Self loathing is never good on on anyone's mental health, but I've grown to become accustom to the violence in my head and came to an agreement that this is a part of me. I balance this negativity out by having high hopes for a future that promises me heaven. The more the days go by the more I realize that what I am, what "self" is, is a concept that I've created, and my body is a physical manifestion on this realm. Organic and vunderable. I just pray for the benefit of the doubt.
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