its still hard to go away from colors.
but i wanted to show you how i feel.
i know its everytime the same, everytime the same mistake.
people keep unfollowing and hating me.
and thats only because i am too stupid to take care of good people. even if they dont really like me.
and i see that.
the fact how your writing style changes when you talkin/writing with me is hard...
earlier i was angry.
now i am so much sad.
now i want to leave colors more than you could even believe.
hm...
#water #tears
i think you cant relate how i feel when i come online to a community where it feels like that i am unwanted here...
please tell me how you think about me.
i ruined everything again. i hate myself TnT
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Comments
30 Sep, 2017, 1:14 am
Sorry to hear that! what I do when i get unfollowed is i just laugh it off. I think Its their loss. This is some beautiful art! I hope my advice helps!
30 Sep, 2017, 1:33 am
Re: If you're asking me to upload my half of the art trade on DA, I can do that!
And please, if you need to talk, come and talk to me. I'll gladly listen. :)
These drawings are beautiful, and so inspiring to me! Each drawing has a very different feel to it.
And no, you didn't ruin everything - you always have a second chance. I understand that you are going through hard times, and sometimes we make mistakes, but there's always a chance for forgiveness. ^^
30 Sep, 2017, 1:49 am
Re: Sure! Or we can do it in the Notes on DeviantArt, so that only we can see the conversation. :)
30 Sep, 2017, 1:56 am
I am really sorry, I hope you cheer up. Your art is beautiful, you are not stupid, everyone at one time trusts the wrong people and gets hurt. All of the people have unfollowed, and hurts you should be ashamed of themselves. I'm not good at talking to people.. Hopfully someone's words will make you happier.
30 Sep, 2017, 2:23 am
Whitout a goal you're walking through the roads.
Trough the night, you can't sleep again.
You're imagine, that someone think about you.
It feels like you're alone
On your way lying huge stones.
And you don't know, where you running at
When the sky it's colors lost
You're looking up and ask yourself:
Is there someone who understands my heart?
And going with me till the end?
Is there someone who still believes in me?
Is there someone? Is there someone?
Who's taking the shadow from my soul?
And take me Safety back Home.
Is there someone who's really needs me?
Is there someone? Is there someone?
All around you. Laughing faces.
You laugh too, the last one let the lights on.
The world is loud and your heart is deaf.
You're hoping, that one-to-one equals two.
And someday somebody there is
Who's talking with you without words.
When the sky it's colors lost
You're looking up and ask yourself:
Is there someone who understands my heart?
And going with me till the end?
Is there someone who still believes in me?
Is there someone? Is there someone?
Who's taking the shadow from my soul?
And take me Safety back Home.
Is there someone who's really needs me?
Is there someone? Is there someone?
When you stopped searching at,
comes so many things on its own.
Behind every new door
Could the sun shining again.
You're waking up with every new day.
Because you're know, that the voice
The voice inside you says:
there is someone who understands your heart.
And going with you till the end.
Still when you don't believes in you.
Then is there someone! Is there someone!
Someone, Who's taking the shadow from your soul.
And take me Safety back to Home.
Every time you needs it most.
Then is there someone! Is there someone!
-free translated
~Adel Tawil; Ist Da Jemand?
30 Sep, 2017, 2:32 am
Re no i dont have da... i have an account but i dont like da much...
30 Sep, 2017, 2:33 am
Re: and no worries, you're fine to express your feelings. unfollows happen, just gotta move one. most of the time its due to their account being deleted from extreme inactivity :3
30 Sep, 2017, 2:40 am
AAAAAHHHHhhhh art!!
>:u Maaann i wish people would stop unfollowing me to, like why follow me in the first place if you didn't like my art? but sense i usually don't know they people it's not really a big deal.
30 Sep, 2017, 2:46 am
Wait... doesn't everyone do that? i mean write differently with different people? it's not so much anyones trying to treat others as an outcast, it's more likeeee... peops respect each & everyone person as that, their own person, i'm not gonna talk to you the same as i would to @shiki, but because in my mind your sekira. :y your sensitive about different things, so i wanna treat you as the person you are. Your you, not anyone else, i wouldn't be talking to you if you weren't you.
xD still bad at this but i hope that cheered you up a little seki. sorry for all my long written comments.
30 Sep, 2017, 2:51 am
To be honest, Im not sure if this is just a vent or if its directed to someone specific, but I thought Id tell you this anyway.
