#Blookster
traced from my sketchbook

haha my mood went to complete garbage surprisingly fast over a few really small things and so i want death even more.
i just hope i dont fall into a state of extreme negativity again after all ive done to try improving myself and learning self love since these past several months.

i also basically legitimately cried after thinking about the toxicity related stuff mentioned in my last painting so hoo boy am i dying on the inside.

this is fine.