i'm so mad. I need to work i need to be productive but im sick and unmotivated. Fck you body! give me energy, despite the fact i dont sleep or eat. i hate eating. I fcking hate it. Its so difficult to swallow, my mouth is so dry. its a waste of time. I fckd my metabolism by starving myself but i have better things to do than eat. MY TEACHERS WONT GIVE THE STUDY PLAN BUT EXAMS ARE IN 2 WEEKS AAAAAH i cant sleep i cant sleep i cant sleep i wanna screambut my throat hurts alot rn fck fck i want