Re// *sneaks in*
//pppPPEAACH
Wait what? Why did you lose confidence? :'v

Re// grappee :v

Aww I can feel you on some level but maybe not the younger thing when I first joined here when I was 11 I never talked to anybody I only replied on people's paintings I made a friend but she left :'u Then fast forward to now I still don't know how to make friends but at least I met good people like you, Alex, Kei, and Max
but if you're talking about things done before in the past in rl I definitly messed up
but now I'm just always obessed with the future x'D (in a good way)

I feel the same way about that too that's why literally most of my characters are adopts I'm never okay with the designs I make, if I make them for other people I'm worried it's below their expectations but that hasn't happened yet so far right now people who asked for Fallures never draw them and I'm always on edge wether deciding to revoke the designs or not it's really annoying :/

and I can 100 percent relate to that I always wanted to draw my characters and make a qna with them so that people

- can know more about them but it's a big no since barely people comment or suggest anything helpful and I've tried to start conversations with other people once. They either don't respond or write a very short replied meanwhile mine's a paragraph so I recently made up my mind unfollowing everyone that wasn't:
- a friend
- or a person who's art I admire and would like to talk too
rn I'm a huge short-tempered antisocial jerk and I probably come off as aloof on here lolool
:>

It abandoned me a long time ago. :'u
My self worth is nonexistent now.

@Ro

Re// pINENAPPLE
/lolol I imagine this as our OCs staring at each other in their eyes blurting fruit
whaattt? I actually really like that species- I like all of your species people just really don't know how to cherish designs, I made a short summary of it before but soon I'm going to make a post explaining my strict rules on adopting a design and having it I'll probably also put a list of people in the desc who'll have their designs revoked I don't care if they feel sad or complain I'm not making designs for people who put that at the back of their heads and making myself look like a idiot for trusting them to take care of them along with banning and other stuff
I honestly want to sell my designs with real money using Paypal as soon as I get a pc and a tablet my only problem now is to get the pc I need all I need is one of those monitor one's (cause holding a laptop makes my head look down then I slouch and sometimes it would slip off my lap) but I don't know which one you should

- do that with you explaining your designs too you make a LOT of designs for people but probably half of them doesn't draw them. Tell people your designs mean a lot to you
I can joyfully imagine after revoking all of the people who asked for a Fallure (which is like 11 but minus Kei and three others but for Tempurkits it's just one person) I'll throw a whole adopt raffle event with five of them going to actual good owners who will take care of them like the evil person I am

THAT ALSO before my graduation in middle school I was practically surrounded by: idiots, loud mouthed people who get in trouble way more than others but don't learn from it, or overly stuck up people who think they're confident and pick fights because they never learn common sense (a frickin' girl pissed me off in the middle of the year around December I roasted them and shut them up and to this day I'm still proud and don't regret that day because one: I don't tolerate people at all, two: I dissed them in the

- autotorium and everyone heard it in the end they got in trouble for starting it lol the internet is by far my favorite place to talk to people only thing is that practically everyone on here isn't really interesting to talk to plus barely anyone shares the same interests as me so it's hard to find artists here that share things I have in common x'D
but I'm glad to have the friends I made here now It's actually pretty neat being friends with a small group of great people x)

T-T

Re// strawberryyy
Ku: I don't know... It makes me nervous but at the same time makes me hungry :0

The last laptop I had was pretty ok but messed up after I tried to get tool paint sai and probably got a virus lol we don't own that thing anymore thank god (also my greatest concern of when I get a pc I know where viruses come from like pop up ads, or wierd links but I weep at the possiblity of getting a virus messing up my cpu while my work and other things are damaged) and that's the other problem with making friends I have problems relating and communicating to other peope heck I was told that when I was born I was practically mute and probably didn't talk until 4 and when I did I didn't know a single word in my vocabulary x'D
friends in rl tend to suck more rn I only considered 1 person I know as a really good they even listened in text to me when I broke down once
it really is the wierd thing I can only find out so far is that my interests aline with my favorite youtubers that are

*pokes the Shira*
Ignore your confidence; just spam random doodles; most of us will love them regardless xD

- gamers since I can literally tell every thing and know every game that came out and what it's known for x'D

@Rune But then i'll just be stuck where i've been going all this time, falling further & further into lack of self worth. till eventually i just shut myself off from the world. ;-;

Also hi rune, long time no see.

