I can barely take this anymore.... by RanchRobin

Just letting you know now I'm NOT suicidal. This is just a vent so bare with me please... I am tired of my disautonomia. I cant simply roleplay with friends or just WALK for a couple of minutes. Its always getting dizzy, dehydrated, forgot my beetjuice, cant go outside and I never can do normal people stuff! I cant even try a rollercoaster in my life because of my stupid equilibrium getting thrown off. The teachers and schools even one of my DOCTORS don't believe I have it. (Not done.)

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08 Apr, 2017, 5:17 am
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RanchRobin

08 Apr, 2017, 5:23 am

They always think I'm "milking it" and that it isn't that bad but it is! It's horrifying! I get the flu, try to go to school? Dizzy attack. Cant control them cant stop them once they start. I ALWAYS throw up from them too... Only my family mostly believes me irl. Ik you guys do but in my actual life not online, barely anyone really believes me. This is the reason I cant attend very much of Skeys, its why I faint and forget what I was doing, its the reason for my horrible grades and all of the above!!!!! Ik, trust in Jesus, God is with me. This is just a vent, as I said. Sorry for this but it feels better to let it all out. I'm trying to art, I cant when I feel like this.

BloodHybrid

08 Apr, 2017, 5:38 am

@Day, I understand you're having serious health issues, but you should talk to your parents, make them understand, if things are becoming so bad, call 911 and go to the Hospital for treatment. Your health comes above all else.

Also for Soledormirs Keys, I understand you don't want to be removed, but it's up to @ShadowPikaboo and she's in charge of her own RolePlay, I suggest just focusing on you and your health. I wish you the best and I hope you get better in the future <3

EclipseOcelote

08 Apr, 2017, 6:26 am

I'm with ya @Day!!! That's really irritating to say it in Nice words ^-^. I'll pray for ya and know that we are here for you!! We believe you!!!

ShadowPikaboo

08 Apr, 2017, 7:12 am



@Day, I'm sorry, but I am removing you from the RP as the story is taking a serious turn and you don't participate enough for me to incorporate your characters into the RP. You also need to focus on your health, which is way more important than any rp will ever be, I thank you for showing interest in my rp and for becoming a member unfortunately this is for the best. I wish you the best in your future endeavors and I hope you get the treatment you deserve for your disautonomia, you are in my and Lilly prayers Day.

spaceywulf

08 Apr, 2017, 10:48 am

Aaaaaa I will pray that this all ends soon!! And trust me, I can relate to people not believing you more than I wish I did.. Just one of the crazy things abiut the internet, huh? You expect nobody to believe you when you tell the truth but people end up supporting you. But, I'm sure you'll get all the people in your life on your side!!

FadingGlory

08 Apr, 2017, 11:50 am

I'm so sorry that you have to go through this, Day. It's rough, especially for your age, but remember that all things happen for the good of those who love Him. There's a reason for all this suffering; something good will come from it. You know, the neat thing about these trials is that God trusts you enough to not collapse during them. He's also willing to lend you the strength to get through it, and of course we can't get through it without His strength. So don't give up! Remember that He's in control!
I'll be praying for you, Day! ^-^

GoastHauntsAll

08 Apr, 2017, 4:08 pm

Aww so sorry this is happening to you 'n'
But remember your not alone! I suffer from it too (apperently..) I pray for you and hope the best for ya.. I read all these comments even the one with @Shadow.. And everyone is right, your life and family are first than anything, we wouldn't want you to die now would we? ;n;

FadingGlory

08 Apr, 2017, 4:27 pm

Re: I hope it helped! See you in the RP! ^^

GoastHauntsAll

08 Apr, 2017, 4:48 pm

Re: Yeh.. I hwope they find a cure er something soon..

(my vita just hit me in the head when I was done typing that..)

Reindeer-King

08 Apr, 2017, 6:49 pm

Even though I'm not too religious, I'll be hoping and praying for your health. Although I've never had people having disbelief in a medical condition, it's happened to my friend quite a few times. I hope that these people come to their senses and start believing in you.

Fluffy_inc

08 Apr, 2017, 7:47 pm

I'm so sorry you've struggled so much with this.
I definitely agree with Blood, let your parents know about how you feel. I'll keep you in my prayers, and I hope that things get better for you soon!
Hang in there, Day.

Alkaline

09 Apr, 2017, 4:15 am

:(
I know I can't really do much, but I hope that my support helps!
You struggle so much with this but I really hope you get through it! I'll try my best to pray for you!

lllIlllIllIlllI

09 Apr, 2017, 9:15 am

That's horrible D:
Get well soon!

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