I can totally relate, Seki. Feeling unwanted is painful irl or online. Nobody likes when people unfollow, but its their loss. Theyre missing out on all your amazing detail and effects.
I know we don't really talk very much (Sadly), but I think you're very kind and an incredibly talent Im not sure what you think you ruined, but Im sure its okay OUO Don't hate yourself!
30 Sep, 2017, 3:00 am
Re/ And please, if you need to vent, vent. your tired of dealing with peoples shet, it can hurt. but what do you have to lose? it be a waste to delete it all after you came back to say all this, i mean that means you have a little hope that someone will listen right?
If you can go ahead and explain, especially if you need to get it off your chest.
30 Sep, 2017, 3:08 am
Re: Your welcome. ^-^
01 Oct, 2017, 9:58 am
This is great! I think you are an interesting artist
01 Oct, 2017, 3:46 pm
keine ahnung warum du denkst das dich alle hassen....
ich hasse dich nicht - im gegenteil! DU (und noch andere)
sind der grund warum ich überhaupt noch hier poste!
ich wollte Colors schon oft quittieren aber freunde wie du, Cookie e.t.c haben mich doch dazu angeregt zu bleiben
über die unfollower solltest du dich nicht aufregen, mach ich auch nicht und mir entfolgen auch immer viele
also ich habe sehr viel Respect für deine Grandiosen pics, das hier ist mega-genial geworden
und wenn du mal auf DA reden willst (also ohne das jemand mitliest) kannste das gerne tun
oder auf Flight Rising
oder E-Mail
wir könnten ja mal chatten und über unsere probleme reden
aso und der plasma haunt dog bitte mit vielen Diamanten ja danke :) (du kriegst einen Galaxy Goblin)
01 Oct, 2017, 4:16 pm
aso ich kann den Goblin auch auf DA posten
02 Oct, 2017, 3:47 pm
Do you still want to talk, Seki? :0
03 Oct, 2017, 5:44 am
#4Sekira :)
03 Oct, 2017, 6:17 am
Happy birthday Sekira!
03 Oct, 2017, 7:18 pm
Re: oh wow really?! Your birthday is right after my cousins :)
Well happy day then!
Also I was out of town when you posted your pictures and I'm not sure what all happened, but I think everyone has said what I would, and I agree with what Fade said there always a hope just like the Rising Dawn no matter how many dark night you face and how bad it may seem there will be new Dawn so don't give up Sekira :)
*Hug* you are special and loved
03 Oct, 2017, 9:17 pm
Re: Hehehe, I'm really glad you like it! I am always happy to support you and be your friend, because I know the real you and you are an incredible person. :)
Although it's up to you, I want you to stay in Colors. Drawing ideas will always come, and I or others can even help you with ideas. Requests or even gifts are good ways to get creative! You get good ideas when you draw other peoples' OCs. You don't have to stay, but it would definitely make me happy! ^-^
04 Oct, 2017, 12:07 am
Re: Oh also! Would you like me to post my painting of Aragon on DA, as well as my drawing of Skylate?
05 Oct, 2017, 3:21 pm
I don't usually comment, but I feel now would be a good time.
Serkira, I don't know why your feeling bad, or why you feel so upset but I would like to give a thought or two.
Your art is amazing, and don't forget that. Its okay to be different, or to feel upset. We all have those days, so there is no need to break yourself down over it.
You don't HAVE to comment if you don't want too, and you shouldn't ever feel pressured to leave colors because of someone else. As long as you are happy with your art and yourself, then nothing else should matter. There are always going to be problems, bad days, and haters, but its up to you if your going to let it bring you down.
There is no such thing as bad art or the wrong style, because everyone has their own style unique to their personality and memories. Your art is a part of you, a piece of you that the world can't see unless you draw it out.
Never be ashamed of it, or of yourself.
Because you are you, and that's amazing.
Don't let anyone try to change that. ^u^
07 Oct, 2017, 12:11 am
Re: That's okay! I've been busy too. x)
Awesome! I'll post them then! :D
Don't worry about getting to the art trade if you can't draw. You can take as long as you need, or you don't need to do it at all. ;)
I'll message you on DA then!
07 Oct, 2017, 11:44 pm
You may just be thinking about it too much. But if your up to it, here's a hug! -> ( -v-)_l-.-I/
01 Dec, 2017, 3:43 pm
cool work