hey by spaceywulf
(please read all of this carefully before saying anything)
first off, you are all good people, so much better than i could strive to be, so im also apologizing for never returning the favor enough.
i am really, really sorry for not replying. i know many people expect me to but i end up not doing it. i love and appreciate every single one of you, whether i show it or not.
next. my lackluster descriptions. theyre petty and dumb, i will admit that completely. i was letting my emotions affect my words and i know they affect others.
im also really sorry for seemingly ignoring people by not commenting. i still read every post i see, still like even if my tablet doesnt register the like correctly (it happens a lot)
i'll admit. i havent been in my rp chats much at all lately. im scared of bringing others down, because i noticed i already dragged quite a few people down and i never mean to do it.
im sorry to all of you that you have to ride this weird rollercoaster of my life. this week has been full of terrible experiences. (im having major girl things right now, and on monday i nearly fainted multiple times) ive had marching band this week and keep coming home tired and unmotivated. next week is band camp, too, so i wont be on at all..
and to those 2 who unfollowed, i understand why.
sorry guys. im just kinda sitting here everyday not doing anything and it just makes me feel worse... you honestly deserve more than the pathetic amount of effort i give you all </3
#4every1
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12 Jul, 2017, 9:28 pm
I never expect anyone to reply, I just give myself a goal of commenting when I can, it's fine if no one replies.
12 Jul, 2017, 9:30 pm
hey now, em... it's okay if you don't reply too often, i don't either and then i feel guilty later
it's okay to have emotions, and it's okay to express them.
i'm sure anyone you do upset will forgive you, you're a wonderful person.
i'm also on girl things right now so,,, hah. um
we love you, ems.
sorry i couldn't write more boei
12 Jul, 2017, 9:44 pm
You know, you aren't the only one who doesn't comment and reply all the time, and you aren't the only one who has problems with liking paintings. I have the same struggles, as well as a thousand other artists here.
Nobody is angry at you for doing what you do, Emma! You do whatever you feel most comfortable doing, even if that means not commenting on every painting. And I'm sorry you're having a rough time irl right now - if it's bad, you should take some time away from Colors and social media to recover. ^^
No matter what though, always remember that you are loved! Hang in there!
12 Jul, 2017, 9:45 pm
I hope things get better for you, I don't expect you to reply to me or comment.
You shouldn't be sorry for showing your emotions, it's understandable.
...I always feel like it isn't really my place to say anything, but I thought I should try anyways.
12 Jul, 2017, 10:02 pm
Hey it's alright, you comment and reply way more then you know. Your not a wall, you have emotions and feelings and that's totally fine. You shouldn't be sorry for being human, not a lot of people reply and comment so believe it or not you should be really proud of the fact that you do. Keep doing what ya do ems.
13 Jul, 2017, 1:13 am
I'm too tired to write an essay, but we can talk if your down.. :,3
13 Jul, 2017, 1:16 am
Hey, we all can have feelings and we all can forget things and that's ok. A forgotten comment or a broken like is not the end of the world and it's not going to bring ragnarok. We all do it. You're doing what you can and that is more than you'd think. Hang in there and keep doing what you're doing. It's awesome. You're awesome. Stay that way. <3
13 Jul, 2017, 4:18 am
Oh Emma, you're amazing and more! You honestly don't have to be upset about replying. Not everyone replies, and it definitely isn't a bad thing. If you're busy, we can understand. I love you very much, you're one of my best friends on here! Your art is spectacular too. Can you just see it? We know how difficult life can become, but we must persevere until the end. Trust me, it is better to suffer in this life than in the next. I know you've heard this a million times, but I'm being honest... if you ever need anything (that I can help with), just let me know!
Good luck and God bless you!
13 Jul, 2017, 7:35 pm
Re: thanks :)
I just got some stuff said about me, it didn't bother me but it's all ok now
13 Jul, 2017, 8:23 pm
Re: it's ok now :D
Thanks for being a great friend
13 Jul, 2017, 8:32 pm
I've found that these people on here are very kind and understanding and I'd like to say to you and them, May God Bless and keep you Always Safe, Healthy and Happy! :)