Shietload of bullcrap by _Shiki_
To be honest with you guys, my social life actually started to open up a bit only in the last few years. I usually didn't tend to befriend people because of trust issues and overresponsibility about my own sake. Then I got a bit more confident and started to open up, and boy oh boy was it fast...
Aaaand now my life is becoming a mess of unexpected events, especially around my love life... It is... Wow. Complex to say the least...
Just as I expected my situation to get a bit... Simplier let's say, guess what? LOL NOPE
I'M IN A LOVE PENTAGRAM. AS THE CONTESTED ONE.
And I even got back with my ex like... Two weeks ago. And now this?! Wow. Just... Wow.
How did I even get in this situation? Heck if I know. I'm not even that much of an attractive girl, not ugly, but not outta the norm. Actually, I am weird both physically and psychologically because of my weird personality and tastes. Perhaps that's what makes me so unique o3o I don't even know, but I reeeeeally miss my loneliness actually. I know I should face my problems and I will, but this is seriously getting outta hand. Too quickly.
I'll... Try to stay active, even if my free time is not that much. But I might not be as active as I would be if I was okay... *shrugs* Ain't life a son of a bitch?
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01 May, 2017, 10:06 pm
Aweee bebesss Q^Q i hope things get better for you man.
02 May, 2017, 12:13 am
Aye, I early on I figured out a neat tactic. My Pyramid Of Friendship.
My significant other at da top.
My two second bestie buds below that.
Then my work buddies below them.
And then those people who are fun to say ' 'Hi' ' to, hang out, then go seperate ways for 2 months kinda friends.
Sadly, there are some friends I don't see nearly as much as I want to xD
With the whole starshaped love problem, I would suggest choosing one of the five, and then completely distance yourself from the others. As cruel as that sounds, it will be very relief inducing in the long run. ;-:
02 May, 2017, 12:41 pm
Re: Aye, I understand wholeheartedly. Maybe i'm a bad person idk xD
A good set of questions to ask yourself are:
{Which of the 5 are to you most attractive personality-wise?}
{Which of them is most trustworthy?}
{Which of them shares the most in common with your Personality/Political view/Religion/Everyday Interests etc?}
{Which of them you find most physically appealing?}
{Which one you think would be a reliable spouse in the future? As in not having affairs and raising kids properly.}
{Which one is most likely to graduate college in your oppinion?}
{And which one do you think loves you the most, not just for your physique, but for who you are?}
(This is a tricky one) If they rush to quickly to the Making out/kissing Etc, that may be a bad sign...Maybe...)
{And which of them do you love. Unconditionally?}
If you can find one that has a good balance of all of these, you'll be good to go ^0^
These are not to be answered on colors. As yourself these questions.
02 May, 2017, 12:43 pm
I hope everything turns out looking up. My advice will probably be rendered useless but Meh! Best it should be said than unsaid xD
02 May, 2017, 6:27 pm
:,u i don't have a social life offline. if i was any more antisocial i'd be a hermit.
That situation sounds complicated & stressful af, i can't give you any advice, but i can give you virtual hugs. *Virtual hugs you*