x'D cootie!

aaaaah sorry for sounding so negative but I don't hate myself that much. I hate the body I was born in and even if with my transition makes me like it a bit more everyday, I feel disgusted sometimes when I remember I used to be considered as a female.
It's kinda hard to love yourself when you have litteraly 0 good points when you're trans. Being trans just makes your life harder and I'm personnally not proud to be born as a mistake.
"mistake" bc I don't get why Mother Nature would put a boy in a female's body if it's pointless, or why I grew up with the idea that I was a male. This feels like being a huge mistake or a failed human being and I don't see any pride in this

lol I talk too much xD But still thank you for your concern- and I'm sorry to be this negative o: