I really love this, for a multitude of reasons. I'd also love to let you know that you can hit me up on any of the message apps to talk to me about anything if you want, which I know probably sounds like kind of a useless offer, since we haven't one-on-one talked very much, and so talking to me about deep and private stuff like this seems odd and unapproachable.
However, I'd nonetheless like to put the offer up on the table. From what I can tell, you and I both share a considerable number of things to be tired and frustrated about.