Re// blueberry
Ku: Really? I like those too but I really tend eat to eat strawberrys a lot
//remembers a old arguement wether things like pumpkins, and other vegetable looking things are fruit
omg please do it's like the only fear I have when I'm holding a computer and even my phone
Yes I do!! Youtubers I watch everyday are Markiplier, jacksepticeye, PewDiePie, Game grumps, oneyplays it's a very short list but also The Game Theorists since they livestream games I also watch their main channel
I'm such a geek when it comes to things like that and I lately found out that I know the more about games than my whole gaming family (minus my mom, only my dad's side) but my dad knows more about things like the ps4 and consoles and also watches anime with me
I know more games than what I have I don't buy much games mainly because I don't make money lol the oldest console I had and first played was the sega dreamcast and Sonic Adventure all I remember is going through a bridge with a killer whale

- breaking it I'm actually surprised I managed to get that far in the game since the game's kinda janky and broken and sometimes leads you somewhere without telling you exactly

Re// Apple
I don't have one, this account isn't even tied to a personal gmail it's someone elses x'D
How you get rid of them when you get them? lol this info will safe my live as well as make it easier
Oh yeah PBG I used to watched them but then I forgot he really does look like that x'D the first video I watched from his is the video he made of Zelda CDI it's really funny to me
WOAH YOUR MOM PLAYS VIDEO GAMES?? My mom doesn't shes just a professional Facebook browser x'D I like and specialize in FPS and competive games like Splatoon and maybe Overwatch (I don't have a console that can play it I also never played it cri) and I'm ready for Splatoon 2 my dad brought me a Switch for graduation and RPG's my favorites Ni No Kuni I played games like Pokemon Conquest but I hate the genre it takes on (the turn based chess like thing) my dad's a master at FPS and games like Bloodborne Tom Cluancy the divison

Well, the reason some people leave is possibly this reminding them of their own problems. Or possibly it makes them feel uncomfortable or makes feel deppressed. Nobody likes seeing other people upset/angry/depressed/confidence-less. So that may be why they unfollow. We all need to be considerate about the other persons current emotional or psychological stand point.
For it may not be because their tired of you per se, but more of their compassionate people who start feeling down when you do.
Its human nature to feelbad when
someone else does.

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But, I am not one to flee from sadness! I would like to think of myself as your friend, so i'm here for you! ^0^

What is the exact kind of confidence you have lost exactly? There are several sub-genres of confidence. So to narrow it down so I can help out, you can tell me if you want, what kind of confidence you have lost.

I will try to help you out however I can @Cookies! ^0^

Re// jelly...
Ku: same here
Ooo but where do you download it? (You know how you can download and get games on an app store) Is there a thing on that on computers? Sorry it's been so long since I owned a pc and it wasn't even mine x'D

Me nether .-. she somehow goes through it everyday and she never complains or gets bored
I know what old games are but I never heard of Odin sphere :o or Rune factory I stopped caring for 3DS games unless it's pokemon or games that comes out on a Wii U or the Switch xD
Ni No Kuni's awesome!!! You should totally get to play it sometime you won't regret it! *^* It's my favorite game ever and I replayed it like 5 times already x'D I still do that today
Ah yes grid based strategy, I hate it I played both of fef but I put aside my hatred of grind strategy because I love it's story and characters but I got so mad when I beated it and there was no post game x'D But disliked Conquest the most because the developers decided to take out the scout mechanic :/