Today, I got this familiar feeling that made me feel more lost than I already am. A sense of feeling of "Don't go. I need you here, now." I felt like this before but it's different some how. I admit, I'm scared. I'm just so scared. You've been the opposite of my taste yet so far I'm still here. You're a light bulb and I'm the moth that keeps repeatly hitting you. I don't know what I want anymore. All I remember that I'm emotionally lonely. You won't understand because you have the same stubborn