen, @StormHeartAlpha, @BlobbytheEevee, @QueenB, @FloweyFresh, @MagicWinterDreams, @Sin-For-Life, @Icefang, @MilkShake, @QueenB, @Urasugi, and @Floofoofly... I deeply apologise about all the damage I've caused... It was also my selfishness that caused my mom to turn her back on me... It was selfishness that caused my bro to hate me... It was selfishness that caused me to become so lustful for Inoky... It was my selfishness that caused my family to lose money on stupid things... My selfishness is a habit, no matter how hard I try to break it, that can never ever break. I've never vented about my selfishness because I underestimated the power of it until now... I want to make my friends happy...but all my mind is telling me is that I can be happy when no one else is, but my heart says otherwise. This has been a mental war that has been happening for a long time and I doubt it's going to end soon. I'm unsure how long I can keep pretending to keep others happy.

It feels like I was born broken...

@Blobby and QueenB I kept pretending to make you happy...I was always being selfish about the damn MM rp and all the sexy smut... I contaminated my pure heart several years ago and there isn't cure for it... You guys may be greedy over the little things like food, but I'm greedy about everything...

@Blobby
I know it's not a factor now, but it was a long time ago... And that's why you were on my apologise list

@Queen
I have the same issue with Inoko... my lust for her lingers and that's why she's on my list...I started our lust for each other in the first place...

@Blobby
Yes, you are very honest. That's because you've come from a better family than I have. Plus the fact that my Autism isn't controlled so I tend to get frustrated easily and hurt others' feelings

The relationship started from love at first sight and now it's mainly being run from lust...it was nice at first, but now it's starting to get a bit dull. But I don't wanna break up with her so the lust takes me over

@Blobby
This is what I see about myself
Unique
Clumsy
Goofygoober
Sweet
Greedy
Depressed
Suicidal at times
Sensitive
Trash

@Blobby
It seems like you, Inoko, and Queen are the only ones who care...

I remember you saying that last week

Im sorry I wasted your time like this...

hey that rhymed

Sorry to kinda' bardge in here, but Queen and Blobby are right. I may not know you as well, as they do, but I do know based off of what's on here, you're an amazing person. You have more good things about you then bad. Many people wish to change what's bad about them, causing them to only focus on their negative qualities instead of their good qualities. When you look in the mirror, you may see a bad, broken person. But if you look harder, you will see an amazing, funny, and sweet girl. Sorry O'm no good with words, but if you continue to beat yourself up, I'll try my best to convince you that you're truly one of the best people here. <3

I just want to be happy again...

Yachett, you're just telling yourself these things that aren't true. You aren't wasing anybody's time. If you were wasting our time, why would we stay? Because we care about you. You may just think that you're being a burden, but honestly, you're not.

My eyes hurt and I'm tired...I would go to sleep, but I doubt you'll let me leave Xd

@Queen
No, I did something wrong. I didn't think correctly and was selfish

Queen, take a breather if needed. Everything will be okay, and if you need support too, you know where to find us.

I can't be happy if no one's happy...

I know it was, and it was all my fault. I tried to apologize, but then you started to get sad too

And Yach, think about everyone that cares about you! Me, Blobby, and Queen are just a few people to list.
Think about happy things.
Think about your positive qualities, not negative
And remember how AMAZING you are!
It's hard when you feel helpless and alone, honey I know, but look at this support! You're not alone.
If I could, I would jump into the comments and give you the biggest hug ever.

I was trying to be generous to you too

So close to hug time. I can feel it owo

Alright

Man...that made my eyes hurt like hell

can i go to sleep now?

Hope everyone can now rest with good dreams now ^w^

All that crying made my eyes heavy and the best stuff happens to me on Sundays for some odd reason

*smiles a small smile* Sure. *hugs you*

>v<

Of course!
*Spreads arms out for s hug*
Hugs!

Oh my love breaks my heart read all this, that you do not want to break up with me and that you're bored this, but it was another thing if we could talk every day every morning, love, please, if you say you're greedy for my ... then I what, every day of you to your messages, I AM PURE PLEASURE, for you ... for your love, I really do love you very much my Yach, and I do not want this to be destroyed, We talked about it last night, honey.

I´m happy when i see you happy cuz you´re ma best friend! so be happy plz

I jump in a little bit late, but be sure you have nothing to appologize about me.

I never felt nor thought that you were acting selfish. Really. I'm not saying this just to make you feel better :).

I still believe (like I said somewhere else) you're a good person, so I wish you all the best because I feel you deserve it.

Take Care.