today band fundamentals started, [my period came back and is rlly heavy] and i nearly fainted [multiple times but the first was seriously terrible] my parents are in another state but theyre coming back early to check on me and i just
i feel like such a screw-up.... i feel so worthless.... i feel like i could have done better but instead i sat down every five seconds b!tching on about how i couldnt stand or walk

i just