This summer has been difficult for me as well. My dad's been in the hospital for the majority of it, my family seldom has any opportunities to go anywhere, and until my dad is released, life will remain relatively monotonous, day in, day out. In many ways, it seems as though as I'm reliving the same 24 hours every day. I'm too shy to call my friends (which is so silly), and my mom can't even take us to Mass on Sundays whilst my family's in this position, so I don't feel properly 'refreshed' in spirit. However, I strive to make each passing day different than the last, whether through art, music, writing, reading, prayer, stretching, et cetera.

I think I have an approximately equal amount of determination as you in terms of hanging around this place to the very end, or at least as long as possible. Gosh, it's almost been five whole years since I joined Colors!. O . O Anywho, just keep going, buddy. ^-^ You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Also, I forgot to include appreciating the company of family and trying always to be on good terms with everyone, especially relatives. Sometimes it is much easier said than done, but is well worth it. :3 Take care, now!

Re: You're very welcome! ^o^ And goodness, do I feel kinda special for having inspired someone. ^-^ This conversation, though brief, helped brighten both of our days at least a little, knowing we share similar emotions. Just keep living 'against the tide,' as my dad would say. Make every day great, and, when possible, have courage to perform deeds that are morally right, even when noone else does. You'll definitely feel less empty that way. Remember to take care of yourself! (I apologize for the repetition. XD)