another one?? by DefectiveDetective

can you stop overthinking for literally one second holy ???

how do people even still talk to me?? im literally the worst person ever. im a bad friend all the time. i cant even stand myself!
and ohhhh boy. get a load of this pathetic loser, right? clingy af, jealousy issues, drive myself to anxiety which limits myself physically. way 2 go. you never wanna talk about it to anyone when they ask but here you are, ranting on an art site

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
12 Jul, 2017, 7:36 am
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DefectiveDetective

12 Jul, 2017, 7:38 am

ignore my pointless ranting ughhh

its late, i dont wanna actually talk about it with someone cuz im too scared or something. :^)))

gee
i cant wait till im finally dead, amirite? get me outta here

DefectiveDetective

12 Jul, 2017, 7:42 am

ik im never going back, why do i fake this shiz dtkgwwirnfwhvjh
uughhhhh

youre dumb, man. youre really dumb.

DefectiveDetective

12 Jul, 2017, 7:47 am

im a huge mess rn, might as well spill it all out! before it ruins me even more. no one can help you!! youre doomed. theyre all just gonna forget aboutcha one day anyways!! why bother?
boi do i r e a l l y wanna die right now. i say it a lot, but im serious. im not gonna do it on purpose, but holy hell do i wish i can be hit by a train.

DefectiveDetective

12 Jul, 2017, 7:53 am

& o boi. here comes the nightly emotional breakdown in the shower, regretting it the next morning when i wake up. i wanna slip into a coma for a while amd forget everythiinngggg.
ik my cats would miss me, maybe. livin for them t b h

keineth

12 Jul, 2017, 7:54 am

oh my,...please don't think like that. I really don't know the situation but don't just say u wanna die...plz

[i know my comment is not the best and actually it's not gonna change your mind but plz consider it]

Quietek

12 Jul, 2017, 8:40 am

Take a deep breath. listen. You're fine how you are, overthinking just stresses you out when everything will be okay.

being clingy or jealous is fine but if you're hurting someone then it's bad. Try and focus on yourself, it's okay to talk to people. Don't think people hate you or talk about you in bad ways. Just be yourself. it hurts you more than you think to just pretend. if you trust somebody, vent to them. if you feel like you're bothering them ask. but don't think you are bothering or annoying them.

I'm just saying cause I overthink too -w- and you'll be okay even if things get tough and life is terrible in general sometimes but the few people on it.

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