... by KerloteCreator
One of the worst is Disautonomia.... I've been feeling much weaker than usual no matter how much salt, beetjuice or water I intake....
Another is my period... I know its normal yes I know but I don't think no clotting, unusual smell and beyond insane cramp pain is normal....
School stress... I am going into highschool soon and I'm very stressed because I learn slow and might not be able to even host far....
Family issues... My papa, though I love him smokes a lot and my Nana passed away from cancer recently and he has to stay with us... His smoke is starting to hurt my lounges by me just simply breathing in the after smoke....
Not being able to grieve over Nana or buddy... I am very heart broken of losing them but I can't grieve enough to feel better and the loss is mildly tearing me apart....
Back... Its not getting any better... The doctor suggested physical therapy but my mom hasn't done a thing about it no matter home much I ask and we have to pay a lot more money having papa for his cigerets and his food so we can't afford and treatment for my back that could help...
Allergies... Though this usually isn't a big deal... On my period I have extreme cravings for me I want to jump out a window if I don't satisfy them, they are that bad and I was craving OLIVE and I'm severely Allergic to Olive....
I'm just going to put this last one there are many more but you guys get the idea.... My brother startling me every darn time he walks by me. Startling makes me faint.... (Notdone
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06 Jun, 2017, 7:20 am
And him making me faint more than once a day... The more I faint, the longer the faint is every time it happen one thing, I tell him to stop he never does, two when I tell him "you know what it's like to faint and its not fun so why should I faint because you want to startle me for who knows why?" His answer: "You'll get over it. It isn't scary, never has been, and Go cry about it." He doesnt understand if I manage to eventually faint for 10 hours or so I could stop breathing and could even die. I am just beyond scared of my disautonomia and he is NOT helping....
As I've said I'm aware, trust in Jesus and that's just life. It just feels better to rant and prayers also help if any of you can... Thanks for talking the time to read this...
06 Jun, 2017, 7:23 am
Faf* not "far"
06 Jun, 2017, 9:15 am
ToT i pray eventough i don't believe in anything. I believe you'll make it trough!!! Now we are here for you!!
06 Jun, 2017, 9:21 am
Keep onn trying @Day. You can do it. Just hope for the best at the end of the rainbow, and not for the worst.
keep ranting its alright we understand. Your friends are there for support and not just words you know. *internet huhggsss* <3
06 Jun, 2017, 12:16 pm
Thank you for sharing all this with us, Day. My family and I will definitely be praying for you.
A neat thing to remember is that God never gives somebody a trial that's too great for them to withstand, which means He trusts you a lot. You have a lot of faith and patience in Him already, but if you make it through this, then you'll be even stronger under Him. I'm making a guess that God has big plans in your life, so all this trouble early on in your life is to prepare you for what is to come.
No matter how impossible things seem Day, God always knows the way out. Believe that He loves you and has a plan for you! May The Lord prosper you in that which He has called you for.
06 Jun, 2017, 3:40 pm
I am bad at comforting and supporting people but just know I am caring about this, I may not comment but that's because like I said idk how to comfort, I'm really sorry this all is happening to you, but like fade said god has plans for you no matter what you're going through
that was my attempt at comforting
06 Jun, 2017, 4:53 pm
I already typed a crazy rant in the chat, so all I will say now is that I will pray for you even more. You are so strong and even more generous and kind, and you don 't deserve all the stuff you have to go through. But if this is what the Lord wishes, He has you in His hands, and will carry you to shore and through this sea of suffering.